>>21544
Hung out a bit with people I knew, went to an event that would doxx me and my entire bloodline if I mentioned what it was I almost considered doing it just to flex, personal safety be damned and lost 2 out of 3 league games (I only play 3 a day maximum now)
So basically, despite having done things, joy is fleeting and I am back to my regular self with no drive or direction in life