>>20373
>You might genuinely have wanted to lose weight for years
I've always had some cope excuse of something more important to think about, once my loan money comes through for my degree and the finances are sorted I really have nothing left

>degree
>money
>social life
I could make an excuse and say a girlfriend is more important to me at the moment but if I'm a fat shit that's unlikely to going to happen. I don't have anything left to hide behind, I'll make a serious effort for the rest of the year, and if come January I've not really made any significant progress, I'll just give up talking about it, it clearly isn't happening.

I have a number in my head that would be nice, but hell, even like 6kg lost would be a start.