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>It would go on my side, but I've pieced together that if I do acquire one, we'll be switching sides so she can have a nightstand first.
definitely the size is not that small but considering that it is really cluttered, it makes sense.

>if I do acquire one, we'll be switching sides so she can have a nightstand first.
well, at least you could spend take advantage of that whenever you install it, less time between for that transition.

>water almost always means 'emotion' -- there's a few other things it could mean, but with me that's the symbol for "skeletons in the closet I try to forget about"
one wouldn´t imply at first that there is a metaphorical reason that is explained with your personal background so at first, mostly everyone would stick to the literal version.

>And my mom was dying for as long as I knew her, and I have the same disease although guys don't die young from it, for lack of estrogen.
what da...? So you have an hereditary disease? Which one do you have? Neurodegenerative? Digestive? A blood disease? Personally, the closest one that I could have got is the Hepatitis B Virus from my mother but fortunately, neither my brothers nor me got it. So we are fortunate in that sense.

>my inexperienced mind was wrestling with mortality, even though no one had said she would die any time soon, I could also see the writing on the wall, as it were.
at what age did she die by the way?

And obviously, you had these thoughts because hey, you were a kid and hard events can turn into traumas or psychological problems for people who are so innocent and inexperienced in this world. The impact could have been much lower if this had happened a few years later on.