Going a little hit off topic to the previous posts here...

but damn, I have been under this quarantine for more than 40 days already and while it's easier to handle than the psychological issues that the world wars brought back in the last century, I am amazed that I have been able to pretend that nothing is happening from the outside without becoming crazy.

I am not saying that I am going to fall into a depression nor I am going to go crazy nor get a harsh post traumatic episode now that I have stayed sane for so long but...

I am starting to wear out a little bit, as if I have a permanent fatigue that stays in the background hidden there, always uncertain towards the future. That uncertainty kind of makes me less energetic to do anything really even for things that I like.

Of course I am going to see the light sooner or later but you know, I wanted to share how it feels to stay adapted in a defensive mode to such extraordinary conditions that people might not handle all that well.

I am doing relatively fine and I am impressed to have kept the board in the same tone (from my part) but you know, it could have been much worse in the past month and a half.