>>4059 >I have been pretty inactive lately and I will tell you that I am not going to reply to everything tonight. Yeah, know that feel as you know that I know
>even though I wrote the Mirror of Fire because of the routine in two nights, I agree. It´s not recommended at all to have this "project" so consuming and one of the reasons I have slowed down a lot is because I am doing other things IRL and keeping up at what I can do. This. Keeping things at a healthy level. Though sometimes I can get into productive periods (I have several things that are half done). I have had a fair bit of IRL stuff come up especially around the anniversary
>Browsing on the internet for the /go/ thread doesn´t seem to be that stressful and that journalistic task can be prepared at anytime. Indeed. Even when it takes awhile in certain cases, its all just compiling links with a little archiving on the side.
>out of all the events....yep, you had yo remember that one and it´s indeed haunting. No wonder one would remember it because of the shock that came after it I remember it in a way of... how do I put this? Dividing time. It's now an event that I divide different eras of my life with. Like in remembering a event if something happened before or after it would be a factor.
>you posted an even more tragic version of it, amplified a thousand times more than mine because of your involvement and the moments that you had shared with her. I wouldn't go that far. I mean, not to bring any more unnecessary personal details into the matter, this was her 2nd chance on life. She had stage 4 once before and managed to survive it and go completely back to normal. So I can say it was a question that I had already dealt with once even if this came out of nowhere. Besides, a death that close is still a death that affects you deeply, even if you weren't close to the person in question it still removes a background constant and brings sadness around.
>Not sure if the event itself is more haunting or the fact that you have had the will to present it on public and managing to keep it relevant after one year. /endpone/ wasn´t supposed to reach this level
