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The hour we live in is truly dark, of that there is little doubt for any of us. This grim year has presented greater challenges than any of us could of foreseen prior, an escalation of unbound proportion that has placed not just ourselves but our families and the world at large in a far more tenous position. We live in a world where morality, nobility and honour lay dead, in their place degeneracy, degeneration and horror. By not succumbing to it you *are* the black sheep, you *are* the failiure namely because you feel the stirring of something deeper within you. How do I know this? You mentioned you prioritise aspects of your life, you explore methodology of self improvement and analyse career choices in an age where all avenues innevitably lead to servitude to a system that despises you on a fundamental level. It does not see you as a Man, it sees you as a cog, a financial unit upon which it can feed as it utilises you. This system, this vile creation of ursery and affliction has but one goal; to strip you of all that makes you You. It is of no wonder a gentlemen like yourself feels such a gloaming darkness hanging over you for all of us live in an age of misery. 4272e9 is indeed right in pointing out that the parasite yearns for our destruction for it has left none of us with any avenue in which to truly live. To truly find happiness. Consider this, in an age where ursery, the rape of eight year old white children and the murder of the innocent is considered the "new normal" it is better to be the black sheep than to be embraced by such a foul and corrupt entity that this modern world has become. There is the old maxim of "I was born in the wrong age", truly for any sane and just man that is indeed the case.

But not all is lost, upon that you have my word. Consider for a moment the misery you feel, consider just *why* it has been thrust upon you. Just *why* your family sees you as the black sheep. You clearly seek more than the material, you clearly seek the things our people once took for granted, a home, a career that is satisfying, a future that is secure. Such things are anathema in this climate, such things are dangerous, you would likely find more acceptance if you came out as some child molesting homosexual than simply uttering the phrase of "I want to be free" for the world and your family cannot understand the sentiment, it has been told not to. Embrace the negro. Celebrate the homosexual child predator parade. Clap for the destruction of your history. These things are publicly acceptable to the simple masses for what else do they know. Oh, they may utter under their breath "fuck niggers" or "fuck fags" but they lack the bravery to reject it fully in their lives. It is that same oppression that you are feeling now, it is a grim backdrop to the theatrical misery that is the modern world.