Sunflower 11/19/2022 (Sat) 02:32 Id: 4a5e06 No.2165 del
>Feel free to comment but no discussion/criticism in this thread!
Sorry about that.

>>2157
>If you don't mind elaborate pls. Might be useful
I don't remember how it started, I know almost nothing about kabbalah and didn't want anything to do with it, but I somehow started thinking that I was in one of its spheres, I think it started with me seeing some circles with planetary symbols or something, so I looked up some pics and decided to get to Keter/Uranus, just imagined myself going up through whatever sphere I felt like going and skipped the ones I wasn't interested and ended up in Neptune and thought that I had to cross the abyss and go to saturn and then go to Keter. So on that day I decided to go into the abyss but as I was imagining it I got scared and backed off.
I may just have been taking a look at the tree with my mind's eye or something and not really going into the spheres.
Guess I have to read "The Chicken Qabalah" now.

Probably unrelated but I managed to get dehydrated somehow, apparently I had done something wrong and it made my body not absorb much water and I wasn't drinking much too. So I was a little dizzy for over a month but the Spider Queen fixed me.

>>2158
>If it's silent? Then it's usually dead or disabled. I had to realize the superpower of crybaby anon.
That would be me. I didn't cry when I was born for some reason, just sneezed. Ironic.

>There are things you must not plan for or "reality" rejects it.
Interesting, I feel like I already knew this but never put it into words (or maybe I'm just lazy). Thank you for sharing your knowledge btw, I really like reading your posts.

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