>>4130
gang raped. whored around. filmed. choked to near death by a group of people i have spent my life around. neighbours. buried alive. dr's involved. police... drugged and taken to catholic priests. face fucked and humiliated.
i can taste blood, nude, on knees, initiates? black robe and hood, screams of a man being stabbed, his body lies limp, the girl near me digs in, im still static, she turns to me and kisses me, i dont partake yet. the rest came back later, could be a separate memory. eating the organs, i can taste it, feel it in my mouth, running down my throat, i feel turned on and sick at the same time.
i confronted them. i shouldn't be posting this. idk. one revealed their true face. threatened me. i have no idea how i made it out alive. there was an energy about me the whole time. like someone was watching over me.
im just happy to be alive. but the programming has been kicking in strong. luckily my country have a sexual abuse helpline who say they get regular ritual abuse claims. its not like people arnt aware this exists. more and more are waking up to it because of epstein. if i dont include the S in the SRA people are actually open to it.
qi gong and metta meditation are that help at this point.