>>38232
>I haven't really been ignored since childhood? What?
Your actions suggest otherwise.
>I'm not really in contact with anyone.
Except all those minors you erotic roleplay with and collect "bathroom clips" from.
>what does "doing something against one's will" mean?
It means that the world outside your PDD bubble doesn't care about you and that you will meet a significant number of people who will ignore what you want since you are not their burden to appease.