Anon 02/19/2019 (Tue) 23:03:41 No.3504 del
>>3499
>it's a rainbow in the dark. It's fluid and if one lets themselves think about it, perhaps almost a little scary.
not going to lie, you have to reread the first posts from the first thread. The posts show signs of awkwardness and that´s because no one at that time thought that this was going to happen. I had fear but as time went further, things were getting developed.

>At least if you fear aberrations and want to shy away from something that sends mixed signals and feels like both and neither.
that´s a double edge weapon. Serves as memory tool that you use at your will. I would have liked to rethink the first posts of the personal project but even those aberrations can lead to something else....so, nothing is discarded. Hell this thread has in its title a line from a shitposter that mindlessly opened a thread with a random image reaction.

>Being defined is comforting...
ironically enough, I think /endpone/ has some definition attached to it but for a certain period in it, not a permanent one.

>Who said becoming relevant was every boards endgame? It was never it's purpose to.
and that´s why I admit that handling this site as a great pillar to carry on the fanbase would be not only delusional but also it would lead to drastic changes. Even if I look like I am complaining, I am basically admitting that I have to look for the mundane posts and directions for it and leave fake expectations aside, simply focusing on what one faces as usual. Sometimes, I have to confess that I kind of shitpost as if I were thinking loudly and not messaging necessarily to someone else. Part of me wants that success because my young spirit wants to eat the world because in the future, I won´t be able to do it.

However, I have made these posts just to take that idea away and instead of aiming so high, I aim to the places that I like or feel like doing spontaneously (in short, being myself) and so, what´s better than a place that resembles a little corner?

Even if I managed to get that high, what would happen next? What do I gain? One thinks that one will reach the heavens but there´s only space in which you are floating around instead too much of a Spiritualized fan for not referencing them.Not to mention that one can die of success,so I suppose that the successful philosophy doesn´t always work.

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