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Brute-forcing Blocked SRA memories Anonymous 06/16/2020 (Tue) 09:50:41 [Preview] No. 3948
unrepressing and/or associating dissasosiative sra memory's by any means necessary within reason
This is aside from very triggering possibly it should be. Also another reason this is not endeavored is because if you try and think of sra if you are not at least aware of memory fragments or are still riding the unicycle of traumatic mind control. You may intentionally imagine things pieced and derivative of a fake imaginative thing in order to deflect from black fear endueced precognition repression/disassociation. I have memories that do not make sense from childhood. I have memory fragments that are gratuites to irl local digging of sra that even lines up with events now brought to light due to covid making people bicker and bring up shit from the 1990's to their spouse. The location is consistant with a google maps anomily that has since been corrected showing a masonic lodge in my county under the water by a bridge. I realized that bridge is the location of the memory fragment A the clown masked man in the back of the car/van going up dark to light and on the bridge 30 miles away from my town which has a simular bridge so i assumed the bridge was the local one. A pizza parlor is directly by the bridge that has stone brickwork a gratiut to memory fragment 2A the red brick archway and possibly torch or low lighting. Feel it had to do with a secret wall or hidden underwater dungeon access. Breif dungeon memory fragment C. Not much but smallish dungeon room and hellish things i can't think of because of the black fear.
So i am at the point i need to shake something loose. Now i have devised a personal shamanic system of vetting such speculous remebering or trying to recall what sra was. I just wrote it out a couple of times. Only say what you know for a fact (to yourself or here i dont care lets shake this shit loose). If you have memories as a young child that make no sense or any low ceiling churchy memories of churches you never went to yet see in your town and somehow know what the inside looks like. Things like that.
also this is not something you want to have had happened to you. Don't try and think the pumpkin patch you went to in an early memory was sordid to feel cultured. Do it only if it was a memory you can remember yourself recalling earlier in your life. I call that mesurection.Because your whole life is shown to be a hiding of this. Very troubling. And fuck it make one up we (self sra memory crackers)should be able to know if its real or not based on whats real. This is going to be very improvisational and may be too personal as in only i can relate to memories i had. But themes and patterns may emerge if others have had similar experiences.
pic related. I had already came to the conclusion i was editing out my memories hence fragments. Very good overview of this kind of thing.

Anonymous 06/16/2020 (Tue) 19:00:39 [Preview] No.3950 del
Fragments are both co-created and co-destroyed by the same person, typically a handler. This is to ensure the "carrier pigeon" (as referenced in the recent anime "Pet") doesn't reveal critical information upsetting the balance of power. This may cause what is known as a collapse, which may lead to major events. I felt this one time when I was younger, 9/11 had happened and every teacher must have been instructed to subject every child to the fabricated horror, filled with involvement by various factions. I saw the buildings and began clapping, as though it were a movie. Looking back on it now, surprised by the level of memory I have, it was a programming event that may soon serve a distinct purpose. Much is becoming clearer, this is evident.

Dreams come and go. One dream I had, before this recent FM ritual sacrifice of GF (son's middle name is Mason, go figure) being mass projected by the televangelist media talking heads like an egregore, I was in a room surrounded by people watching the telly. I observe this caucasian female reporter, talking near a beachside, before being approached from behind with a knife around her neck by an African man. Everyone in the room is beginning to scream but aren't showing it. I hear the scream come out from them before it is physically represented, and once it happened, their screams were not bormal. As though the television was mass possessing everyone and channeling what is called this black fear into everyone. The reporter's head is driven off by an unimaginable force of power with the blade, and as soon as this happens, I forcefully eject from this dream. Feeling and sensing this rush of darkness compel everyone abnormally was chaotic, and seems to have provided foresight into this hypnosis led by media, instilling trauma into the masses.

The power of spirit works through consent, for it is by your inner divine authority that you allow a force or action to take over you. It cannot be forced, yet that will not slow down any opposition from attempting to do so. The spirit can be bound by chains, generated from spiritual weapons, locking you in a state of abyss. You hold sovereignty over your spirit, and it is never stripped away. These agents of darkness and chaos will only continue to play out their subservience via their actions, fragmenting minds and attempting to create slaves. Trauma is but a tool, harnessed into a weapon. There are several, one must become wise in which to give life to. One puts all the others to rest, for it speaks to all.

Be strong in all that you do, anon. Remain steadfast in your development and work.

Anonymous 06/17/2020 (Wed) 07:37:09 [Preview] No.3951 del
I was going to say that bruteforcing is an odd method. Consists of trying every possible password combination to unlock something. Not going to work here i think.Very interesting. That makes sense the fragments are created by the handler because of the placement of the victim with ritualism masks etc. I think there are levels of fragments as-well. I agree it very much is a spiritual endevour. And part of what i wanted to do with this thread is run through i guess tokens of such abuse and what it may look like. That dream you wrote of seemed very disturbing.

Anonymous 06/17/2020 (Wed) 09:42:11 [Preview] No.3955 del
I once made a graphic of this but i can't find it so here is another example of this kind of sra. Based on pic related its kind of a joke what i describe as "memory fragments". I can't really even say i was abused but these are actual sra memories. The only thing i have close to this is being taken to and from what i assume was sra rituals. That and the clown mask kind of lines up with strange headdresses. Then again its kind of bland like a ski mask so maybe it wasn't even satanic. If that where the case i don't see why i would have blacked out being dicked down by a bridge. someone else was driving the vehicle a guy with a white shirt and i think sunglasses. the sunglasses wearing guy connects to remembering the red brick or low lit area. So its kind of a sacrilige to even speculate but i made this board to break the occult deception. What better way then to break the perhaps dark deception done to myself. Or to see if there may have ever been with discernment. Because I have to write it out now because its always going on in my head since a few things triggered the memories.

Anonymous 06/17/2020 (Wed) 10:08:56 [Preview] No.3956 del
I think my hands where tied. Or that i was zipped up in a suitcase. In fact during that time the show figure it out on nickelodeon was big and i thought my talent was being able to fit in a fucking suitcase. Why would i have thought that was a talent? now im mad.

Anonymous 06/17/2020 (Wed) 10:24:42 [Preview] No.3957 del
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I think i could have thought that was a talent because your looking around the house maybe for shit to be talented with? AHHHHHH. The jesters are part of the shriners and they are named after and use the symbolism of the CLOWN.

Anonymous 06/17/2020 (Wed) 11:52:51 [Preview] No.3958 del
now i know its getting into real wacky talk but since google maps placed the lodge in my county as a red dot in the water by a bridge. Consider that in the stonecutters episode homer secretly enters a tunnel that is UNDER AN OVERPASS. That explains why i only remember the bridge and how it would be so significant in my head.

Anonymous 06/17/2020 (Wed) 19:42:44 [Preview] No.3959 del
The dream certainly was disturbing. I rarely have dreams that reveal something along with an unparalleled field of fear. Part of ejecting from those states involves not submitting to trauma induced by the wave of sleep where our subconscious is most dominant. Where our analytical mind reveals things about ourselves mixed in with outside influences.

Bruteforcing the mind may take a heavy hypnosis during meditation, given the hypnosis is led correctly. Or perhaps a Near-Death Experience might be key. There could be several methods, yet given we treat the mind as a mechanical computer and not a biological one, irreparable damage could be caused. I've read about victims of SRA over the years, and if you look through some of the more recent threads, you'll see a video posted about a woman being a victim to SRA when she was a child. There are mixed signals with some of the major speakers of it, including Cathy O'Brien. Interesting evidence there she speaks of.

Remember that the Old and New Testament of the Bible are unsurprisingly taken at face value of being literal, when in fact it holds allegory to human psychology. Test-a-ment is to test-a-mind, essentially providing the reader personal insight on the inner workings of the mind, largely translated and intentionally misrepresented. Greek Septuagint prior to the Hebraic Torah speaks even more so, which I would love to locate one day.

There are levels of fragments, just as there are personalities placed into the victim. Some are voluntarily put there for specific programming that can be triggered by a combination of words, numbers, colors, etc.

One suggestion that can be made is to allow yourself a space to heal with nature, to let there be nurturing by your environment, albeit at a location that does not bring the slightest memory back. May be difficult for those who experienced disturbing events in wilderness.

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Anonymous 06/18/2020 (Thu) 07:03:49 [Preview] No.3966 del
Dreams need context. It is usually machinations of different places and people in your life in routines if you will. So this if not an sra memory could be a very visual representation of one of those nightmares. Maybe even demonic presence. They feed off fear. Can also be the fear of losing relationship faggy dream metaphor. Never will you be lazing around in a dream. unless your dream lurking endchan and then the next day you see the very same dancing anime gif on the overboard you saw in your dream. Last part was fanatical I don't allow dreams to direct any memories for me.
>One suggestion that can be made is to allow yourself a space to heal with nature, to let there be nurturing by your environment, albeit at a location that does not bring the slightest memory back. May be difficult for those who experienced disturbing events in wilderness.
What an excellent suggestion. I had considered fishing recently.

Anonymous 06/18/2020 (Thu) 08:01:09 [Preview] No.3967 del
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the screencap from the op was taken by someone else. No idea what the context of it is pic related is the most important point of it.

Anonymous 06/18/2020 (Thu) 08:43:08 [Preview] No.3969 del
digging into the actual cult from pizzagate i slowly started to remember these fucking things. I am such a bitch when i buried this so deep in my head. and even i fucking probably was sra'd. I think this is what Q means the truth would put 99 percent of people in the hospital. I think such a percentage of people are effected by this through degrees of seperation and degrees of masonic silence. I think they electrocute you to learn yes and no. They do a little catachism of consent to being traumatized in what at that point would be a bloody locker room sized shower room.

you see masonry makes no sense or it fucks up my blocking out of sra because at one point i realized this was related somehow and the same thing with scary movies. Scary movies have no real context if you think of slashers. Oh jack the ripper ok well that is even more of a connection because it was the first serial killer and the juwes will not be blamed for nothing was a reference to jubilum of masonic initiation. IT was a masonic cult. same thing with one of or multiple of the big serial killers son of sam or one in new york spoke of a luciferian cult being to blame. Also the knife stabbing or even the slow shots of blood dripping down furniture or the wall its triggering in some cases.

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Anonymous 06/20/2020 (Sat) 07:14:14 [Preview] No.3988 del
Im trying not to flight off into an imaginative thing. But i recall hearing the word violet as i guess the violence the ritualized controlled satanic violence was violet. I guess that makes me blue. And im starting to think its monarch or mkultra because violet is kind of like ultraviolet or the unseen colors.

Anonymous 06/20/2020 (Sat) 07:23:49 [Preview] No.3989 del
Blue may be a more traumatic fragment idk. I kind of remember someone saying like revolution number nine but instead of going "number nine, number nine" i heard "violet, violet". Now blue may be worse like "blue, blue". May be the origin of ghosts going booooo. Also there was the blue house sra case. Epstein had the masonic temple blue lines underground dungeon area.

Anonymous 06/20/2020 (Sat) 07:34:41 [Preview] No.3990 del
i want to disregard this as insignificant but this is the colors of the rainbow. Contextually im sure it fits but as far as me. Im just a normal person i don't think i was abused. I don't want it to be true not that it even matters at this point. My life has become a joke.

Anonymous 06/20/2020 (Sat) 15:24:22 [Preview] No.3991 del
Violet, a combination of red and blue, likely holds a pattern separate from the two as well. I recall researching threads and lurking through a myriad of sites all linking similarities with color. Blue happens to be bound to security, whereas other colors correspond to different elements.

The reason this may be intriguing to some, is how when as a toddler, there are testing centers verifying the intelligence or response of the child, including rooms where testing is held. I vaguely recall a memory of being in a testing room anf asked questions with words and then being shown colors on a screen. There is something off about all this however, considering the Institute of T-stock.

Makes me wonder about the several ways they could align numbers and letters together, such as in sports. Football, where you have "Blue, 42", for example. All seemingly innocent, yet could be deviously aligned to triggers and possibly alters.

Anonymous 06/20/2020 (Sat) 23:39:40 [Preview] No.3994 del
im fine but since i made the color posts i surge of like sadness or someshit waved over me. I do not remember the words violet or blue. So who knows. If something comes to me ill add it to the thread i don't like the speculation.

Anonymous 06/20/2020 (Sat) 23:47:54 [Preview] No.3995 del
what happened was i was making light of it again imagining a scenerio where someone was being traumatized and had someone behind them going "violet violet" like a cianigger. I dont remember this and it sent me into a spiral. Apparently the illuminati goes "joseph joseph" while sodomizing people. So i could have just made it up based on that.

Anonymous 07/12/2020 (Sun) 00:21:04 [Preview] No.4022 del
I have discovered my self comfort mechanism. only in a nonverbal fragment. It revolves around an ingrained obediance to some masonic bullshit. You think the skippy video. Skippy was washing that boy off the blood off of him making him repeat and do a little catachism of obediance. They where in a shower. SKippy podesta whoever was washing a boy off screaming at him. I think instead of skippy my sra dom was named felix or mr peanut. or something else. Not sure.I am not saying that happened to me but all i am saying i discovered the sra ingrained self comfort mechanism and am mentally breaking it shamanically. And with jesus christ.Things might get weired but dammit this is a horror upon mankind. I have to try.

Anonymous 07/12/2020 (Sun) 00:23:34 [Preview] No.4024 del
>Things might get weired
things might get weird

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>tfw autism could be a result of this stuff.

Anonymous 08/29/2020 (Sat) 09:34:25 [Preview] No.4086 del
these motherfuckers... I do not know. I know nothing but my god and my country. but i am seeing a theme with the clown stuff and maybe some masonic bodies. These people are staring at me as i type this...despite that it is what it is I can't recall anything more than clown mask ~98 back of vehicle. over bridge seeing the water and landscape. Even peripheral bridges etc.

Anonymous 08/29/2020 (Sat) 09:37:42 [Preview] No.4087 del
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here is nightmare_land.png
(images from before the endchan file wipe of 2018 are fucked up when reuploaded)

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Anonymous 09/12/2020 (Sat) 02:34:25 [Preview] No.4112 del
i didn't make the oathbreaker of course. But i did make a lot of oc for it. i consider some of the initial oc's i made so shitty not even worth reposting. Same with some webms. but this one caught my eye. Particularly because this is around the age this shit would have happened. why the fuck did i make this in 2016?

Anonymous 09/16/2020 (Wed) 19:47:34 [Preview] No.4121 del
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file was from pre-crash see >>4118

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Anonymous 09/29/2020 (Tue) 09:14:32 [Preview] No.4130 del
mine first came back in what seemed like a psychotic episode. hands all over me. a group of men. hotel room.
years ago. when i would get high my hips would begin to circle and if i let it take over i would be on the ground gyrating with my arms in the air doing the typical satanic worship movements.
this recurring figure kept waking me in my dreams. this figure grew into an incubus that would fuck me during sleep paralysis when ever the wind would blow open to the bedroom door. a few times it wasn't the wind, the thought stream that began to peace it together would synchronously coincide with the semi-rare occurrence of the wind blowing the door open. one morning i fought it off. wet the bed. remembered i would wet the bed when i was young.
everything started coming back in. i was never really into conspiracy beyond pizza/pedogate. i would read obsessively about it as a form of reexperiencing.

Anonymous 09/29/2020 (Tue) 09:15:06 [Preview] No.4131 del
gang raped. whored around. filmed. choked to near death by a group of people i have spent my life around. neighbours. buried alive. dr's involved. police... drugged and taken to catholic priests. face fucked and humiliated.
i can taste blood, nude, on knees, initiates? black robe and hood, screams of a man being stabbed, his body lies limp, the girl near me digs in, im still static, she turns to me and kisses me, i dont partake yet. the rest came back later, could be a separate memory. eating the organs, i can taste it, feel it in my mouth, running down my throat, i feel turned on and sick at the same time.
i confronted them. i shouldn't be posting this. idk. one revealed their true face. threatened me. i have no idea how i made it out alive. there was an energy about me the whole time. like someone was watching over me.
im just happy to be alive. but the programming has been kicking in strong. luckily my country have a sexual abuse helpline who say they get regular ritual abuse claims. its not like people arnt aware this exists. more and more are waking up to it because of epstein. if i dont include the S in the SRA people are actually open to it.
qi gong and metta meditation are that help at this point.

Anonymous 10/02/2020 (Fri) 05:16:34 [Preview] No.4132 del
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horrifying to say the least. This is the second person who has mentioned dreams. I constantly have clown mask dreams. If i think about it almost every night. Due to the eating of organs specifically i am thinking ritual abuse. Because pic related. Be careful. though in my experience its this odd gangstalking thing that the cult can never lift the veil of. and if one is not hysterical things are usually business as usual.

Anonymous 10/02/2020 (Fri) 12:16:03 [Preview] No.4133 del
Didn't mean to go on about my own shit in this post. but it reminded me of similar memories.
>i can taste it, feel it in my mouth, running down my throat,
part of me remembers organs and another part of me remembers feces. I don't know if it was a ritual context or a traumatic mind control thing. probably both. In your >>4130 >>4131 case it appears to be the full gambit. this is awful but hey at-least your mapping out memories. You have a shitload. I have the clown mask thing and kind of the feces memory. The programming appears to work like a fever which i see why you like meditation. it sucks that people don't believe this stuff. And the psychotic episode is similar to how i recalled the being forced to eat feces memory. I had been trying to remind myself of it subconsciously to the point i was shoveling nesquick powder in my mouth and eating it dry. Maybe in meditation or life try and see any subconscious queue's your mind is giving you. Stay strong anon!!!

Anonymous 10/02/2020 (Fri) 12:17:35 [Preview] No.4134 del
>Maybe in meditation or life try and see any subconscious queue's your mind is giving you
not to do anything but like the mythic gyration that took over the body.

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Anonymous 10/30/2020 (Fri) 11:57:59 [Preview] No.4155 del
i am trying very hard to not fail at opsec but you know what i have to post this. because this is bothering me. pic related was posted on 8kun in the /qresearch/ general threads days before i made a discovery of lets say exactly this. pic was posted october 14th this may be what i am supposed to figure out with breadcrumbs etc aswell...

Anonymous 10/30/2020 (Fri) 12:09:33 [Preview] No.4156 del
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water activity on two lane exact fashion. IN THE EXACT AREA i recall the clown masked ordeal happening at (neighbor of parents friend's house 1998) Why is there watersports activity on a road. its under the road. They allowed me to see over the bridge i think to confuse me. i think they use car elevators and garage door entrances. at that time it would have been at a storage facility with garage door openings by the watertower.

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ends at an apartment complex (that apparently was woods in 1998) but you see it says there is over 5000 garage units for a 55 unit apartment complex. there is a whole underground world unseen to non-masons. EXPLAINS WHY GOOGLE MAPS SAID IN 2011 THE MASONIC LODGE WITH LEVIATHAN AS ITS LODGE LOGO WAS UNDER THE WATER.

Anonymous 10/30/2020 (Fri) 12:30:21 [Preview] No.4158 del
they have since blurred out the 2 laned underway into one line and blurred the apartment complex.

Anonymous 10/30/2020 (Fri) 12:39:51 [Preview] No.4159 del
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i think this is how they are going underground. i think you can do it with a single sized garage facade

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Anonymous 01/04/2021 (Mon) 10:09:31 [Preview] No.4223 del
clown mask meme image was posted on 8kun by one of the people i think where trying to grab me out my bedroom window via a bonfire or something. Q saved me with his drops cant get into detail due to opsec. at least right now.

Anonymous 01/04/2021 (Mon) 10:20:17 [Preview] No.4224 del
You q pepole are so hard to believe/follow. Though I would like to give you a chance to explain...

>ant get into detail due to opsec. at least right now.
If you can at some point

Anonymous 01/04/2021 (Mon) 10:40:58 [Preview] No.4226 del
the latest drop was before the incident would have taken place. giving me key info (with plausible deniability) to not only recognize but be alert to what may have happened had i not thought for myself.maybe its a temporary safeness. all i know is there was an extremely clear plot of some kind that was thwarted. how exactly? well many ways. one of which is desensitization to any and all negative stimuli. at least this is how i take it. having had psyops directed at me personally Q gave me pause to think for myself and strive to be a better individual. it twisted the cabals plan into a fountain of lulz.

Anonymous 01/04/2021 (Mon) 11:48:44 [Preview] No.4227 del
that meme kinda sucks i thought it was a simular one that i had also saved.

Anonymous 01/04/2021 (Mon) 17:13:51 [Preview] No.4228 del
Holy shit when'd they snap pics of me?

Anonymous 01/10/2021 (Sun) 10:07:07 [Preview] No.4233 del
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the meme i was thinking of that i had also saved.

Anonymous 01/10/2021 (Sun) 14:03:11 [Preview] No.4234 del
Whatever truth your exploration of your memories has to it, I think where you have gone wrong is that you are overstating what you have gleamed through introspection as truth, and it sounds very much like you have been reading lots of online articles or blogs from 'Christian therapists' which are very broad in their diagnosis of an SRA victim.

Commonly these pages list signs that you or someone else is one, but the list will heavily apply to almost everyone reading because each symptom is vague and common. A lot of the symptoms listed on these pages could perhaps be associated with MKUltra influence on the broader scale, through the media and education system, but reading through these types of pages might give one the impression that they, and everyone around them, is a victim of direct SRA.

What I think, and call this my own paranoia, but it is just a speculation: a lot of these sites are MKUltra tools. They potentially create victims through causing an already emotionally distressed reader (as many of us are in the modern age) to over think and project the authors suggestions on to their memories.

Just my thoughts, but leave a margin of doubt. Memories are a funny thing. Sometimes they can be an exact recollection of real, material events, and sometimes they can be distorted over time or through self suggestion.

Anonymous 01/10/2021 (Sun) 15:01:16 [Preview] No.4237 del
*sympathetically nod's to this notion*
absolutely.I hope to god its not real. However there is more things to this than I even want to really try and tabulate as i wanted to in this thread. For example there is a theme of painting the face white I can not understand for the life of me.here is no urban witchinary, I can't type in white face dungeon garb and have anything meaningful show up. The same reason i made the board to lay stuff out in such a way others can contribute etc. I do not hang my hat on these memories. but there is this stuff happening to people and i bet the cabal even brags about trauma based mind control in their media. maybe it is an imaginative thing with me. That would be a godsend. regardless of my real or imagined/implanted/dissasociated/repressed/trauma-disguised experiences are - there is a masonic symbolical constant in the art i have seen the last year or 2. People do go through this stuff with active vivid memories. since childhood. and nothing can be more of an affront to what it means to be a satanic slave than me speculating about whisps of imagery in the late 1990's. That being said there has been a response by the cabal that goes into the very same part of my head that the pics in this thread light up. for example the kobe bryant/mr peanut correlation. how the cabal used kobe's death as a psyop and odd thing with of course the T-shirt i was wearing that day. (huge opsec fuckup there). and its also a matter of opsec not digging too close to home etc. the gangstalking people around me can't stop saying it is what it is. since i said it in this thread in this post here >>4084

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>here is no
There is no*

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Anonymous 11/19/2022 (Sat) 08:49 [Preview] No.4699 del
one symptom was that i was incapable of considering that i had been a victim of ritual abuse. i literally sat there in front of a therapist explaining all of this but could not think about, its like all the pieces of the puzzle where out there in front of me but i still couldn't see the whole picture.
attempt to observe and mental blocks that are up, often just seems like youv'e run to the end of a train of thought, see if you can try force in to that mental space.

Anonymous 11/19/2022 (Sat) 08:54 [Preview] No.4700 del
getting in to the body, yoga, etc... combined with meditation and an understanding of the mind is the sure finest way to uncover any possible sra, mc, trafficking related stuff.

Anonymous 11/19/2022 (Sat) 08:56 [Preview] No.4701 del
still couldn't put them together*

Anonymous 11/19/2022 (Sat) 09:02 [Preview] No.4702 del
sra isn't rare. having been in therapy for it for a number of years now, there is a very active satanic church operating in the upper middle class, at the least. i can say that at all the four schools i went to there were always at least a few others who i can name with near certainty.

Anonymous 11/19/2022 (Sat) 09:06 [Preview] No.4703 del
i was often encouraged to join the police force, the medical industry. have recognised them in managerial positions such as principals and heads of psych wards.

Anonymous 11/19/2022 (Sat) 09:08 [Preview] No.4704 del
these posts and the others i made 2 years ago when i first got away, combined with a few actions attempting to help another escape are stressing me, waiting for some dark figures to appear out of a van on some routine walk of mine. half expecting my self to show up at the bottom of a lake somewhere.

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