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>i started male puberty very early and unless i get enough money for FFS i think i will never really pass
let hrt do its thing like, i thought the same two years in but fat redistribution and stuff is actually very op
>maybe it was because i did not stay away from the opiates and amphetamines lol.
amphetamines make you a worse person outwardly while opiates slowly rot you internally ime.
>but perhaps people get interesting through other people and it is a trap to think i can solitarily become a person.
yep