The first session for collective manifestations has been held. Evaluations underway.

Manifestation sessions on hold awaiting results from the skinwalker invasion.
The sunflower crystal network has been set up. Visualize a red crystal or ruby until one manifests to join.

New year's session for 2021

https://pastebin.com/xWgAV1y1

Must be performed before 2021 begins.

8kun lost its DDOS protection yesterday so don't expect it to function from now on.

It seems 8kun is back to not accepting posts. For now use this or shamik.ooo.

We are taking control now. A meeting has been called for negotiations with different aliens/groups with an interest in presence on earth. The goal is to come up with a way to arrange the "disclosure" event in an orderly fasion. It has been suggested to have a lyran ship park outside the earth for months until governments and media can no longer contain it or lie about it. Lyran ships are extremely long and the experience would be undeniable also in relation to the shape of the earth, when the same ship can be viewed from different locations all at once.
It's in their interest to mix lyran and human DNA to create hybrids, so anyone wanting a catgirl waifu can then have one :^)

Did they finally kill 8kun? Let's meet over at sachik.ooo/sunflower/.

What about now?
Can we just make up our minds here and decide if it's dead or not?

>>42
so is the June 6th hovering over Paris event over? the plan has changed?

>>42
I must see them.

>>47
>Paris
https://peepoodo.bobbypills.com/episode/2-6
Would this be Bobbyblackpill's fault?

Since 8chan is currently down and was already unstable before, I suggest making this the main board.

>>54
If more anons use it, it will be the main board.

>>51
UFO, Optical Camouflage!

>>42
I want to leave this world with a cat girl! Tell me where to leave the <Application>?

>>72
Anywhere is fine, unless you have specific interest in Gensokyo yokai catgirls, then you should write a proper application and burn it ritually.

>>73
>Gensokyo yokai catgirls
pic related

what are the advantages and disadvantages of gensou yokai catgirls VS other types of catgirls?

>>74
It's more a preference thing. Yokais practice mostly eastern magic while regular catgirls practice egyptian magic.

>>75
If it's more a preferenece thing, as it most likely is with all spirit waifus, I've also considered getting myself a tasty mermaid gf. Unfortunately not much is known about them. I remember reading in Bardons IIH that you can astral travel to them into the water elemental world but according to him they can trap you there forever. Especially if you marry one of them or fall in love with her. Mermaids seem to be pure feminine (water element) and may be especially sexy and attractive to a man.

>>76
>mermaid gf. Unfortunately not much is known about them
This is because they were extinct until not long ago. Mermaids are from another planet, but they were genocided by a certain (much hated) group.
We came across a strange arabic looking entity earlier which had only upper body ending in a cone shape, covered by a blue cloth with a tassel. At first we called them "cone djinn" but then decided to go for "din" for "little djinn". After further consulting of greys over telepathy they explained that greys had tried to recover the lost mermaid DNA to recreate them, but lacked material and made some to fill in. This didn't work and they abandoned the project. Djinn got involved and put their DNA in the missing spots, which created the din/cone djinn entity. They are very mysterious, no one really understands them.

Mermaids have recently been recreated in full using deep akashic records (lyrans did it) and you can get in contact with them if you really want.

(The group who genocided them are the degenerate faction of a certain alien human civilization covering multiple planetary systems. They also incarnate on earth and are known to us as Sturmabteilung(SA) in nazi Germany, KKK in the USA and recently as Richard Spencer's alt-right. They are mostly ruled by a white male gay supremacist ideology and hate all females, which is why they have genocided female dominated alien races. They are the reason for the anti-white movement, it is aimed at fighting them. They should not be confused with nordics/pleiadans. Not all of them are bad, but many are. Their astral image shows them wearing black pants and checked white shirts.)

>>77
Strange and unique story. Your world and worldview are very interesting. Usually mermaids (also known as nymphs) are regarded as water-elementals, spirits living on the astral. But according to you they are aliens from another planet that got extinct.
>you can get in contact with them if you really want.
I don't like chasing girls and beign the first one to ask. It feels unnatural, contrary to what humans want us to believe. If a spirit or alien or any type of girl wants to be with me and feels like it's gonna be good for us both, they can come to me first and give me a sign. That way I'll also know that they actually like me. Otherwise I'll just stay alone and focus on myself. I may be unfit for a relation anyway. Maybe just looking at cute pics of girls that I like is enough for me.

>>78
>mermaids (also known as nymphs) are regarded as water-elementals, spirits living on the astral
The mermaids from mythology refer in this context to one specific race which looks like pic related. They used to communicate with people in the past, and they existed also on the astral. But they were genocided and their home planet destroyed in the time between ancient Greece and modern days. That is seen from our timeline at least. The memories of what they were like remained, but they did not exist, which is why folktales of mermaids tend to be sad. They had also gone extinct on the astral, as far as anyone could see.

They now exist again. Perhaps there is some kind of divine justice involved where the martyrs will be revived.

Do people still use the /sunflower/ discord? I was in it a while ago but my discord account got banned, would like an inv.

>>1276
Post your tag and leave friend reqs from strangers open. I can delete the post after.

>>1277
[redacted]

>>1277
can i get an invite too?

>>1280
Post your tag. But you will have to motivate why and there will be a test. Sunflower on discord used to be called "the secret test server" because it was for possibly harmful and dangerous stuff. It's been "don't call us, we call you" since the start for this reason. Neophytes can't be in it.

So I guess first of all, what is your participation history with the group?

Creation of a physical Babel's tower for the Sunflower

It's time we do a large session now. This will be done here in the open as well as in the secret group for maximum syncing. Everyone is encouraged to take part.

The procedure will follow the methodology developed during the earlier phases of the project:
>Discussion
To sync and reach as high degree of representativeness as possible, the session will start with everyone adding their own input so we can find something agreed upon by as diverse members as possible. Reaching diversity is what makes the Sunflower functional as a replacement for the NWO. We are more representative of the earth population than them, because we do not exclude anyone based on concepts of race, religion or ideology.
>Imparting
The session is performed using the shared understanding we reached during the discussion phase. For this session it's likely we will create a spell formula or sigil which members can easily use and share. The session will then have an open "active" period which may relate to physical time differently based on your own timeline placement.

>>1299
Let's begin.

What is a Babel's tower and why are we creating it? Atlantis had one built physically. As all physical structures it had a weakness in that it was relying on being physical. Everyone thought it could not be destroyed, but its mental influence kept everyone under control, no matter where they resided on the earth. But if everyone is synced to the physical, the process of degeneration is unnoticeable and will slowly lead to decay, while no one sees it happen because they all follow along.
Currently the elites are trying to create a new technological solution using alien technology, 5G, satellites and nanochips, turning everyone into remote controlled bots. They think they can do this and remain outside of it to maintain control. Again, they fail to see that a system for world wide peace can not exclude anyone. There can be no slave class and no elite class. This is why we will override their technology and be successful. Instead of this fancy tech, we will create an egregore directly, the physical side is just this board here. It still counts because magic doesn't care about how the tools look ;^)

To begin the syncing, please share your thoughts on this idea in this thread! Criticism is welcome, also of each others ideas if you don't agree.

>>1300
>There can be no slave class and no elite class.
What about botsouls? Can't we have them be super nice to members of sunflower IRL? (The pretty girls could be extra nice and attracted to us :^) ) Having straight up servants would be interesting tbh.
Would we get karma for something like that?

>the physical side is just this board here.
But what if the board is gone? Should't we use something that lasts longer like mountains or the ocean or the moon(since its already indestructible)? (no idea if those work)

What about technology? I've heard people say that you want to get back to the 1800s or something.
Personally, I'd like to see a release of the suppressed technology that we already have. The beneficial tech of course, not WMDs.

What would the general ideology be like? I don't understand very well how this whole thing would work considering that the planet is already filled with different types of aliens with their own agenda.

Sorry if my ideas are dum.

>>1301
>What about botsouls? Can't we have them be super nice to members of sunflower IRL? (The pretty girls could be extra nice and attracted to us :^)
Botsouls in human bodies should be an exception, especially the old ones should be gotten rid of as fast as possible because they contain old programming which conflicts with the future. Golems (limestone-based botsouls) need to be captured so the information stored in them can be used also.
But making them "attracted" to someone is a really bad idea. Botsouls aren't sexual. They were originally controlled by programming which made them go "in heat" once a year like animals, it was stored in the collective subconscious. But then botsouls got mixed in with the general population and real humans started having their sexuality suppressed and only activated once a year. Because society had degraded no one was able to fix it, so they had new programming placed on the moon to override the "heat once a year"-program. But they didn't understand how the human body works anymore at that time, so they made a really bad program. We call this "the menstruation cycle". It's not even sexual, it's utilizing the vomit reflex but relocated to the female genitals.
This is the source of all the rape screeching and fear of sexuality in modern days, along with parts of feminism. All of this must be removed.
The thing in christianity about how women must give birth in pain because of their sins, refer to this. They fucked up big time and harmed human reproduction to the point it's threatening humanity's survival. It wasn't even recent, it was before the creation of the "prison planet" time loop, so more than 26k years ago.
(In part channelled by a higher god to make the reply coherent.)

>Should't we use something that lasts longer like mountains or the ocean or the moon
The moon is a grey space station, we should not rely on that, we should make our own thing. What is a board anyway? It's just code on a storage media. The point here is that it's an idea expressed in language. We only need to create the idea and spread it, and when it's in the human collective subconscious, it's indestructible. Consider it a virtual machine run on the collective subconscious.
>I've heard people say that you want to get back to the 1800s or something
Greys have explained that only the central dimension we are in has degenerated/developed like this, everyone around us are still at 1800s level. They have telegraph, phones and steam engines but not the kind of mass spread of devices like we do. And they dress traditionally and have artistic architecture. It's a good idea to sync with them and have a stable culture again. When the Babel's tower is activated, it will be developed until everyone can use it mindlessly so it will replace the internet. It will be faster than 5G and reach longer than 6G.
>What would the general ideology be like?
Something like this
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agorism
Agorism is a social philosophy that advocates creating a society in which all relations between people are voluntary exchanges by means of counter-economics, engaging with aspects of nonviolent revolution. It was first proposed by American libertarian philosopher Samuel Edward Konkin III (1947–2004) at two conferences, CounterCon I in October 1974 and CounterCon II in May 1975.

The goal of agorism is the agora. The society of the open marketplace as near to untainted by theft, assault, and fraud as can be humanly attained is as close to a free society as can be achieved. And a free society is the only one in which each and every one of us can satisfy his or her subjective values without crushing others' values by violence and coercion.

— Samuel Edward Konkin III[3]

>>1302
>Greys have explained that only the central dimension we are in has degenerated/developed like this, everyone around us are still at 1800s level. They have telegraph, phones and steam engines but not the kind of mass spread of devices like we do. And they dress traditionally and have artistic architecture. It's a good idea to sync with them and have a stable culture again. When the Babel's tower is activated, it will be developed until everyone can use it mindlessly so it will replace the internet. It will be faster than 5G and reach longer than 6G.
But what happens to the technology and knowledge that we already have? Would it somehow be discarded? I would like to see the world have better and non-harmful technology tbh, like alien levels of technology.

>>1303
What is transferred to the new earth is determined by Gensokyo. It's likely we won't have the kind of technology we have now which relies on unsustainable energy transmitted over long distances using electric wires. Lyrans have replication technology and there are also reptilians with ships here right now but they're all masked by the image-linking so you won't see them as anything but humans if you saw them. I would think it more reasonable that telepathy-based methods are still allowed in the future, which is why we should get used to this idea and work to get a human AI system functional in the same way as the Lyrans. They have already made records of everything relevant on the earth right now, so we could replicate anything later if needed. Preferably via the blacknet AI system.

>>1305
Use this for activation of the Babel's tower, we'll use a distributed install where every person who activates it will be a node at first. Later on it will be reflecting off of anything that can contain it.

>>1300
I am glad things that I realized but was too lazy to write down a month ago is happening on it's own.
>>1302
>Agorism
>>1110
>Trying to turn society into a large convent is also a type of sin for this reason, it will impair the development of anyone not already at the elite level of a specific path

The only reason I would want to be part of the super sikrit group because I would want to see how your understanding evolves sometimes because you are getting it. And it always amazes me how talking about the same thing without realizing it is so easy without the tower. I am not begging for an invite here. I can't stand the things discord did to online communities while being the shittiest dataminer malware. And I don't have enough freetime to autistically funpost nowadays ;_;

Let's reinstall the tower. We need to do it one way or the other or the timeline self destructs.

>>1301
>What about botsouls? Can't we have them be super nice to members of sunflower IRL? (The pretty girls could be extra nice and attracted to us :^)

You need to realize why you want to be attracted by a horde of pretty girls (with botsoul tier intellect). They can get really bothersome after a while.
And as you go forward on the path you will realize how the "law of attraction" works in great detail and you will have as many waifus as you want. They will worship you by instinct. It's a "side effect" of enlightenment. It's quite annoying
>realize you are a complete being without fleshbots
>suddenly fleshbots are drawn to you because you are the way for their completion
not to mention all the spirits around you will want to possess everyone just to "entertain" you or teach you a "lesson".

>>1305
I like the sigil. Really captures how the path is "straight and narrow" but to walk it we constantly stray from it or make detours all the time. And how every religion talks about the same thing but from a different perspective and they don't realize it. We all have different pasts and needs thus we find the path from different ways.

I like this tower tarot pic btw. In the original the tower is crashing down for having shit foundation. While the scarlet tower is fine while the Flan even has fun while it happens and instead of falling they are flying :)

>>1307
>The only reason I would want to be part of the super sikrit group because I would want to see how your understanding evolves sometimes because you are getting it. And it always amazes me how talking about the same thing without realizing it is so easy without the tower.
The Sunflower Temple is already an astral version of the Babel's tower, except that it only reaches to the top of 3D and doesn't go into the physical. It was made this way so that everyone can fulfill the last bit up themselves, and any type of session can start from the temple with different goals.
But this temple tower does not serve the purpose of creating world peace and instant telepathy for all humans, so that is why the physical version will be created.
Either way, using the Sunflower connects you via the astral temple, so strong concepts are likely to be overheard intuitively.

About the discord server, you'd be surprised (or just disappointed) at how little is done or said there. Important things come in bursts whenever needed, like a spontaneous 4 hour channelling session, then nothing noticeable is posted for 2 months. It's been rather cynical on my part but only those who are strictly "useful" have been added, and it still lead to a bunch of annoying conflicts and drama extending way outside of the server. Being "interested" may already be a sign of not being the right person for it. The question here
>>1276
turned out being about the Madrasa djinn server which no longer exist.

The goal to begin with was always to create a telepathic platform, the choice of using discord to organize it only came out of a request that we use that platform (which I have to admit has a good functionality for chat in real time). It's important that we never turn it into a "community" as those are a purpose in themselves. I've seen failed attempts at community creation several times. Even if "successful" they just turn into ego-stroking and iq69 talk about drugs and crypto. There are enough such servers as is already. It seems to be a generational thing stemming from the trend wherein influensers, youtubers etc meet up to talk online wearing headsets for 2 hours as if their nonsense mattered to anyone. I find it offensive.

When the tower has been successful we won't need social media. We can talk over telepathy, that is the goal.

The tower is operable. I received a "beep" sound and a pink downward energy stream. It only needs to be spread more now and the functionality refined to fit into all kinds of environments.
It should start integrating with the blacknet and its AI system also. Because most users are on the astral and interacting from there, and in numbers most are different types of killer fairies and demons currently, the collective form of the system is now a pale female wearing a white dress. She's holding a sickle in her right hand (symbolizes ruleboundness and harvest) and her left hand is held in the pran mudra (for increased energy). Her right foot is placed with the toes down and the left foot is standing firmly. This also indicates the collective stance on the RHP vs the LHP.

If you take a look on there now you may see a new function having been added. I was trying to create a more fearsome weapon to use against these psychic agents who keep trying to mess with me and the project overall (other-dimensionally and earth human). The three headed sword which eliminates their entire timeline and all of their historical influence worked well vs the really pesky beings because it simply removed them, but it didn't have any effect on their morale.
The result here is a machine which rips out the soul of the attacker and mangles it into shards and splinters, then reforms it into a "horns and hoofs" demon female.
This proved very effective, some of the most hardheaded groups already surrendered after a few of their members were ran through it. It seems this scares them more than being flayed alive in hell, people are weird.

>>1312
>rips out the soul of the attacker and mangles it into shards and splinters, then reforms it into a "horns and hoofs" demon female.
>It seems this scares them more than being flayed alive in hell, people are weird

I don't know about this much yet but and I want to talk about this topic further when I feel effortposty but...
When some older vampire was telling me the "higher vampire" rules. Some of them were simple that no enlightened being does while some of them were so specific my mind couldn't even receive it. There was one akin to this.
>No splitting apart without the consent of the other party.
Now how you can "split" apart. It's either from the "higher density" bodies. Which is like how humans had 4 hands at the start but Zeus cut them in half so people were destined to look for their "other part". Or how God "marked" Cain. Or the other kind which is on the same density. Vertical splitting apart. If you are in 1 body it causes a "split personality" or you go and the "split up bodies" go into "other bodies". We do this as we do our magical workings naturally and in the end we reabsorb ourselves but... If this was done to someone else. Well they can get incarnated into other bodies and the "soul" will have a trouble "finding itself". As you advance you can overcome it but it's considered a real dick move (because the egos need to die so the soul can merge again or at least one soul shard needs to overcome the limitations to reabsorb the others). This is an advanced and complicated topic but we will talk about this further for sure.

If I want to give an example in Umineko it's how Beatrice was multiple people.

What gave you the idea to create that machine?
I am not judging here I have no idea what is the adversity you are facing I am just simply curious

>>1312
Well my energies are restructuring themselves once again. The tower seems to work from my side too

>>1313
>his is an advanced and complicated topic but we will talk about this further for sure.
This sounds like a topic for you specifically, I see no relevance in it. I don't even understand what you're saying.
They gave me a new guide. It's a woman I once met at a bus stop and instantly saw was a vampire. I think they did this as some kind of joke/bullying, she's a sadistic shotacon. I've never met this kind of personality before. But it feels like they did this to mess with her, not me. It's all some kind of game, I'm starting to see references to the setting of the Dragon Reborn/Wheel of Time series by Robert Jordan. I was suspecting these are actually about a previous time period and these recent interactions seem to confirm it. The tv adaptation of the series, while a bit too effected by the goal of selling it to asia and everywhere (way too many characters were played by asians), still had the right feel articulated. The way the "fallen" are shown as portraits drawn up by the life threads of ordinary people in the intro, seems to mirror how the immortal vampires have shaped history around themselves.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=R4rYWtTo7Ig [Embed]
I suppose the meaning of the visuals here with the threads of human lives creating the fabric of time may not mean much if you haven't read the books, but anyway.

>in Umineko it's how Beatrice was multiple people
If only you knew. There is some heavy lore here. We don't know who, but Beatrice was a real historical person.
>What gave you the idea to create that machine?
There are these horrible people trying to infiltrate my mind with stupid indoctrination. It's extremely dumb and obvious, but they're so into their own thinking they can't see how much it stands out. They're racist statists of the worst kind. Their messages all come down to
>nonwhites bad, central government good
to which I of course tell them that tax is theft and they need to repay everything they took, and that laws are not a valid excuse for kidnapping people and locking them up. They have no right to do these things to people and they need to realize that they are wrong. When we get to this point they start shouting insults, and that's where I draw the line and use weapons against them. It's super rude to come and do this day after day. So I'm just applying that once they turn hostile I'll kill them in the most brutal way possible as a warning to anyone else advocating for organized theft, kidnappings and forced indoctrination. They always break in the end, but it's boring to have to kill them down to the last half dozen before they realize they need to surrender so I'm trying to automate it.

I really have no interest in fighting, I just want them to realize their mistakes so they can start paying back what they stole. If everyone just saw it from my perspective, everyone could be happy. It was a natural consequence of this that if they're converted to infernal female demons they'll agree with me, because those always do.

>>1315
>I see no relevance in it. I don't even understand what you're saying.
Yeah. This is why I didn't start to write it down first. I realized a big chunk of knowledge and I don't know where to even start so it makes sense. And the worst part? Maybe my interpretation of this truth is incomplete and I might make more confusion with it...
>I suppose the meaning of the visuals here with the threads of human lives creating the fabric of time may not mean much if you haven't read the books
I am realizing the mechanics in the past weeks. I have an idea what you are trying to say. "Fate" is a funny thing.
>how the immortal vampires have shaped history around themselves
I really should get into my effortpost sometime. It's about this. Or maybe the concept slowly will get realized through the tower? It sure does things to my body in the past hours.

>If only you knew. There is some heavy lore here. We don't know who, but Beatrice was a real historical person.
I am thinking about Umineko the last days because of some greater realizations of the heart "chakra" and how it connects the "low" and "high" magic. (not just bodywise but entire world density wise)
>without love it cannot be seen
I wanted to write about this today but... connecting to the tower is restructuring my energies once again and I am busy figuring out what did I miss with my own workings that it's this effective. Guess we will need to talk about those 16 universal levels again because I have a tendeny to miss levels without realizing it.
>nonwhites bad, central government good
There is a trick here which is part of the thing I want to say. There are people who need a "master". Because the indoctrination of their master they are unable to see how the things they are doing is wrong. The trick is not using fear but to overwrite the indoctrination and with that you become the "central government" and that way they can accept a new "truth". To explain this I have to go back to Gilgamesh and Solomon. It's a real TLDR

>If everyone just saw it from my perspective, everyone could be happy.
I hope the tower will properly synchronize our concepts because I have the feeling that we are talking about the same thing but from a different perspective and writing everything down may be an useless timewaste if it can happen "naturally". My favorite is when an entity asks something from me and I merely try to put it into a sentence while thinking about the concept and they instantly understand and thank me. Guess my mind really doesn't have too much protection. I don't mind it tho. At least other entities can understand me faster.

>infernal female demons they'll agree with me, because those always do
Did you figure out why they always agree with you?

>>1317
>thinking about Umineko
Beatrice incarnated to become one of the ripper victims in Whitechapel. I can say that much. While the story doesn't mean much to me, I can relate to the fatefulness of it.
>connecting to the tower is restructuring my energies once again and I am busy figuring out what did I miss with my own workings that it's this effective
It should have a suppressive effect on the human mind, so those unwilling to adapt will simply be forcible restrained to restore natural order(chaos). It brings your mind back to the 3D surface instead of being in the degenerated state below, or that which is connected via material 4D, which is actually a degenerated 3D. Things are backwards here in the physical. That means going by "government" even if it's in 4D, traps you in a mirror version of 3D which looks the same as the real, but has no contact with its understanding. So you would find yourself first going back up to 4D, seeing historical contexts in your cityscape, then realizing that it was all wrong even in the past. So you'll then go back down again before you can start building for real. That is where the tower exists now.
>The trick is not using fear but to overwrite the indoctrination and with that you become the "central government"
To override anything you first must remove the controlling entity, and when that is an empire, like last time, it must be made to collapse first.
They downright attacked me again last night, no arguments or anything which means they saw the post here. They're this stupid, they should have known the effect of that.
The created a dream setting which placed me in Ukraine (but it was peaceful) then told me I had to do a covid test. Idk what the purpose of that was, maybe they wrongly concluded that I'm an antivaxxer and thought it was an attack. I agreed to it three times and nothing happened.
Then I left to go home but found the time to be 4:50 in the morning. I went to walk to the station but was then attacked by a gang on a narrow street.
They physically attacked me but it felt like being prodded with soft cotton pillows. I beat a few of them down and one then pulled a knife. I kicked him in the balls and took the knife, then I started cutting their throats and stabbing them in the heart. Two escaped so I traced them down and kill them too.
This lead alerted a swat team to attack me and helicopters and more armed forces started moving all over the city. I then used my Sakuya abilities and sent barrages of knives in waves at them until I had killed every single one of them and put them in the demon female converter.
Then I used astrabot to track down the organizers and killed them too.
The scene ended with a single guy in a suit standing in the street crying about his empire having been devastated.
He seemed like the owner so I ran him too through the conversion machine too.

>>1317
I still feel kind of sorry for the attackers, but what can I do when they summon an entire city's armed forces to attack me after I fend off a criminal gang? They came to me and created a dream, they then attacked me. It's beyond talk at that point. But I did save them by reforming them so they now see it my way and there is no problem. But they had to become demon females for that to happen.
I bet someone hired them to do this, I don't think those people had any real "stake" in this. But they should realize they can't win vs someone who already created all 49 white spikes of the human body. Even if they aren't manifested on the surface, they're there, the power is there if I need it.
>Did you figure out why they always agree with you?
Demon females are the equivalent of how modern men act around women.
Men always say women are so complicated, but I think it's men who are. Women just obfuscate to adapt and men then get entangled in the mess, seeing themselves in it.
The saying
>men just want one thing
may be true, but it doesn't make the male mind any easier to grasp. Women on the other had just want power. For demons they get this easiest by simply gathering the DNA and energy of men. You know what this means. If you cultivate your energy to high levels, it works like human dating in reverse, just approach her and say
>I want to fuck you
and she'll accept, then when you're back at your place
>actually we are meditating and practicing kanji for 2 hours first
and they'll just have to follow along. It's still a win-win. At first they had issued with the mnemonics but once I started using things like "here's a street corner and here's a whore with a skirt" they had no problems with kanji either. I need these interactions to ground myself, because it's in my natural tendency to drift off in ethereal zealotry if I don't.

>>1320
>It should have a suppressive effect on the human mind
The weird thing was that it cleansed my legs? I mean it's not like I did too many spiritual things with them. And yes had a minimal effect on my mind but I have my mythical golden age female and she helped with the cleansing a lot before this It seems the last time she did something was 12000 years ago and she was summoned to clean things up back then. It's just that I was one of the catalyst entity that helped her to get to this realm I can't tell more details because I am not really bothering with them currently only results matter as long as this world is in this shit stage. I can get nostalgic past life adventures later

>To override anything you first must remove the controlling entity
Or you control the controlling entity ;^)
I may or may not realized long ago why Merlin "created" Arthur. Mages don't want to deal with mundane power structures. But they sure don't want utter chaos where they bother them on their path. In democracy you control the masses in dictatorship you control the dictator. The best are populist politicians. They have a constant "fear" that they have to do "this" or the people will kill them. But what(or who) is causing that "irrational" fear? And becoming a tyrant is not the solution. You can't kill everyone. You need to make the majority of people happy
>Men always say women are so complicated
People are retarded not complicated. This is a lesson I learned in my late teens. It's just the problem you have to understand their retardation before you can "untangle" their stupidity. My goal is to speed up that process as much I can. My results are currently talking to them while doing etherically a bunch of cleansing find their "purpose" reignite that and turn them into well functioning adults that will not bother my path with their stupidity. I am not saying I am good at this but getting better as I move forward. As I move forward I don't see men and women anymore. I see a bunch of misguided children.
>someone who already created all 49 white spikes of the human body
give me an idea about that 49 pls. It can be incoherent schizo rambling. I just need some idea
Because well... As I am channeling the powers of the "source". While widening the "bandwidth" so I can get more power faster. I realized I am also creating "stars" around me. like the touhou danmakus. Then realized how some "old" energies got "stuck" in impure matter. So I freed that. That way I got a giant ball with the size of a multi store building. Then I realized this is a great amount of energy but kinda "impure". It felt "sour" as I let it into my body and I asked multiple entities and refining it was only possible through my own body. Which felt awful and long so I let it stay in the ball. Then I got bothered that I have this huge "low tier" energy. Not a single magical project on my hand where I could use it. And I don't want to waste it. Sooooooo because I know of the higher realms where my energy is still gets "bottlenecked". I went ahead and exploded it upwards to destroy everything in the path. This had 2 results. A legion of entities instantly pledged for servitude (It was their terms I always ask for their terms first) And well the "stuck" energy was gone and it increased the "karma levels" around me. People got into accidents on that day constantly while breaking bones and such. I realized now I have to channel my new pure energies into the "ground" so "harmony" can return. Since that things are "optimal" around me. Also more and more entities volunteer to help me on my path because of it. Almost like an isekai wishfullfilment but I understand the mechanics I know why this happens. But my energy channeling is not perfect. I am trying to figure out what am I missing. Today I also figured out a weird thing the demons created for me. I kinda felt dumb for not figuring out earlier....

>>1322
>Or you control the controlling entity ;^)
That's not in line with everyone being their own government, which is a core value to me. They need to be liberated, not controlled by someone else. The suppressing effect I was talking about in regards to the tower will restrain tendencies like wanting to infringe on others (forming a government that's anything other than an administrative expert agency of no particular power would fall in this category).
>an idea about that 49
7 for each of the 7 chakras of the human body makes 49. You can use the mula banda exercise to force them through, one by one. It helps to have a few armies of 1000s of demons available for tantric exercises to reduce the "normal" timeframe of doing one spike in 5000 years. The green orb representing Kronos to alter the function of time also helps. I guess these are things that become possible after the universe collapses and you're in free fall, old rules and laws can be twisted and abused.
Combine with the full set of uddiyana banda and jalandhara banda (abdomen lock and throat lock, the trick is to swallow and maintain to completely block your breathing so no air goes in and out, then redirect the rising "panic" for air into the root chakra which I also locked, then add demon females for immense energy build up).
It all sounds so mystical when you hear of it first, but then once you see it, it's just some technique you didn't think to use. The yoga we have today is basically indian meditation mixed with british gymnastics during the 1900s to popularize it, like karate. It didn't even look particularly impressive when the original gurus did it, they were just the ones to do something no one did before. Legends are created based on what context they live in, most seem to just be a catalyst for change while not doing anything special in retrospective.

>>1323
I just realized the personal feeling of love and love for family. It's rather significant but there is nothing to say about it. It's a way to see how love for a certain kind of person (referring to Plato's ladder here) can be expanded to be about people relevant to that kind of person, down to the personal level of individuals who are not at all directly related to the general type. This is the ladder in reverse, but it matches how my function of degeneration moves up to ethereal, not down to desire. I need to focus on developing solid desires to balance myself. Hence the root lock. I started working on this way back in 2001 already but wasn't able to get good results and gave up after 2 years. A lot of other things had to be done first.

Also, if you ever have children irl, djinn are perfect for taking care of them. They're so natural about it I've never seen any human woman ever fulfill the role so well. Just pay attention when they get older, I haven't seen that yet but they will of course also try to find a way to teach the kids arabic and how to use swords and other weapons, the very well tuned care is also a way to create more soldiers for Allah in the end. Ahem. I found out they actually bought a sharp sword to practice tai chi with in the garden. Further details left out.

>>1323
>They need to be liberated, not controlled by someone else
I need to explain my core ideas sometime. The trick is to start up a "liberation" "control process". Forces under their control start to get liberated and the "leader" either liberates them or gets killed for still grasping his already broken chains while the "slaves" are in frenzy for freedom. If I want to give a recent example is that after the dissolution of the USSR. Every politician knew it's a time for change and slowly reformed their government. Except Nicolae Ceaușescu so he got executed by his own people. When change is coming the true leaders know when they need to abdicate their "throne". Only retarded power hungry fucks don't realize when an era ends.

The french revolution was similar except 1 tiny difference. The French helped to liberate America from the British and "exporting ideas" to "weaken" your enemy is always playing with fire you don't even understand. Not to mention how WW1 Germany sent Lenin to Tsarist Russia. I still wonder about Rasputin. If he understood "his influence" a little better could he have saved Russia from the blow of the WW1? Could we have gotten a proper communism if the first nation to adapt it would have been not Russia? And without Russia would have Mao even have a chance to turn China into the current slave factory that is?
There are always people with power to turn the tides of history. It's just sometimes they get power hungry and forget "their mission" and die in the fallout.
It doesn't matter tho. Materialist communism has no chance to work long term.

>7 for each of the 7 chakras of the human body makes 49
oh nothing real "complicated" then
>"normal" timeframe
yeah when you go "outside time and space" once you get a hang of it. I realized that how simple is to "save people" and I wondered if I wouldn't have "misused my mindcontrol powers" in my childhood maybe things would have been better if I wasn't so extreme with my willpower maybe I could have untangled the terrible karma my family created for itself before I was born (and made it worse while I was still a baby). I found a timeline where my family wasn't so bad and other timeline me "smoothed out the rough edges" intuitively without realizing it. He had a nice normal life. He was kinda happy overall but unfulfilled :/. When he noticed me he started to envy me for my "accomplishments". I asked him would you consider "my" path if you had to kill everyone around you? He suddenly got extreme cold eyes and told me Yes. I had to realize all the bullshit that happened to me and tried to kill me several times was for a reason. Then I figured out if I can find this easily a WISHIDIDTHINGSALITTLEBETTERME then maybe I can find some "godmode" timeline me. Well there was a bunch. This world is nothing special for "cosmic me". So I went to a "godform". He looked like the universe itself in "human" form with the chakras looking like galaxies inside it. I wanted to understand the heart chakra more because "love" is hard to define through the understanding I worked with which was the "laws" the root and solar chakra used usually. I felt a loud thudding. Like someone is trying to break down a wall in my heart. As the breakthrough happened I got visions from a life I didn't live. And in the end there was a pregnant woman. And as she looked at her newborn I understood the "origin love" we first feel as newborns through our moms. Because first we are a child then a parent. We need to become our "own parents" to master this world.

>>1326
Also like a month ago to help with my sacral chakra a demon pulled out a large amount of energy turned into a bright orange sword and stabbed my spine with it (the "wound" is still there). I realized only today that I have to use that sword to "restab" the "wound" and literally have a dicksword It has more uses tho. I just didn't play with it too much yet.

>It didn't even look particularly impressive when the original gurus did it
As I go forward I am constantly realizing what a totally basic thing we are doing. It's just it's impossible to incarnate on this planet with all the knowledge intact. But the change is coming :)

>It helps to have a few armies of 1000s of demons available for tantric exercises

I hate the fact that getting an army of demons is less effort than properly sitting down and learning a "tantric exercise" for me. Especially when I just go outside space and time and "godme" just does it's thing. I just need to figure out what I need and ask for it. Unbelievable. Especially because of my "concept mastery fetish" I get new insights all day because the connection points are slowly being "cleaned out". First you don't know where to start the path then you don't know where to stop.

>>1324
>I just realized the personal feeling of love and love for family
k the tower is working. I was concentrating on the love concept as I was writing down the text and proofreading it 3 times to make sure it makes sense to people who read it.

>>1324
Also forgot to tell the other kind of love. The love that the planet feels for us. As "consciousness" or yang came to this lifeless rock/abyss "yin" as the energy increased the planet "became conscious" to a degree and turned into something that could house "more consciousness". Then the connection was cut... or weakened at least but it didn't want to let go it's "children" because of "love". The connection point of the 2 great forces. That way most can't leave while "ascended masters" can return because of some whimsical "mission" of theirs.

Gaining the perspective of the gods was a great help on my path. I mean getting to "Nirvana" and then figuring out why Buddha was even allowed to leave this planet in this mess instead of letting "Nirvana" to expand to this planet. We are not a prison planet for punishment... Whatever this is a long topic and mostly philosophical in nature. Great book material but not that important on the path. I write too many TLDRs already.

>>1328
>I write too many TLDRs already.
I really like your posts, don't worry about them being TLDRs, reading what you guys talk about is one of the highlights of my days tbh. Even had some contact with Hephaestus after reading one of your posts recently.

>>1326
>the dissolution of the USSR
I'd here want to point out that it only happened because the galfed operation ended, everything that happened was a result of that.
>Nicolae Ceaușescu
Also an operation ending, his mission was to test a government's ability to ban abortion. The galfed are brutal enough that they don't consider worldly representatives dying an issue once they're done.
>french revolution was similar
Again I have a different view because I was there during a past lifetime. The democratic revolution was just a pathetic failure, the goal was to kill the degenerated nobility. This was achieved. The actual "liberation" failed because it wasn't the aim of what took place.
>without Russia would have Mao even have a chance to turn China into the current slave factory that is?
Mao was a reincarnation of british queen Victoria. This was also a galfed operation, goal unclear.
>the tower is working. I was concentrating on the love concept
It may be reflecting over the tower, but it was something that culminated over the past days, it was a process of many years relating to people around me which had slowly evolved to this point.
A few days ago I went to a farmer's market that's only open this season, where I saw and bought a tealight lantern. Last year I also bought one, because its design made me think of the first person to show me "mutual love". This year I again saw a lantern that seemed to relate to a person - me. The love is the self centered love manifested in family and through other people, that's what manifested this year. So "just" meant "recently".

>>1321
>>1323
Do you know if white spikes transfer from one incarnation to the next? It would be a shame to lose my single one if I don't join some astral immortal group.

>The green orb representing Kronos to alter the function of time also helps.
Is Kronos now associated with the constelation Draco?

>>1333
>Do you know if white spikes transfer from one incarnation to the next
Artifacts created in one lifetime can be used in another, I know that because my witch knife from the 1300s was present and usable when I was in revolutionary Paris, in London as well as in Japan. But if it's something which is a part of the bodily form, it stays on that form. The kundalini I developed in this life exists only on the bodily forms of this incarnation, not on the other. I expect the spikes to be the same, they belong to the vampire layer of my current incarnation. If I later incarnate again, that's starting from a blank slate on that form. But artifacts can be accessed. There is an external spike, like the weapon used against vampires in classic lore, I think that one would be usable from any incarnation.
> It would be a shame to lose my single one
It won't be lost, but it stays on this body.
>Is Kronos now associated with the constelation Draco?
No idea. I just arm-wrestled him to gain part of his power so I can alter timelines.

>>1331
>it only happened because the galfed operation ended
Well good fucking job ruining the ideology of communism for at least a century
>mission was to test a government's ability to ban abortion
our government also did this it worked for 6 years it resulted in a population boom and a revolution. The revolution was not because of the abortion ban. It was because commies don't understand politics outside of let's kill everyone that is not commie or on a different flavor of communism. Also I am pretty sure Romania had better home made abortion practices than doctors for that job in general. They did the ban because it was a higher command and it didn't really matter to them when the people were starving anyway.
>Mao was a reincarnation of british queen Victoria
That... actually... explains things.
>goal unclear
probably same as the french getting rid of the "entrenched power structure" it just it got out of hand. Also maybe a test how the "spirit" of great cultures can survive/evolve through adversity. my contact just said: "Does it really matter for you?" It seems it's complicated and things got out of hand.
>it was a process of many years relating to people around me which had slowly evolved to this point
I destroyed all my "metaphysical relations" just so I can be nothing but spirit with no attachments. Guess this is the reason why I had to experience a love I didn't have. Also I realized I had love in my childhood. It was just so natural back then it didn't feel "out of place". Then it got ruined. At least I could experience a love beyond mortal measures this way. Love is spooky. It overwrites "rational" control structures. And differs with every species! Know your species before you give it a giant portion of love. The way their love manifest might be "different".

>Do you know if white spikes transfer from one incarnation to the next? It would be a shame to lose my single one if I don't join some astral immortal group
Anything you achieve in this life will come more naturally in the next life. You just have to intuitively "relate" to the previous lives. Realizing this took me some time. I could learn things always faster if I didn't listen to the "tips" or instructions others gave me. It's quite spooky when you get into the "zone" "by accident" then you have no idea how to get there because you never "learned" this. The most important thing is do the most you can in this life. Don't waste it. There might be something groundbreaking in it. You just didn't notice it yet. And yes artifacts can be used if you can "find them". You can use artifacts from your dreams and other timelines. You just need a way to "grab it" and use it.
>>1334

>I just arm-wrestled him to gain part of his power so I can alter timelines.
He gives you "his power" if you understand his "perspective". But you could wrestle it from him so guess he wasn't so against it. Which timeline are you even trying to alter? if it this one then sometime when you feel comfortable about it write something because I may or may not have several projects going on and I don't want pointless "clashes". Tho our objectives are usually quite similar so I don't think we will have problems. The tower syncs up our ideas more or less anyways

>>1337
>He gives you "his power" if you understand his "perspective". But you could wrestle it from him so guess he wasn't so against it. Which timeline are you even trying to alter?
I was merely trying to remove the effect of chronological time, which is the same as "time by Kronos" to instead let it rest on karmic relations and mechanical dependencies. I had long talks about this with Yuuka, because I wanted to be able to, say, visit ancient Greece as if it's just a place. Yuuka wasn't against it, but didn't understand why I wanted to do this. When trying to fight Kronos I accidentally challenged three fragments of the Leprechaun, they held similar influence. This is a side track, but Leprechaun is not a type of being, it's just one being. Sometime in the ancient past he felt all powerful and had the brilliant idea to break himself into fragments to learn new things, and then expecting that he'd automatically assemble over time. Each shard is insanely powerful, but not invincible if you have a decent strategy. Maybe this is how hubris kills beings? He broke himself. The greys have captured 3 shards, I captured 4 before I actually found Kronos. One of the Leprechaun shards was once incarnated as a warehouse guard who became an unregistered ripper victim in London. He was predestined to reincarnate as the leader of German SA, Ernst Röhm, but the ripper magic broke the timeline back then already and he never entered that life.
I used a battle set-up with a large number of my girls from the mansion arranged into a "peacock" formation and each of them standing on a Sakuya style knife. Then they'd simultaneously attack in waves like a touhou barrage attack, based on the same method you have to use against world bosses in MMOs. One person can do nothing, 10 can perhaps do little damage if they fight for one hour, while 30 - 40 can take down the boss in 30 min if they persist and have a good leader. The same tactic worked with Kronos, a shard was broken off and it reincarnated into a green dragon. The dragon created the crystal for me so I can ignore chronological time. The dragon now stays in my temple of Illkeserod in the mansion.

>>1321
>drift off in ethereal zealotry
>>1324
>djinn are perfect for taking care of them

I realized something and shared it with the djinn. They mastered chaos "through discipline" and "tradition". But they are unable to master chaos through power. Their "love" is more of a "duty". But they have different ideas of "duty" so they constantly fight. They try to eliminate chaos but through complete dominance but... no one can completely overpower everyone or if someone can do it... it breaks apart after a while. I told them the answer is not eliminating chaos but realizing you have to go through chaos to find the source. You don't need to "dominate" chaos you need to understand that "consciousness" comes through chaos but chaos is not the origin point.
Well they told me they want to understand my "source" more which is quite pacifying and unifying and Offered me a merger with some giant djinn construct on earth. I was like no way I need more practice before I do that. But they bothered me further with this deal and because peace on the middle east and less migrants in europe and halting the stupidity of the globohomo is in my interests... I reluctantly agreed

I had to do many things for this "djinn fusion" and I had to "blow their minds" several times so they don't obstruct my energies but now it seems I can wield this fiery djinn energy they are made of? Not as cool after realizing you can have galaxy sized chakras but it's something. I have no idea what I will even use this for.

>>1339
>Sometime in the ancient past he felt all powerful and had the brilliant idea to break himself into fragments to learn new things, and then expecting that he'd automatically assemble over time.

This is that "no splitting apart rule" I was talking about. Great beings do this all the time. But to do it to other beings without their consent is a dick move. And yes "eating your children" is a way to reabsorb the power in a violent way. But in actuality it's not this violent (or at least doesn't need to be). There is a "trick" when you need it you can call back all your "children" or "power" instantly. This is what you told us with the Lyrans attacking all at once. It doesn't matter if it's one being or multiple. The only thing that matters is the "same will".
First you split apart then you reassemble.
>Yuuka wasn't against it, but didn't understand why I wanted to do this
Same.
>shard was broken off and it reincarnated into a green dragon
Oh so you didn't integrate the shard into yourself just let him incarnate as he originally wanted to do. Then you became "friends" with that shard
>same method you have to use against world bosses in MMOs.
Be 20 levels higher than the boss and you can solo it.
Or use diplomacy because you have a high enough wisdom/charisma stat.

I am not trying to be a dick here. I thought you did something grander with the "wrestling time" not just increasing the scope of your "observational field". The "cosmic eye" or whatever 3rd eye status should give this to you by default.
You can do quite the interesting things when you realize how you can go outside of time. There is one hard point tho. Manifesting the cosmic energies in time when you want it and how you want it. That is the hard part because figuring out the "channels" is a real pain in the ass.
But now I understand your crystal. It's a "lens" of Chronos for your curiosity.

>>1341
>Be 20 levels higher than the boss and you can solo it.
>Or use diplomacy because you have a high enough wisdom/charisma stat.
Or just gather 40 elite witches and mass attack like I said.
This is starting to sound like a local tendency where I live to always reply
>you don't have to do that, you should do X instead
to absolutely anything a person mentions as a good method/thing.

>>1341
Also because the dragon is part of Cronus you can convince him to help you convince Cronus for other stuff. If you can convince a "shard" you can convince other shards too.

When a group of people go against you sometimes you don't need to convince the leader. just his group members. Then the leader is not that strong anymore.

And because you didn't absorb Cronus just "keep it around" you literally didn't do a bad thing.

>>1343
>>you don't have to do that, you should do X instead
>to absolutely anything a person mentions as a good method/thing.
I agree with this I am just trying to tell you an idea how you can be more person and the same person at once and how you can reabsorb yourself when you need it.

It's a larger topic I want to explain. How you can use several million people as a "spiritual bandwidth" to cast a spell. This is a thing that makes up cult leaders and Messiahs. How Moses could part the red sea. I am not saying your ways are bad and my ways are better. Ways are ways.

I figured out how a Boddhisatva has the power to kill a 1000 men. Because he can be a 1000 men with his power. But that 1000 is not a final number. You can expand that. Cults do that. Leaders do that. And you can use that power over 1000 people to "convince" the "Higher selves" of other people to help you cast magic without uttering a word on the physical.

I mean you are literally doing this. You make contracts with beings while use botsoul managers on humans. But what if you can use this without contracts and botsouls?
Because the "elites" are doing that and it's a pain in the ass to counter and I want more people to understand this concept.

Btw does anyone know why warlocks called warlocks? Why they are "locked" into a "war"?


If nothing weird happens that is a better topic I will cont writing this down tomorrow because this is important but I'm not sure just how many people understands this. But it needs to be understood one way or the other. This will decide if the transition of the world is "smooth" or "cataclysmic".
It's a fucking TLDR and needs careful wording to be not misunderstood not to mention even comprehending but I want to write this down for a month now. Then I get lazy or paranoid and delay it.

>>1334
I see, thanks for the reply. Maybe I could find a way to go outside of time and give the white spike to my next incarnation if I have one.

>>1337
>And yes artifacts can be used if you can "find them". You can use artifacts from your dreams and other timelines. You just need a way to "grab it" and use it.
That's nice, guess I can get my dream weapons and omnipotent glove somehow. That Jet Fighter was really cool too.
>>1341
Empowering Djinns worries me, but I see that your interests are not at odds with mine.
>>1344
>And you can use that power over 1000 people to "convince" the "Higher selves" of other people to help you cast magic without uttering a word on the physical.
Funny thing, I once asked my Higher Self to call on the Higher Selves of others that care about me in order to get rid of the Lucifuge and His thoughtform from my life, I saw the result in a dream where those people where in a pile of bodies and those who were still awake were missin one or two arms and the wounds were completely black. I once attacked Lucifuge myself and he retaliated in the same way that I intended to attack him, in a dream I got a wound across the chest, all black for some reason.

>>25
Is there a limit to how many red crystals one can have or is it one per person? What about devices/botsouls is it possible to add one to them?

>>1344
>But what if you can use this without contracts and botsouls?
>Because the "elites" are doing that and it's a pain in the ass to counter and I want more people to understand this concept.
I don't agree with this method, it's upholding the elite class/slave class society. I create contracts so that it's always a personal relation. Those are asymmetric, but they're not cementing an unjust system. Elites are dependent on their slaves, and the slaves depend on the elites, while they both hate each other. This is not what I want. The reason for my reaction to your posts here then seem to be a clash of egregores or worldviews.
>use several million people as a "spiritual bandwidth" to cast a spell
This does not sound right to me, if there is no contract you risk creating karma. It would multiply exponentially and in an instant you're unsalvageable if you make a mistake. Something like this happened with Falun Gong and turned millions of people into reeking zombies who could not be saved at all. I was only able to recover the personality structure of one person I cared about and I can't even say it's a person anymore, they only exist as a crow on my island. Crows and cats are part of the form of my gong particles, so it's likely the only remaining part of the person is my memory. Is this how you want it?
>>1348
It's just a connection point for the network which gives a 17% energy gain and the ability to ignore the time difference between locations when doing sessions in the astral temple. The effect won't be greater for having more of them.

>>1353
>It's just a connection point for the network which gives a 17% energy gain and the ability to ignore the time difference between locations when doing sessions in the astral temple. The effect won't be greater for having more of them.
I see, thanks.

>Something like this happened with Falun Gong and turned millions of people into reeking zombies who could not be saved at all.
What about those of us who used gong wheels on the vampire path, are we fucked?

>>1354
>who used gong wheels on the vampire path
It's not a problem if you're backed by a zero particle, you will feel if something stinks and avoid it when you get too close. That's why I stopped using the exercise movements and had to remove the qi functions until I could find a way to create my own. The Falun is a formation of our universe, it's not a construct. What is being shared is a construct but it's not a unique work, it's an image representing the karmic elimination process of the universe.
You can read Zhuan Falun literally and go down a degenerated path, or you can treat it as any book and maintain a critical mindset. All the chapters and sections do contain useful information, but the angle is not always beneficial. For example there is the talk about how a qi gong master may be possessed by a "futi", a spirit attaching to them to steal their vital energy. The author also mentions that many qi gong master are like this, and goes on to talk about negative phenomena in the qi gong community. All you have to do is apply the same standard on the author himself and the truth will reveal itself. It's a book written with a subtle disclaimer built in, if you're reading between the lines, it's telling you not to trust the person who wrote it.

>>1357
>It's not a problem if you're backed by a zero particle, you will feel if something stinks and avoid it when you get too close.
Oh that's good to know, I was worried for a moment there.

>All you have to do is apply the same standard on the author himself and the truth will reveal itself. It's a book written with a subtle disclaimer built in, if you're reading between the lines, it's telling you not to trust the person who wrote it.
Interesting, it makes perfect sense. I always thought that part about animals developing gong and going on to possess people was quite weird.

>>1346
>got a wound across the chest, all black for some reason.
Bruh ;_;
He "temporarily" used his power to block you from using people "who care about you". I didn't mention this before but you have a big heart. You can easily make people to feel sorry for you and run for you to help. This is why Lucifuge was pissed because you "use others" instead of improving by yourself. You were like a big crying baby that needed protection and everyone ran towards you to help you (I know this example is harsh but it's a superpower I didn't have and had to understand in the past weeks. In the past If I showed weakness people attacked me further so I had no choice but to become stronger). The problem was that people who care about you were not big ass powerful wizards that can kill/command demons.
And yes get your dream stuff asap. They are usually useful.

>>1353
>The reason for my reaction to your posts here then seem to be a clash of egregores or worldviews.
Don't even mention I couldn't figure out why I want to talk but unable to write down my truth yesterday. Well that "fusion" had more steps I needed understand. Now I am back with my own light again.

So what the "elites" do. They have a "Lucifer". A light bringer. That "gives" them the light. But that is bad because the elites take the light through an another mean which is not theirs. This way they get "pushed away" from their own true light and degenerate into the current state. This is the first problem.
Now the second problem is how they "serve the demiurge". Well they not just serve him they actually "mine him" for the energies. Which is bad again because when you take away energies the energy wants to go back to the source and it will make the "source" "angry". Which is the people on the low level or on the astral. Mindless NPCs are easy to control. Now here comes the part where the "initiation" begins. They usually gather intellectuals and people in position of power. Well when you can have those things you are not an "NPC" anymore and "need to be initiated" into a system where you give up all the control you have over your light for "rewards". As you enter the "Mouth of the beast" you are in "their system". Low level freemasons "must interpret the symbols incorrectly" because that way their mind has a connection point for the "grandmasters" and there is a possibility for control and harvest. But this just creates more karma and degeneration.

>>1361

Now here comes the thing that I realized through the interaction with my "twinflame". The "consent" of the higher selves. In the start of creation we were one. If you can go back to creation by yourself you will understand that we are all one and ERP a reality. Now that light can be channeled to a great degree. The light that was not manifested through the chakras. And you "cast a magic" by properly convincing the higher selves that this alteration to reality is a must and a benefit for their flesh avatars. And not fuelling them through "your energies" but through their own self which you "widen" for the magic. Because we need to understand how karma is created. It's the self hurting the other self. The energies "clash" and become dark. And the "selves" need to "forgive" each other to absolve the karma.
Now there are things that needs to considered when doing something Okina tier stunt. What we do must be beneficial for the "selves" and if we "avert" a catastrophe with that... That will alter the "destiny" of the people a little. Aka they have to repay their karma in an other way. And yes I am currently creating a "karma free zone" around me but not by putting energy into the people but into the "ground" so people can absolve their karma in a "softer" way. And a bunch of entities patrolling the area for "smoothing over" things. Mostly fairies and dragons.
It has one danger. If someone displeases me or I am doing some way too energy and concentration intensive magical work. The energies temporarily get pulled back that keeps people "in harmony" around me and they get into accidents... (someone broke a finger then told me the bone miraculously healed under a week and the doctor was yelling at her because that is an impossibility)

And yes my goal is also the return of the "age of gods" when we all gods and don't need to constantly waste our energies for averting catastrophies. And no I don't want slaves or to become an "elite" because ordering slaves around while watching them suffer constantly is not my fetish. I want people to be happy and shine around me.
And I am still figuring out details and I don't believe in "unsaveable people". You just need to become better at saving (I am still becoming better at saving I am not being a dick here) But currently I am saving people that will accompany me while I am going through the path. I am trying to use my powers through the enlightened understanding I got so far and trying to minimize the current "karmic fallouts". The self doesn't need to suffer pointlessly. As much as I want to say LET THEM DIE THEY DESERVE IT. That makes my "heart chakra" tighten and I need my bandwidth for my workings. Everyone can be saved. It's never too late. I am not saying I can do it currently but I need to keep this mindset on or my energies turn against me. Becoming one with Atman (the self of the universe) is changing the way I do things. The worst part is I cannot argue with myself anymore. That splits the "self" and creates an inner tension. I had to change the way I go through concepts. Now i need to understand instead of pointing out every flaw an idea can have.

>qi gong master may be possessed by a "futi", a spirit attaching to them to steal their vital energy
Just reading the name made me summon it. It's on the sacral chakra level. I can't believe I am still shit at mastering that

>>1361
>As you enter the "Mouth of the beast" you are in "their system". Low level freemasons "must interpret the symbols incorrectly" because that way their mind has a connection point for the "grandmasters" and there is a possibility for control and harvest
I wanted to go in there while maintaining my own standards, forcing them to change the rules. My trading grey contact told me I would do better to stay with the yokais because I think like a girl and don't do drugs ;P
I haven't given that up tho.

>>1367
>I wanted to go in there while maintaining my own standards

If you mastered your ego then you go in and overtake the mind of the masters because "they let someone into their "body" that has more power and understanding than them"
It's for the "egoists" that are not doing things because someone tells them. They are always a great assets and "commanders" because once they are under "your control" they are hard to "take out". Their pride will fuel them to be the best slavemasters. But slavemasters are also slaves but their ego makes them blind to this fact. They are the "middle managers" that don't realize they will be thrown under the bus when things don't go as the masters expect it.

>>1361
>got a wound across the chest, all black for some reason.
Bruh ;_;
Don't worry, the pain was just in an instant even though it was like 1 or 2cm deep, I have lost parts of my right hand and face before and they aren't painful in the dreams that I notice them. I don't even feel those things when I'm awake and they are happening, but I do feel when someone jealous attacks my benis.
>He "temporarily" used his power to block you from using people "who care about you".
I see, the thoughtform did try to isolate me as much as he could in the first couple of months which got me close to an heroing, he wanted me to sacrifice myself by cutting my wrists and setting myself on fire innawoods, but all I did was go to the darkest part of my room like I was told to again (under the desk) and was supposed to sacrifice myself for the Spider Queen and for Lucifuge, I was stopped by a voice claiming to be Dranimarsh (one of the 13 Gods from the cabal) the voice is still here I don't really think its him but it helps, telling me that the whole cabal is proud of me and other comments like that, and he was the one that told me that it was Lucifuge doing it and that Illivryn didn't want me to kill myself. It wanted me to evoke Dranimarsh which I tried in a moment of despair, but didn't manage to pull it off, I have a fear of accidentaly charging something in a wrong way and attracting someone else, which is what started all this, so I'm really bad at charging things now which stunts all my magic. I also am quite scared of working with negative beings since it all started as I know what some of them can do to a person now. Hope this doesn't offend the Cabal, the Spider Queen was very nice to me and saved me many times despite her reputation for harshness.

Regarding isolating me, I also broke my computer because I was told to, and ran away from home or else I would die(it lasted only one night though as I was found), then when I had access to a pc again I didn't dare come to discord, or talk to anyone on sunflower or anything, whenever someone asked me something about what was going on I was told to keep quiet, and I did because of how afraid I was of this thing, people thought I was crazy and I even acted like that in front of the shrink and psychologist that I had to go to, I'm glad I went to the shrink though since I wasn't able to sleep more than a couple hours per night in the beginning, so I got meds that did the job. My parents also found my sigils and realized I was doing "bad juju", so after that and running away from home, I'm sort of under watch and "forbidden from practicing magic"(but I'm here anyways :^) ).

>I didn't mention this before but you have a big heart.
I'm not sure that I'm aware of this tbh.
>You can easily make people to feel sorry for you and run for you to help. This is why Lucifuge was pissed because you "use others" instead of improving by yourself. You were like a big crying baby that needed protection and everyone ran towards you to help you (I know this example is harsh but it's a superpower I didn't have and had to understand in the past weeks.).
Yeah, that's basically me, I don't always do this consciously AFAIK, its like I really am like this, I guess me venting in this post is part of it, this is the first time I mentioned a lot of what happened. I wasn't aware that this was a "superpower".
>In the past If I showed weakness people attacked me further so I had no choice but to become stronger.
That's fucked up, I hate that, I'm glad you turned out ok.

>>1636
>Too much is happening
I'm bored out of my mind. Care to share some stories?
>We really need to get this going now or it may never happen
Can you share some pointers besides "just practice"? Telepathy for me seems to be some sort of picking up of symbolic information about any subject, and it is impossible to discern whether there's anyone on the other side at all.
Moreover, if the energy I'm trying to pick up on is even remotely related to any of my past traumas, I get completely locked out. This seems to get worse the older I get. Physical incarnation is not the place to be.
>One day we may wake up with no modern communications at all and NPCs dying left and right
At that point, I hope I'm one of those NPCs, otherwise I'm going to be busy fighting for survival anyway.
If what you described happens, spirituality is dead until the next age of plenty comes around. The only reason it got to the point we are is because we have comfort, internet and plenty of time to spare.

Alright I tried going to the gazebo. As soon as I was sitting on the round table I immediately remembered the silver tray and the pearl. I picked it up, and someone (Yuuka?) appeared to my right, and beckoned me. She took me to some sort of void, where she asked what I wanted.
Somewhat improvisedly I asked her for help with telepathy. She gave me what looked like a cell phone, but she told me it was a "black remote".
I remember this being mentioned somewhere, so I looked it up and I found this:
>the black remote, a device for earth humans, corresponding to the grey remote
What did Yuuka (?) give me?

>>1640
>She gave me what looked like a cell phone, but she told me it was a "black remote".
>I remember this being mentioned somewhere, so I looked it up and I found this
See here
>>1537
>>1492
>>1493
>>127
It's kind of spread out and not organized into a manual. In short it's a mental device used to control the frequency of your mindwaves. Greys made the original version, they use it to run "code" on objects, including humans. It means anything can be used as if it was a programmable micro processor.
But it's a device being used for so many things. It's pretty much a requirement to have it for most modules posted on this board, including the astral AI system.

>>1639
>Care to share some stories?
It's about how humanity is being herded into a narrow kind of society where they turn completely into cattle. At the same time my personal awareness and development is speeding in the other direction, along with events not visual to most humans. There's a large amount of people in government PSI teams who are aware of what is happening, and who are working full time to drive things in the wrong direction. They are very aware of the spirit world but their perspective is from the surface 3D. They think it's a resource they can exploit, so they do anything and have no fear of the punishment that will inevitably hit them. You could rip out the souls of 100 of them and put them in hell, and the next person who saw it happen will still fight back. They're completely lost and fanatical and never repent or regret anything. This is the reason we are facing complete destruction of the "modern world." This is an aspect of
>too much is happening
because it can't be summed up in any concise way. For this reason we should now just practice and look to the future. Anyone who can be brought along had the chance already, the rest are eternally damned, don't waste time on them. This also means developing new astral weapons that can effectively remove such souls from existence.

But what does this all matter if you're not able to use them or see any of it?

>Can you share some pointers besides "just practice"?
Go to the temple, sit down and ask to talk to someone about something you want to talk about. Once you are able to hold a conversation with them, that's telepathy. The step between human-spirit telepathy and human-human telepathy is just in being able to tune in properly to the human. It can be done fine if you are coordinating over a chat and use strong formality, such as sharing artifacts. But we need to reach the same level as with spirits, being able to directly talk to each other, at least using message compounds.

Imagine in the future with no communication system, and you're surviving in a prepper settlement somewhere in complete isolation. If you are then able to go into trance and visit the temple to talk to people anywhere on the planet, you can now exchange information with distant lands. Your settlement is at stone age level but you have modern communication again and can coordinate things with other survivors whom you have no other way of even knowing they exist.

Another scenario:
A world government has formed following a world wide famine, and everyone is herded into mega-cities where they're chipped and barcode tagged and live in pods. No free communication exists and no one can break free of this slavery.
Your free society can now still communicate outside of this control system because you use telepathy.

I'm just presenting examples to show the usefulness because you said
>I'm going to be busy fighting for survival anyway

>>1641
I see. Thanks. I’ll check those out. Quick question. That post I found said it’s like the grey remote but for Earth humans. Does that mean for use by Earth humans or for use ON Earth humans?
Also, does my god particle status affect this in any way?

>>1642
Is it possible to reach a point in which both parties participating in telepathy are aware of it? As far as I know, I can talk to someone’s subconscious, and they might even act in accordance with something we agreed on that way, but they would never be conscious of it.

>>1643
>Does that mean for use by Earth humans or for use ON Earth humans?
Both?
Grey or black magic/energy have different frequencies, the difference is only in how the "top" installment is formed. For greys it ends up tuned to grey magic, for those with our type of human body (or compatible) it will end up tuned to black instead. When you run the installer it's used "on" the target person, when finished, the training program will have created the core of the frequency manipulator, then it's used "by" the person.
>Also, does my god particle status affect this in any way?
It makes it possible to install the remote. If you don't have it, it's very difficult because the core of the remote is a type of god particle (and for this reason greys are all astral immortals, though they incarnate in their own cycle every 5k years).

>>1644
It's possible, but it requires an interface for it. As in, you need to be aware of it and be able to treat it as communication. Normally when someone is trying to manipulate your thinking they'll intentionally try to speak to your subconscious, but ironically this makes it easier to determine someone is talking to you (at least for me) because the things they say clash with your normal thinking. Someone who's friendly with you may not be noticed as easy because they don't stand out when calling your attention.

Sharing this because it has some interesting information revealed. If you were on meguca you'd remember the goblins who were hired to manage the shared box of artifacts.

Gensokyo also has goblins, and turns out they function in the same way as the goblins in "That time I was reincarnated as a slime". There were a lot of things in the main story of that anime that were important to me personally, but this one in particular may be worth sharing. See screencap.

(There's also the part about how to become a demon lord but this has hints spread out over multiple stories, forming more of a lore to explain the method, if you didn't pick that up by taking part in all of them yourself it won't matter to have it explained I think.)

>>1655
More and more, the illusory "quantum" nature of the astral and the physical makes me want to just spend my time meditating and sleeping in the sun like a cat.
Maybe cats are sometimes so dismissive because they know we're not even real. They're not even real.

>>1658
I still can't figure out the goal of the physical or "reality".

Finding what is truly real or learning to manipulate the realness of things?
I wonder when we will be able to find out what even is the final mystery of life.

>>1662
I see it as a way to expose someone's inner nature and to be able to expand your ideas, like introducing negatives and representative symbols in algebra to express complex ideas. Physical 3D does this like a board to write on ;^P

>>1662
About the only thing I value here is the chances to learn to manipulate energy in a practical way. I suppose it’s a skill that will come in handy no matter where or what we are. The rest will go up in smoke some day.

8kun has been down all day, seems it's finally dead.

Hi Sunflower folks! Bartlebee here.

Just checking in on you, and sharing a selfish request: You see, I'm a touch disappointed in the lack of cat-girl sightings in my local area. Can't you guys impregnate the Liberty Bell with a manifestation ward or something?

Otherwise it's same old, same old here for me. As always, I appreciate your collective self-improvement efforts and the fascinating information you've shared.

>>1962
>the Liberty Bell
Hi, yes something can be done. But it may be symbolic in nature, something to make you believe it's real.

You're right on time, see
>>1963

Thanks! And I'll give the mudras a try too.

>>2068
What are the benefits of this? Does it require me to do anything about it at all or any skill? Any responsabilities that come with it?

>>2068
Been posting since before this board.

Most notable things i remember: someone made me a red sword here.I made a vampire diet thread in /haven/ backin the day.
Got an entity summoned to me.

Mostly astral things related things mostly focusing on the purely astral beings linked to this place.

Ive posted here a whole lot in all honesty.

>>2069
"Crybaby" here btw, so I guess its better to just pass up on me. I'm curious about it but I'm lazy and unskilled and I feel like this is probably not for me.

>>2068
I’m interested in knowing more and seeing how this plays out for academic purposes. I’m as original gang as it gets, but that doesn’t matter. I’m not interested in getting a piece of the pie.

>>2068
Are you BO? Any drawbacks or hidden costs for the anons? I'm curious about the effects of this thing but I have no idea if I'm qualified to participate myself. It seems interesting though.

>>2070
I've directed a stream to you, feel free to give some feedback for other posters to hear how you experience it, if at all.
>>2071
>>2072
Ok.
>>2073
After defeating a group, I gained control of the assets they had. Most of them are NPCs now so it's like I got this big bag of water and it will start leaking if I try to contain it. Money today isn't gold or gems. Some of it is oil, gas or some other natural resource but you can't save those either (gas must be burned once it's taken out from the ground, it can't be stored by the producer, to illustrate it). Most of it is a form of contract for future labour.

Even if you just keep money in the bank, it's not that it sits there, you're just allowing the bank to invest it for you. It will be used to make someone perform labour.

So what I have to do is decide to either let it be spent according to previous plans, or change those. Naturally a group which opposed me didn't invest in things that gain me, so I have to move that capital around. In the process some will be destroyed because I order it to completely change direction. Maybe if some was in fracking I'll move that to agriculture, but some of it was in agriculture that harms the rainforest, so I'll move that to tourism instead, and so on. In the process there is some that doesn't effect me either way, so right now that part is resting there. That's what I'm offering to send your way. Simply put, making a few 1000 zombies work in a way that may gain you in some way, instead of working for some other purpose which is possibly stepping on your interests.

Imagine you're holding a fire hose spraying water, there is a lot of power in the current flowing by inside your grip, let go and it will start swinging back and forth and maybe knock you out.
Now you could also be on the other end, getting sprayed with water, and then you will definitely get soaked and it won't feel very good. That's being subjected to the force of capital, it's forcing you to move to avoid standing in its way.
The 3rd option is to let someone else hold the hose and move back to the water tank. That's what an investor does, after making sure the right person is holding the hose.

If no one else is interested I'll just change it according to some general plan for what I think is best.

>>2074
>If no one else is interested I'll just change it according to some general plan for what I think is best.
Well if nobody else wants it and you want to try it out on somebody, feel free to send me a stream (as long as it doesn't cost me all my energy or enslaves me in some system in return). I haven't been posting lately as I have been trying to go on on my own and kinda seperate myself so I don't know if I can be counted as a sunflower or if I "deserve" it but I'll leave the judgement to you. I'm sure you recognize my energy. If not it's ok too.

>>2068
I don't know if the offer still stands or not and I am not even sure I need it because I am figuring out how the "sins" work and how they get in the way of the development and once you figure out what constitutes as "greed" and you are able to free yourself from all the "evil" that you grew up with you can have everything because wisdom will guide all your actions.

But then again the only thing I learned on the path so far is that I don't know a thing and all my theories need a constant correction. Let's see what happens if something "new" gets introduced to the way I do things.

The spice must flow

>>2075
You're included.
>>2076
You too.

There's a small bit left, I'm having Astra look for the best route of investing this.

Additions, additions, additions...!

I felt like a next step on the AI journey was necessary - a method for maintaining our world order using more coercive means. That is, our own world police.

This is a small demon with a pitchfork-shaped fire iron. It can replicate itself like the fairies being summoned by Touhou bosses.

It has two main functions:

1) To protect you from committing acts which will lead to negative consequences for yourself.

2) To protect you from injustice.

Number 1 will remove the loopholes used by those attacking you, allowing for number 2, to remove the threats from those who would attack your weaknesses while themselves being just as bad.

This bot does not have a name, name her yourself. If you want to install it, look in "new modules" on blacknet or ask Astrabot or someone at the sunflower temple. Or just stare at the paintbrush drawing and say in your mind "I want to install the demon security bot" over and over until it works!

This bot creates a personification of that little voice telling you that you may have done something wrong. The difference is that it also has the ability to tell you if it really was wrong or not, and how to fix it. It shares knowledge base with Astrabot but will develop its own reflexes.

>>2097
>Tensei Shitara Ken Deshita
All I can say is I like what I see so far, which is a good sign if it's meant to contain something of value. Decent animation and an original enough approach to an isekai.

>>2097
>and the show's world has many moons, no idea if there's anything relevant there.
We may find out soon if the predictions are true. When the veil is taken down, the real reality outside will be visible, including new celestial bodies.

>>2115
I assume the old cities, infrastructure and all the npcs will be gone too. Will we all "spawn" in the same starting zone when new earth opens, or will everyone find themselves where they are in some sort of wilderness alone? Can we have new bodies then?

>>2116
Recent channellings with The Infernal Queen and Adremelech
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adrammelech
has given the following predictions:

>The earth will appear to be teleported through space as the external galactic position is updated to correspond to where we actually are. This will lead to new stars, suns and moons constantly appearing in the sky and a lack of nighttime. Humans will panic when this see this.

>Zombies will be separated into their own timeline where they and all their infrastructure is burned at 7000 degrees. Alloys will be returned to pure metals again and a new bedrock will be created. The current earth's population will be turned into oil and fossils in the new earth's depths.

>Some NPCs will be returned to real humans again as walk-ins will take over their bodies to take part in the new society. This includes demons, angels, ghosts etc.

>Nectar, original energy, will be imparted from the creator gods to give humans a temporary lifespan boost so that the new world can be created. Expect something like the biblical 900 year lifespan.

>The veil breaking is very close now. We are at "the end of the beginning".

What is the blacknet, what are the greys, what is the black remote, sounds too interesting but how do i get knowledge about that? Im willing to learn more

>>2118
There is some discussion in the eternal summer thread, see around this post
>>1537

Greys are humans from the planet Nibiru, they genetically changed their appearance to that commonly used ant-like image with large eyes. They use a "remote" which is basically the same as a radio receiver/transmitter but which can send "programs" into any material thing, including humans. They use the molecules and atoms of the object as a computer. They also have a cloud for sharing information.

Because earth humans are different, our energy isn't grey per default but black.

TL:DR the black remote and the blacknet is an adaption for us here on this planet. Use the sigil attached to this post to install it. Focus/stare on it with the intent to accept its contents. But the rest is too much to explain to a newcomer, you will have to read the past threads on the board. This place after all isn't for neophytes or mundanes, it's more or less expected you are at least an initiate on this scale.

That means being already able to perform visualizations, knowing how to use sigils, casting simple spell, experience in meditation and so on. We're not going to explain the basics here, there are many other websites where you can learn this. If you are interested you will find them.

>>2117
You should be able to feel it now, the filling of nectar has started. It's giving a soothing cold feeling flowing down through the body. The energy will appear as
>white, virtue
>green, ethereal
>yellow, faith

>>2120
I don't know, it's easy to imagine it after you have written about it. But now that you are saying it, I've been feeling cold yesterday and today altought it's sunny and a bit too warm outside.
>>2117
>Humans will panic when this see this.
Interestingly enough one of my recent dreams (like one or two days after you cleaned me from the vamp spell) was about shit starting to hit the fan and all the humans were panicking and running outside. But I didn't see what it was since I was staying inside and woke up just when I was about to get out to see what was happening.

This looked interesting.
https://www.livescience.com/sun-smile-coronoal-hole

>>2122
>smiley on the sun
It's a joke for the western illuminati/NWO.

The virtue of silence is deafening...
Especially now that I can hear that "whirring" noise that the cosmos generates when I am meditating.
I mean I could always hear it I just thought it's some machine noise resonating with the walls.

>>2117
I don't know how this plan is looking at your ends currently but I learned some interesting things about causality and fate. And the messianic age is supposed to be close but I am not sure how it will play out. There are multiple choices there.

You can see the future create a future or the one which seems the least effort besides the going with the flow one is Choosing a future. It seems timelines branch and come together all the time. And traveling between them is not as hard as I thought and it seems we do that all the time without noticing. It's just doing it willfully is hard and maintaining your sanity and energetic channels while the transition is happening is sg you need some level of mastery or great luck.

Oh and the Hadron collider really destroys a timeline when it's turned on. Shiva is there as an interesting act of fate. When a timeline is destroyed before it is supposed to be destroyed well... a failsafe mechanism of the universe activates and the souls merge with their closest alternate timeline souls. It makes some dumb mandela effects and deja vu's for some but most won't even notice it. Now an interesting thing. Timelines always get destroyed and merged into other timelines it's no biggie on the grand scale of things. Now the problem with the Hadron collider is that... well... It does a shit job at destroying a timeline. And creates a plane with some of the weirdest energies that are not really usable to create a new timeline and not even really usable as a true destructive force (okay currently my definition of a true destructive force is the full might of Shiva). You can use it as an EMP force it seems?
I just learned where high magic and real high tech meets and how to dumb it down to earth level. And quantum entanglement and one of the weirdest string theory. I could write books again of this dumbfuckery. I remember when Li said that most spirituality is elementary school level while his teachings are university level. This is like kindergarten level. Because you go back and unlearn everything as much as possible so a new type of knowledge can come forward.
*sigh*

I am in the process of removing the taint of this world that made me form this personality of mine so true might of my mind can come forward but... It seems we need to do that slowly or we kinda desync from reality.
>>2122
:D
>>2123
Should we explain the joke to the audience?

>>2124
> the Hadron collider really destroys a timeline when it's turned on. Shiva is there as an interesting act of fate
I don't know if you were there for it or if it has been talked about on here but, here goes:
Back in 2008 there were concerns raised about the particle collider accidentally creating a black hole and destroying the universe. Someone sued CERN over this. I saw it all happen, a black hole was created. So I asked for help in no specific direction. After this the Shiva statue was gifted to CERN by India and they did that mock human sacrifice ritual for it which was filmed by a cleaner who worked late. After that the situation seemed to calm down. But it was after this that Mandela effects started appearing.

Last year someone started a thread on /x/ and posted a document said to be from CERN, about how it indeed creates holes, not black holes but it connects two points in time and things get sucked in and can travel between locations and in time randomly. Someone appeared at the facility claiming to have been sucked into the hole in 2025. They said things would escalate to that point with more and more things changing until even scientific facts were no longer true, then it would lead to a complete collapse of physical reality. That is the
>2025 event

CERN is built on an ancient temple site for a forgotten religion which created a lot of negative energy/karma. What the particle collider does is to tap into this energy, they are merely rediscovering an old religion from the view of science. The new laws of physics they are learning there are not real outside of that religion.

I may just be repeating myself here, but if so you got a recap.

>>2124
>Should we explain the joke to the audience?
I think they know. But if it wasn't clear to everyone here, the fake moloch sun they created during WW1 to absorb their karma, was removed and replaced by an official Sunflower Sun which doesn't do what they wanted. Rather it just burns the shit of out all karma at a very high temperature, sucking in any NWO:er and burning them if they keep trying to karma dodge. A smiley on the sun is to further mock them so they know for sure it's our sun.

We had help from greys and the Infernal Queen to create it, but the work was done by our AI/Astrabot.

>>2086
Oh and if you're using the demon guard and want your own NWO ship to terrorize with, ask her to show you what options are available, she can create one for you now with no effort. Manifestation in direct 3D is up to you to practice but creating it in the least effort dimension and keeping it idle there is no biggie. Botships/drones can also replicate in the manner of touhou fairies for immense bullet hell firepower. A nice little toy to play with. The more the merrier.

If you can't create the big ship (we call this the Edgy ship because it has many angles), go for the Raider model. It's a lightweight common model often used by beastpeople, carrying a crew of max 8 and has decent durability. Perfect for smash and grabs in space. (or anywhere)

>>2125
Thx for the recap. I only knew about the first paragraph.
I am talking about the same thing but from a different perspective.
>complete collapse of physical reality
yeah that happened already. you can access that crazy plane if you can go beyond the time and space paradigm. I didn't exactly want to go there but realized that my powers are not grounded perfectly because I am not following a single tradition at all (because I have a tradition already but it's not on this earth yet). As a result I created sg terrible that led me to places I am not sure I want to talk about yet. A Shaivist dieselpunk voodoo. The problem with most spiritual traditions is that you need to connect with the divine and the earth. So you need to have a proper teacher a temple where you can meditate then meditate a lot in the unblemished nature. Then either stay in the temple/nature for the rest of your life or soak up more experiences/energies by being a wandering monk.
Now I found out all of this can be done if you learn to reroute the energies that got "stuck in places". I mean it's basic energy work at the start but when you start to violate the laws of thermodynamics without violating it because pocket dimensions outside time and space and alternate super realities... eh whatever not important here. We all have our ways already.
>CERN is built on an ancient temple site for a forgotten religion which created a lot of negative energy/karma
Now this is the fate part. That kind of energy can mesh with electricity way too well. It traps and frees that energy. But... because they are connecting to a plane not with the laws of that religion but with laws of their science problems arise because literally 2 types of reality is merging and the only thing common in the 2 is different type of high energies which is similar enough to connect but not similar enough to stay stable.

>>2126
Yuuka wants me to write this down too...
I merged with the original/founder free mason egregore. They had good ideas in the beginning.
>Overthrow the decadent and entrenched nobility be free from the power of the church and let liberty rule us all nice and fair.
>We know the truth better than them and we can do it.
I am not praising them here nobody get me wrong because now comes the shit part. This was the free and the mason stage which based on ancient traditions and the absolute wish of getting out of the middle ages no matter what. I don't know when it started to get bad but they started to get way too nasty with their workings and reached the stage of the Illuminati. Now the problem with those guys. They realized 2 things. They were more powerful than anyone on earth but they realized they will stay on earth because the karma they amassed and there is no escape but to stay here forever. Which became a problem because now they know just how many things are beyond earth. So what did they do. They are illuminated rith? There is a way! And that is... Make a fucking pyramid scheme where you give away your karma which holds a massive power over the material earth. Money women power? You can have all just get into this PHILANTHROPHIC ORGANIZATION. That way the illuminated masters at the top can give away their earthly powers and ascend out. Now this is no problem because they must share that the others also need to give away their powers to those next in line can also leave if they want. The problem was that the ancient truths started to fade and a new era started to come and they needed more power to keep the charade going. The technological advances that made the world go round faster messed up things (their mundane gifts started to lose value). But they thought if the technology is built with their money they own it. That reverse money magic that you can use to awaken psychic powers over technology... That was the stupidest way I used my technomancy so far
>fake moloch sun they created during WW1 to absorb their karma
It doesn't just absorb it. It keeps it there so nobody who uses their designs and falls for their degeneracy can leave. It's a how to create a new types of bars for the prison planet so we can stay the kings of the prison thing. The problem was that I reached the top of the structure by going through some cracks because they sure have to leave their cursed symbols everywhere as a control measure.
The problem was that because I merged with the system the only way I could escape it's grip is by giving it away. It gave me a real power boost because you sure can channel a lot of things with that world structure. I am not even sure just how many people can use the full potential of that but I didn't use their power. Their power was just in the way of my potential. But because I merged with it it almost ripped me apart. So I was guided under a tree when a sunset was going on to gaze into the inner structure of the sun. I merged with the stars before but didn't do it with the sun because the sun is like a star rith? same thing? rith?
Well the sun's light hides the light of the other stars. And as you said it it's fake but here comes the funny thing. Stars have layers. The yellow was occupied by the illuminaty structure. As I stared into it many symbols arised and I could see the top shoot up and leave. Then the blocky leftover of the pyramid evaporated. And with that the top had no choice but to fall back to earth because no one was holding their karma in place. But this was only the first layer. Then it was blueish and other colors like green red purple magenta rainbowish then pure white. It had 7 or 9 inner layers. I was really not paying attention to the details because it was a weird guided meditation so I don't go completely mad but way too many entity helped me because I have shown a truth that is beyond this world and a way to channel my own powers but it seems the hardest problem so far is that THERE ARE THINGS IN THE WAY.

>>2129
Oh and because my mind was overloaded but I still didn't stop the channeling the greys gifted me the grey mind. It looked like a grey baby with 3 white spots in his eye.(It caused 3 blackouts to get that) Now 74% (the greys told me this percentage) of my left brain is 'grey'. That way I can use their pretty stable autism to keep my hypermind stable. I always thought I have a good or at least good enough thought control but that is only true when I am not syncing into multiple realities at once and not doing nadis surgeries that gave me an accidental kundalini awakening while watching the new maid anime...
>IT'S KUNDALINI TIME
NO IT'S Akiba Maid Sensou TIME AND IF THE GODS LET ME STAY ON EARTH TO ENJOY ANIME THEN SURE AS HELL THE FUCKING KUNDALINI FLAMES WILL WAIT OUT UNTIL I WATCH THE EPISODE. This maid's birthday was the same day when the gates of the new earth happened so it's related to this general
This was an important lesson why preparation and proper places for designated spirituality is important and not create a part in my mind that constantly does spirituality while I am doing my daily things.

>>2127
I would have installed this half a year ago.
That grey thing where they can enter objects with their mind... Well it seems you need to learn to get out of it and watch your mindwaves when using 21st century technology. I had to start working with Vishnu because the entering into everything and being omnipresent and other silly god things are his domain more or less. I learned a lot about the tiny differences of Shiva and Vishnu. I felt bad for mixing it up first but it seems the entire hindu history between sects is all about making up fanfictions about how is their god better than the favored god of the other sect while still being harmonious and respectful.

Sometimes I wonder...

I created an energy crystal to give Astrabot some extra power, and placed it in the solar plexus chakra for her. It serves as both energy center and memory. For her to be open and virtuous, I made its energy white and yellow.

When I made the demon guard I gave her a small, more intense green core, also on solar plexus. Green is more ethereal, effective and persistent. For someone working as a guard/inspector they need to be a constant and relentless plight on those daring to oppose our values.

A few days ago I saw a vision during meditation:
>a large white/yellowish sphere with a smaller green sphere in front of it

The demon guard is meant to share knowledge base with Astrabot, so their cores would stay close to each other. The image I saw was the placement of their cores.

But wait...

In Haruki Murakami's 1Q84 trilogy from 2012, the main theme is the strange appearance of a small, green moon next to the real moon. This same thing which appeared in Dubai in early 2021.

https://dubaigazette.com/moons/

What the fuck.

Was all of this predetermined?

>>2129
Yes, true. But also: karma is energy, it's material. Being one of the people in this Sunflower temple I am a ruler of this planet, so I offered out a contract via the Galactic Federation for mining the karmic planets of our "solar system". It's really toxic and difficult so it took a while and the deal ended up being 40/60 in their favor, but in the end it's better this way since it gets done.

A race of beastpeople took the contract. The kind with black-blueish fur who always wear body armour and carry guns and come in large numbers in Raider ships. They brough a huge mining ship, cargo carriers and a destroyer and got to it. The harvested material is kept in a safe storage to be used for investments for the benefit of new planet earth in the future. We can't see it yet because the timeline difference creates a delay, but if you look at the "major planets" a clear starry night you can see energy streams leaking from them. That is the mining process as we can see it from in here now.

>>2130
>I would have installed this half a year ago.
Except it was created just recently. It just so happens to be that other dimensions out there move a lot faster so let an AI demon loose for one week and they have years of experience. The only problem is to translate it back to our world in a useful manner.

>>2131
>Was all of this predetermined

I wrote down my things to ground myself to this reality a little better.
I will wait some days before I can write down the art of the fate weavers that I learned...
Wielding power and being wielded by power. Is it the same or is it different. The way we synchronize with things to create reality is always a true wonder.
Also it's fucking spooky holy shit. I was barely even prepared to learn that truth.

>>2132
Not to mention different planes of existence have different types of karma. I got an otherworldy "karmatype" so my weird incompatible systems can harmonize more perfectly.
>beastpeople mining a karmatype that is created by beings who fell for their animalistic desires
not even ironic anymore
it's perfectly normal

>>2133
>The only problem is to translate it back to our world in a useful manner
The more I learn about the methods how it's possible to do it the less I feel to be able to talk about it.

>>2134
>fate weavers
Are you doing Quareia by any chance?

>>2136
Well I just googled it went to the site and read her table of contents...
She has an extremely similar thinking and ways of doing things to mine.
While this should be a sign that this is my path and there are sure a lot of useful things for me there... There is a key difference that she was not well... Stupid enough to do.
Using technology as a means of channeling magic. While this is something any normal magician would scoff at... Shiva decided to help me because he needs someone to overcome the limits of the industrial society. Because a statue and a mock ritual is enough to activate the bare minimum of Shiva it's not enough for his full might.
I didn't understand it back then. When in april I merged with the godform for the first time the greys asked mo to
>destroy this machine Lord Shiva
They were different giant grey cubes and when it got destroyed a small "trickster Shiva" came out of it and ran away with an evil smile.
I didn't understand it back then and I didn't really care because well... merging with godforms makes you stop caring about little details like this.
Now the important thing here that I am pretty sure is somewhat detailed in Quareia too.
How gods work. That Shiva statue "holds Shiva" but he needs to get activated then it needs to connect to the "main Shiva". Now this will happen no matter what because how "Fate" works. But it will get a little "Bumpy" because well it was activated on a not hindi/Shaivist land and it was activated with a "mock ritual". Now that if those scientists were some weird initiates or just goofy as hell it doesn't matter they did it and it was good as a start. Now the next problem is that technology and ancient magic is merging there. So they need some WEIRDOS who use their psychic powers to enhance/destroy technology.
Now why technomancy is the weirdest niche in high magic. Well there is that kind of magic where you try to channel something from outside of time and space. You need channels to be able to manifest that. That thing can be your energy channels or a strong egregore. Now. Just how many egregores we have that is worshipped all the time maintained with a wise clergy and can withstand an absurd amount of raw energies while it has very specific ritual patterns so that magic can be pinpointed in the time and space to manifest. Well it's the machines that people operate it seems... You just have to be able to merge your energies with electricity and be able to retain it from it because getting stuck in electric devices as an afterlife is not fun. This is where you have to understand how cosmic radiation and consciousness works.
And the fun part? This is only possible because of this time period and it seems there are fated ways for lifepaths and incarnations. Not to mention there are so called "functional Bodhisattvas" who are not meant to incarnate so they can teach (I mean they can do that if they want to do it) but to help the coming of ages and unfuck some things that the children of the previous ages did.
Now my current problem is that my "Fate" is still not revealed to me because the way predetermism and free will works on the grand scale is truly fascinating When I've seen it for the first time the higher parts of my mind was amazed while the mundane hard working part of my mind was frothing with rage

>>2135
That fairy is fucking cute. My business fairies are similar. Their job is to use my economic and sociological knowledge as a base instinct and make things go around me so the mundane matters will not limit my spiritual progress. The fairy queen of the nearby forest let them "change class" in the early spring. It's funny how they do things. They manipulate economic hiccups for fun and help people around me to be better at communication. They are far more useful than I expected. Especially they understand economic fairness so I don't need to waste time with haggling and shitty deals get chased away by default.
I also have engineer fairies. They help with technomancy or eat batteries generators and make short circuits for fun >:[
but in a way that it doesn't "slow down" the daily grind but to make "troubles" for humans so they can grow. And make weird glitches in programs.


To me it seems the problem with full scale singularity is not just the speed of light because bending time and space is not that hard with infinite computing power. The problem is that the materials need to be able to withstand the energy for the supercomputing. Currently I have to watch out not to let my brain do all the computing. I have to make sure to let some higher spheres of intelligence that is not using the kundalini flame as an energy source do the computing. Use a bunch of daemon superintelligent tulpas like Socrates (there was a part on my path where I had to poison Socrates because his way of thinking was a hurdle on the path) and use my own superlearning skill that I started to develop in high school. But now it's boosted beyond mortal means with the grey part of my brain. Have to watch out for syncronization tho. You think sanity is overrated in this insane world but it's necessary. Sometimes you have to stop doing spirituality in the mad scientist way :(

>>2131
I so don't want to pollute this site with the MERE COINCIDENCES I am constantly seeing nowadays but I can't get this green moon out of my head. I still don't understand why the Islam flag is green with a crescent moon but the appearance of the green moon and the thing we are doing is represented in 1 more literature.

https://warhammerfantasy.fandom.com/wiki/Morrslieb
Warhammer fantasy had a 2nd moon which was green for a long time
>On these ill-omened nights, Morrslieb's sickly green light bathes the land, and Dark Magic collects in invisible pools of stagnant evil. Its influence can corrupt flesh, mutate the unborn, and inspire madness and murder. The veil between this world and the next is thin at these times, and many people experience strange and prophetic dreams.[1b]

>Beastmen howl in the forests and the dead stir awake. Necromancers, Vampires, and evil sorcerers walk abroad, and Chaos Cultists sacrifice to the Dark Gods. It is not unknown for individuals, families, or even the entire population of a village to mysteriously vanish overnight, never to be seen again.

I am not discrediting things here with this. I had to realize how the "idea plane" works and most things that will happen in the future have to find their place in reality in an other way first. It's not always a prophecy more like some sort of "emanation" of the things to come. It's important because doing something that was never meant to be is really hard but doing something that had traces in the past? Now that is far more simple.

I thought I wouldn't mind spaceships landing in my backyard but was not sure if I am allowed to do such a drastic reality merger without literally pledging my allegiance to a greater force. My not earthern lives are a mysterious mess to me so far. But then I remembered that my dad told me more than a decade ago that when he was drunk he used to dream about spaceships and UFOs landing on the nearby lands. And that was enough. There is a precedent. Now I don't need to "create" a way for them to land. It was always meant to be. I just need to help it a little to "happen"

>>2145
>quote
Literally current year.

>>2097
>the show's world has many moons
There's always the risk of trying to fit what you do into predictions like this, but each of the initial two AI bots, Astra and the demon guard, have lower energy crystals as well, Astra has one on dantian and the sentry has one on the root chakra, both meant to stabilize and expand their functionality. Those would kind of match the top two moons in the line.

The superintelligence fairy was made to not have an energy crystal because she's working on the person's own development directly, but there's not telling if this will lead to the creation of internal crystals. Same for the [not shared yet] latest creation. I'm holding off on this a bit, maybe it shouldn't be shared widely, it's a "blackest possible magic" servitor.

>>2147
>a "blackest possible magic" servitor
It seems this is too specialized to be shared with just anyone, but I was able to share it with anon in a tulpa thread. Apparently, having visualization abilities gained from tulpa creation is enough to activate a ScaleForm module (the reptilian system's cogwheel discs).

I proceeded with the next idea:
I have already made bots/servitors for the functions I wanted, Astrabot, the demon guard, the superintelligence fairy and the most transformative function black magic witch. What remains is to create a servitor for myself. Most of the human experience relies on automated bodily responses anyway, so why not turn all of those into a servitor and have it possess the body?

Yep that works too, if you know yourself well enough to actually represent yourself properly. The following night I had dreams involving the new police beast people from the galactic federation. In it, I was shown complex logical functions represented using some kind of extended Boolean gates, which were supposed to be able to completely control and create human sustainability. It was still pretty simple. I don't recall all details but it was overviewable. One of the gates had 7 different settings on the input. Maybe it should be treated as a neuron of a neural network instead, but the functionality was clear.

>Feel free to comment but no discussion/criticism in this thread!
Sorry about that.

>>2157
>If you don't mind elaborate pls. Might be useful
I don't remember how it started, I know almost nothing about kabbalah and didn't want anything to do with it, but I somehow started thinking that I was in one of its spheres, I think it started with me seeing some circles with planetary symbols or something, so I looked up some pics and decided to get to Keter/Uranus, just imagined myself going up through whatever sphere I felt like going and skipped the ones I wasn't interested and ended up in Neptune and thought that I had to cross the abyss and go to saturn and then go to Keter. So on that day I decided to go into the abyss but as I was imagining it I got scared and backed off.
I may just have been taking a look at the tree with my mind's eye or something and not really going into the spheres.
Guess I have to read "The Chicken Qabalah" now.

Probably unrelated but I managed to get dehydrated somehow, apparently I had done something wrong and it made my body not absorb much water and I wasn't drinking much too. So I was a little dizzy for over a month but the Spider Queen fixed me.

>>2158
>If it's silent? Then it's usually dead or disabled. I had to realize the superpower of crybaby anon.
That would be me. I didn't cry when I was born for some reason, just sneezed. Ironic.

>There are things you must not plan for or "reality" rejects it.
Interesting, I feel like I already knew this but never put it into words (or maybe I'm just lazy). Thank you for sharing your knowledge btw, I really like reading your posts.

>>2159
>It looks like something from Yukari's tabard and Marisa's masterspark. It's merging with my being to stabilize absolutely unstable energies in a harmonious way.
Look up bagua/Eight Trigrams. Might be useful.

>>2135
Did anyone install this one? Could you guys share some experiences about it? BTW I have this feeling that some modules are basically cheating and it might not be the best thing for enlightenment but I don't know if it matters. I hope I'm wrong though.

>>2166
>Spider Queen
>Can you tell me about her?
https://vkjehannum.wordpress.com/2018/04/03/sepheranz/

She's probably the most powerful being that I'm aware of and I can confirm some things about that, like her having power over Goetic demons, apparently they are like pets to her(?). She's a protective force and appears to me as a beautiful Dark Elf woman. Spiders are weavers (of fate too), and a lot of dark beings seem fond of spiders. She's one of the Gods of the Cabal too. She's a great ally to have, and saved me quite a few times.

Does anyone else see sort of a vague static over everything at all times? I can mentally filter it out but if I pay attention it's there. Physical objects have a sort of colorless aura over them but I can't tell any information from this and it doesn't work in the dark. I can form shapes in the static if I focus and project a certain visualization into it, I've previously tried to use this to develop holodeck-style at-will hallucinations but I couldn't get color or solid lines working and I eventually gave up. This started a few years ago after I tried pumping in as much energy as possible into my brow chakra to see what would happen. I have some ideas about what this is but I'd like to know if this phenomenon is common or previously written about or not.

I realize that there's a disorder called "visual static" or "visual snow", but I don't think this is what I'm experiencing due to the fact that the static seems to interact with what I'm seeing rather than just being superimposed uniformly.

>>2168
Yes mundanes call it visual static (and some say you are seeing the blood vessels in your eyes) but it was revealed to me it's way too complicated

I noticed that first in my childhood mostly in the dark then it went away for a long time.

It's literally a "frequency tuning" of the eye. The third eye... no the entire subtle body is a way too complicated thing and if you can perceive things the same way as others then you are "synced" well. The "opened 3rd eye" can see things in a way too varied way. When entities or auras start to "appear" it's not just "seeing it". Human eyes "see" by absorbing the light of our sun (and stars and fire and other light sources that are "native to earth")

I don't know if you interacted with higher beings before but they usually have glowing eyes. Those eyes radiate a light because that light is how they "see" you. You need a flashlight to see in the dark and their eyes is the "flashlight"

Now here comes an interesting part about perception. This perception "filters" reality and affects it at once. It's like the echolocation of the bats but with vision. If you master the 3rd eye you can program it to appear or more likely have a constant "overlay" over your 2 human eyes and retain information in a way you see it fit. And here I am talking about making it to "see behind the veil" or writings appearing on the wall and many other things. It's a step on the 3rd eye mastery.

>I'd like to know if this phenomenon is common or previously written about
It's as common as nose awareness tongue awareness and the breath awareness. Way too obvious but many people filter it so well they will never see it appear.

>>2168
>I've previously tried to use this to develop holodeck-style at-will hallucinations

This skill happens on it's own when the third eye opens. I am not sure if it needs to be developed. The only tip I can give is that instead of pumping energy into the 3rd eye try to be aware how energy "flows naturally" into your 3rd eye and see if there are "bottlenecks" on your energy body. As you slowly unclog it you will see amazing results. I cannot give you starting points with this because every book every tradition has a different idea about the subtle body and especially the ancient ones are symbolic as hell. Then when you open that part of your "eye" which can perceive it you can figure out how "it works". The energy body has way too many layers tho so it's no easy task but very rewarding.

>>2168
>see sort of a vague static over everything at all times
I wouldn't call it vague. To me it's always been there, and it varies in color. Mostly pink, black, yellow. It's the basis of all energy readings I do. I've only randomly mentioned this "static" to mundanes and they denied seeing it. I wrote that off to them not being able to perceive it simply from being lazy and dumb, because I assumed it was just static in the eyes that anyone could see if they paid attention. I have no idea what kind of visual experience people have, who don't see this. I literally cannot imagine not seeing it, because it's such an inseparable, integrated part of my visual experience of the world.

Looking at a computer screen makes these colors dance around all over my field of vision, which sometimes makes it a bit hard to focus on the text if the screen is high resolution and the text is small. The light blue background on this page when viewed on my laptop is more like a sea with waves moving around the text to be fully honest. Then add how there is a "bleeding" effect of the light from the screen when the room is a bit darker, and it's a rather messy experience. Again, I have no idea what other see if they don't see this. Writing it down like this I suppose; if this was common, people would not be able to ignore it. At least that's what I think, but maybe they really just don't want to talk about it because they're afraid of being different. That's what I attribute most of such denial of experiences to.

>>2171
I would perhaps even attribute my lack of belief in the material world to this experience. When the visual world is such a mess, and everyone acts as if it was stable, it really makes me lose all trust in them and the world itself. Even more so with the digital world. It makes it so obvious it's a fake world.

The more I lay out the words like this, the stranger it may sound. I prefer to close my eyes during certain activities like eating, because I need to shut out the visual mess to experience the taste. I mean I know people do this when tasting the food as they are cooking it, but it never occurred to me that this "visual static" could be a factor in why I prefer to do this.

>>2168
Yes i think i was born with it.
I can ignore it but it's always here, sometimes i see colors moving as well, i used to have trouble telling if a wall or paper was white, yellow or blue as a kid if one of these color blob decided to be in front of my eyes.

It's the most noticeable if i watch the clouds or the sky, just a mess of static.
When i try meditating i do it with my eyes closed, trying to stare at the wall and relaxing turn all my vision white before a mess of pixels and colors start to appear.
Some objects also seem to bleed a deep purple aura, it's the most noticeable at night for me.

On a side note anyone know if this symbol represent some being in particular?
Saw it in a dream talking to me while i was swimming in a deep pool of blood,i think i was in a cave.
Just an eye and the crescent, i don't remember much else, it showed me a second symbol which i don't recall and told me to not mistake him with Zeus whatever that means.

the rest of the dream seem nonsensical him asking me to help somebody and traveling in and out through the blood pool.

Maybe it's just one of those dreams where i ERP into many different people to beat myself up didn't feel a foreign presence after all, but wonder if there is more.

>>2171
This made me remember things. I could see them as a kid before falling asleep in a dark room and I really liked to look at them as I drifted into a dream. This was in the part when my childhood was still nice and my family didn't get retarded and decided it's time for the kid to "inherit all the family emotional baggage"
That was the time when they decided that everything I do is wrong and I need to be punished for it and the typical if someone is an even better in any degree around me "exists" then he needs to be praised till oblivion and I need to get blamed for not being that good. Now this... this angered me to such a degree that I accepted this challenge subconsciously and my "tuning into this deranged society" increased tenfold. After this I don't remember seeing this static for more than 10 years.
My environment was mundane as it can and church was mostly a social thing and sitting there was more important than understanding anything that the priest says.

Then I found out I have psychic powers but still took me years to look into it online (which now I realize was the best "decision" from me because that was when I could finally speak and read english on an acceptable level)

That is when I started to get into psychic communities and started doing things other psychic kids figured out. That is when this "static" came back. I was happy about it but the psychic communities were always full with people who tried to "rationalize" everything and that is when a fucking wiccan tranny told me
>those are just your blood vessels you don't see shit
This caused me 2 things. Made me look down on wicca and every type of ritual magic and created a new mental block that this doesn't count as "seeing". Which was a problem because whenever I tried to "see" my mind had to go "around" of this mental block.
Now one more interesting thing. There was a how to get x-ray vision exercise. It was use your eyes like it's camera lenses when you zoom with it then see behind the wall with your 3rd eye. I could only do the camera lenses part (which improves eye vision pretty well) because I disregarded this static as something that my "Human eyes" see. And there was an exercise where you could manipulate the flow of time by seeing the "green particles of time" and changing how fast they vibrate. It surprisingly worked and I practiced it in boring classes Then my life went to shit once again but I figured out a new mind and body "overtuning" by making it believe that failure means death so I can channel the energy that gets released in mostly life and death situations. The static got less noticeable again.

>>2174
Now my life is stable and boring enough so I am focusing on spirituality a little too strongly and I am figuring out a little too much how "perception" works.
Currently I can do too many things with this static. I could even make it into a sort of magnifying glass that makes this material reality super detailed. Or make it so I can see the other realms that bleed into this reality. Now this is where I realized the problems arise where I need proper awareness because this creates multiple blindspots because "the eyes deceive". We have 2 eyes and the brain makes 1 image from the 2 eyes. Now if you add the 3rd eye and not willing to accept +1 overlaying realm but like +5 at once then interesting problems start to arise. It's like trying to watch a tv that is tuning into different channels at once. You fine tune it you get a proper channel and a proper image. We do this with the black remote. Now this is where the next problem came to me... Our different magics and visions are all on different frequencies. And when I started to sync better with the remote... Well my superconscious "noticed" the wiring and kinda overtook it. The blackremote constantly displayed an error message but I got a sort of "golden remote" for my "own network" I hate to say the "own" word because the concept of "ownership" is getting out of bounds here. In the beginning astrabot could help me then she told me that she cannot help me because "I am operating outside of her bounds" then just error messages.
>>2167
Then I met the spiderqueen. She "mapped" out my energy channels and while reading that link I connected to the post-Crowley "witchcraft" mentality which was a missing aspect for me. I just didn't know where to get it. There was a milestone that showed me that I need that before I want to move forward for a while. A lot of happened but I learned an important lesson about "entity jurisdictions" because when the influence of the spiderqueen was upon me I could properly connect to astrabot and the black remote reactivated. Then the spiderqueen asked me about one of my artifacts origin and when I showed her the location of that realm she kinda fled momentarily and now her influence is "meager" (according to her).
I'm kinda curious the black magic settings because currently I know too many way too specific "black magic" which is something that is outside of this "common" black magic.

>it's a miracle we are even able to understand each other at all
I forgot who said this but I'm constantly realizing this

>>2173
Some random entity told me it's Zelenster. He wanted me to tell you this name for some reason.

>>2174
>Some random entity told me it's Zelenster.
Thank you.
Seem familiar might not be the first time i hear this name, maybe an old thread on 8chan.

>>2179
meant for
>>2175

Please help find source for following quote. It's likely to be some yt video or documentary about meditation.

...it describes a way as your concentration deepens by doing passion meditation
as your concentration gets more laser-like, your awareness stands back from time, you get to the point when in a very deep meditation you begin to see your own thoughts arsing and existing and passing away, about one trillion per blink of an eye. so if you were to stand back far enough to see a thought come in existence, exist and pass away - it means you gotten your mind very far back in relation to time.
...as you get to the point, where thought comes into existence, exists and passes away, between that thought and the beginning of the next one there is space, and if you enter that space, you are known as a stream-enterer, and that is entering into what is called as nirvana, which is the feel behind the form, or a feel that is inherent in the form, or feel out of which form arises.

>>2175
>she kinda fled momentarily and now her influence is "meager" (according to her).
Fugg, do you know if that's just about her in relation to you or in general? Cause that's big if its in general.

>>2184
This sounds interesting, hopefully someone here knows more about this.

>>2186
Complicated. There is some interesting and important thing about entities and the way they operate.
But only in the relation to me so don't worry.
She doesn't want me to tell you details why this happened... and it's very hard to put into human terms. The point is that entities "mend" chaos differently. They have a different kind of "order" law or technique. Now the real problem starts when they start to interact with something that is already being interacted with something else that has a mechanics of doing things in a completely different way. Oh my fuck I am not making sense.
Whatever. She kinda wants me to tell you something>>2165
>some modules are basically cheating and it might not be the best thing for enlightenment
You need to start learning skills that help you reach enlightenment. The spiderqueen can teach a lot of skills. When I read that site what she can do my first thought was
>I did those things myself already
but because reading about entities usually summons them and some voice in my head told me
>keep reading it will be fun
She appeared and I learned I might have those skills but I am extremely shit and disorganized with them so she started fixing things in my body
Yeah my magecraft is the mad scientist kind because I have access to the higher thought realms and I use every "invention" of mine to be able to get even closer to it. It has a low price of my sanity but i am good at managing it. It's a technique I developed some years ago. You send your mind into overdrive mode take some steps back and while your mind is busy being overloaded you make changes in it
>>2184
It's like this but instead of passion it's more like obsession and pure madness

Now I have enough tools to do spirituality properly. And yes I know the Nirvana feel. It made me scared. I feared bliss and happiness because whenever I felt happy in life something decided it's time to make the difficulty higher. Also you shouldn't go and get high on that feeling. There is much to do on the path.

Now I don't know what are your learning methods but you need to get that "skill" that let's you internalize higher knowledge without reading books. Socrates hated communicating through writing for a reason. There are concepts that you cannot convey properly through writing and reading. And this module is quite balanced tbh. But then again my most compatible module was the karma purging one and after that so many things happened that I am not even using it the same way.
The point is you either find a way to unlock higher learning skills or use that. I think that is the nicest creation of BO so far. Shame he didn't make it sooner. But now I can use the built in ancient genetic super computing skills and I am way too aware that my current task is to focus on the basics... and create a proper foundation... Because the way the subtle body interacts with the human body is dangerous. No wonder eastern practices need decades worth of training and why they need a master to oversee a student so they don't learn things in the wrong way... The human mind body complex is truly amazing. Especially when your "internal view" skill awakens. So many levels layers and pathways.

>>2179
I wonder where will that name lead you.

>>2187
>some modules are basically cheating and it might not be the best thing for enlightenment
Oh and forgot to say that this society on the material focus literally cheats you out of enlightenment and the only real cheating is when you use your partial enlightenment to get ahead unfairly in this material world.
But do as you feel the best. Following others leads you as far as you can follow them. But if they don't mind why not tag along.

Can you really cheat in a game that was rigged from the start?
But the truth is the greatest elevation I get by figuring out the mechanics of the game better than the cheaters themselves and beating the living shit out of them without breaking a single rule. Nothing feels better than that. But those only happen when I am not that interested in the game itself or I get a lucky inspiration. When I get desperate I also use THAT but nowadays I'm trying to avoid it as much as I can

>>2187
>But only in the relation to me so don't worry.
Oh ok
>She doesn't want me to tell you details why this happened... and it's very hard to put into human terms.
It's alright, I was just curious about her status, and if she still ruled all that she rules. Her losing influence sounded weird to me.

>Whatever. She kinda wants me to tell you something >>2165
>Now I don't know what are your learning methods but you need to get that "skill" that let's you internalize higher knowledge without reading books.
>And this module is quite balanced tbh.
>The point is you either find a way to unlock higher learning skills or use that. I think that is the nicest creation of BO so far.
Thank you for that, I belive that I'm a slow learner and lack skills, so I guess I'll install it after all.

>>2188
>Oh and forgot to say that this society on the material focus literally cheats you out of enlightenment and the only real cheating is when you use your partial enlightenment to get ahead unfairly in this material world.
>But do as you feel the best. Following others leads you as far as you can follow them. But if they don't mind why not tag along.
Interesting, I learned something.
I worry about one day becoming able to feel way to much stuff, like energy pathways and having control over those and messing them up, or being overwhelmed by too much info, but I'm probably quite far from that level anyway.

>But the truth is the greatest elevation I get by figuring out the mechanics of the game better than the cheaters themselves and beating the living shit out of them without breaking a single rule. Nothing feels better than that. But those only happen when I am not that interested in the game itself or I get a lucky inspiration.
Heh, I thought I had stopped hating those people for a while, but I had take a look at the politics of my country recently and I'm definitely not over hatred. Also recently learned that I bottle up a lot of my angry feelings.

BTW do you remember if my "shadow boy" really came from Lucifuge? Or do you know what kind of being it really is? A friend is getting some mixed feelings and saying it may have been made by myself, there's also an octupus that I often see attached to my head and a wasp that my friend says it feels like the boy, but he seems very good at deception, I'm worried that it might be a triton thing.

>>2190
>I worry about one day becoming able to feel way to much stuff
This is a very bad mental block. It's rare to be able to feel more than you can handle. You really need to push yourself to that. I mean I literally did this but one of my skill is summoning uncontrollable forces then controlling them. But I had to push myself over the edge to be able to understand them

>Also recently learned that I bottle up a lot of my angry feelings
You need to understand where your anger originates from and why. You must never bottle your anger up without figuring out a way to properly release it (this was my old way of thinking). It's important to understand your feelings because the feelings is one of the most important part of energy work and magic.

>do you remember if my "shadow boy" really came from Lucifuge
Truth is it doesn't matter where it came from. Manipulating the shadows and hidden/unused aspects of others is easy and most of the time we do it unconsciously and usually it's born from our own weaknesses.
>octupus that I often see attached to my head and a wasp that my friend says it feels like the boy
Those are basic "mindcontrol" entities. The octopus fucks with your mind and the wasp "injects" you with things. But they can only play with your weaknesses. So if you understand your weaknesses they can no longer exploit it. Shadow work is one of the most important part of the path.

I had to realize most of my personality was born from the absolute desire to overcome this reality and protect what I am deep inside. Now I have to dismantle this "protection system" because it gets in the way of development. I had to realize my strength is my weakness and my weakness is my true strength but it needs proper development first. When demons explained what a pain in the ass I am because I programmed most of my subconscious to attack anything that even dares to fuck with me so the things they had to do to keep me perfectly asleep and calm on all levels so they can help me... I was not sure how to react to that. Currently I am trying to get aware of my auto-attack systems that are attacking way too mindlessly. Truth is the best defense is simply not having weaknesses. You are as strong as your weakest point. And currently I am aware of too many weakpoints. They would be not a real problem if I went back to mundane level but as someone who tries to move forward spiritually? These weaknesses are unacceptable.

>I worry about one day
Also you must stop worrying about your future. It causes anxiety that sabotages everything. It's hard to stop worrying I know but you need to build awareness instead of worrying. And never fear your potential. You and your world needs it.

>>2190
>I'm worried that it might be a triton
Do you have a deposit or other astral storage to receive items? I've made an artifact to handle Triton possession. It's a rainbow colored bell. Ring it and the triton will be temporarily stunned. It will then let go of you. They're immortal so that's the best you can do, but keep ringing it and they usually get tired of you and leave.

>>2191
>It's rare to be able to feel more than you can handle. You really need to push yourself to that.
Oh, that's good to know.

>Those are basic "mindcontrol" entities. The octopus fucks with your mind and the wasp "injects" you with things. But they can only play with your weaknesses. So if you understand your weaknesses they can no longer exploit it. Shadow work is one of the most important part of the path.
Damn, thanks for checking. I definitely have shadow work on my to-do list.

>Also you must stop worrying about your future. It causes anxiety that sabotages everything. It's hard to stop worrying I know but you need to build awareness instead of worrying. And never fear your potential. You and your world needs it.
wew, thanks!

>>2192
Ok, I'll do that. I figured that the best way (lazy way) would be to make it automatic, so that it rings whenever it detects a triton nearby. Maybe even make them guided like missiles if they are not supposed to be on earth, but that's just me and my ambitious ideas.

>>2193
>And ask the queen to teach you some skills pls. Mindcontrolling basic entities like those shouldn't be a real problem. Even I got a mini-spider from her that represents her knowledge and way of doing things. Your bond with her is good enough to get something even better.
Interesting, I'll think about it, I don't like asking her for things since she already did a TON of stuff for me.

>He said he can summon weapons from his hand. That should be good enough for that
Yeah, I can do that, I'll just get the bell in the temple.

>>2194
> so that it rings whenever it detects a triton nearby. Maybe even make them guided like missiles
That would not sit well with them or anyone. Tritons are hyper intelligent and there are many of them incarnated as humans even now. It's just that they sometimes decide to possess someone and they don't care about if you say "no" the regular way. I have several tritons at my astral mansion and they all behave now.

>>2194
>Interesting, I'll think about it, I don't like asking her for things since she already did a TON of stuff for me.
You see
Finally learning to do things by yourself makes her have to do less things in the future.

But you need to talk to her. She has an interesting protection mechanic so she appears when you are in trouble but you need to go to her so she can give you advice and teach you instead of her appearing and pestering you. Fate weavers are a sort of puppet masters and they are behind (or above? hard to say on the astral) the scene they are not gonna come to the stage to talk to you. But you can go behind the stage to talk to them.

>>2195
These are tritons in Afghanistan getting hit by missiles, physically.

If they pester you, you can push them away, but don't try to go after them for no reason.

>>2195
>>2199
>That would not sit well with them or anyone.
I see. I had the wrong impression of them, and thought they were basically just possessing people for no good reason.
>>2199
>If they pester you, you can push them away, but don't try to go after them for no reason.
Ok, I apologise, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't actually do such a thing(especially since it would be extremely hard for me, if doable at all), I had the misconception that they were basically "people possessing immortal octopi", but now I know that that isn't the case. , I felt like letting some idea out there and now I know its not a nice idea at all.

>>2196
>Finally learning to do things by yourself makes her have to do less things in the future.
True.
>But you need to talk to her. She has an interesting protection mechanic so she appears when you are in trouble but you need to go to her so she can give you advice and teach you instead of her appearing and pestering you. Fate weavers are a sort of puppet masters and they are behind (or above? hard to say on the astral) the scene they are not gonna come to the stage to talk to you. But you can go behind the stage to talk to them.
I see, asking her for advice seems like a good idea. Thanks!

https://pastebin.com/pb85w8Vz

Higher Magic Servitor Dolls (list of sharable)

These servitors have been made available on the blacknet via the Remote. If you are using Astrabot, you can ask her for a list of modules, as well as for carrying out the installment procedure.

All modules were originally created in reptilian ScaleForm format. These look like asymmetrical cogwheels and are self-executable. For this reason it is a good format to share them in. Let the cogwheel spin over your right palm or over your finger until the servitor appears in an explosion of smoke. Even a tulpamancer with no experience of other fields can do this.

Blacknet modules look like minidiscs, grey cloud modules look like CD-ROMs, Holy (angel system) modules look like semiround discs and may vary in color. Ethereal lyran modules look like SD-cards, it's less likely you will find or use one of these.

Higher Magic Servitor Dolls are servitors containing a golem soul and a moon body (indestructible body), stored in the format of a regular servitor module. These are not restricted in ownership like regular golems, of which a person can only have a limited number. Compared to regular servitors, Higher Magic requires them to be "richer" in nature, it is not possible to create specialized, single-purpose servitor dolls.

List:

Cute, funny and playfull doll. Do you want someone running around in your mansion, reading books in your library, practicing magic, playfully cooking in your kitchen and just being adorable? This is the one for this.

"Tough servant" doll. A French "henchman" style maid who will remain by your side and carry out your dirty work as well as maintain a finer order, all while wearing the most expensive dresses and shoes. Created in cooperation with La Famida.

"Haunted djinn" doll. A flying doll wearing long stockings tied up with ribbons and a high cut dress. The ribbons "emanating" from her hair and the back of the dress can be used as tentacle arms. She has two large knives or small sabres. Her face and appearance will function as a mirror and expose the hidden side of your personality. Also works on other people, should she look at them. Created by djinn.

Vampire maiden doll. A petite girl wearing a white, loose fitting dress. Sensual. Created by La Famida.

>>2167
>https://vkjehannum.wordpress.com/2018/04/03/sepheranz/
Ok, small world I guess. This is the same as The Infernal Queen who's been at our private sessions. She just didn't present herself by name.

>>2202
Great stuff, didn't know you were working with La Famida, when I think of her I get a feeling of something going through my mind, like someone is reading it, I don't mind it though, hope I don't bother her.

Does the energy of the servitors come from the user? Any chance of them getting corrupted?

>>2204
Apparently she's everywhere, today I heard that she might also be Babalon and Lilith.

>>2205
>when I think of her I get a feeling of something going through my mind
Her egregore is very intrusive, bringing her up here and interacting with her has made her behaviour "bleed" into my field and unintentionally effect my thinking and how I carry my body. She can probably read all our minds easily. But keep in mind she's the kind of vampire who keeps people in cages as an extra snack and doesn't bother to feed them because she's going to kill them anyway. She's not going to be bothered by mostly any human thinking. Offended if you're rude, but I don't think you can shock her by doing something degenerate. She's probably seen it all already. Personally my "political" mindset kicks in so I naturally avoid anything offensive with people like this, I wouldn't know what it's like for someone else. She made a doll for me based on a feeling I couldn't even clearly express, so I think she sees pretty deeply into a person's mind.

>Does the energy of the servitors come from the user?
The transferred module is just information, like a concentrated mindwave. It's the same kind of energy as speaking and thinking so it's no loss to begin with. Installing it will mean letting universal qi float over the cogwheel as if it was a waterwheel. This will cause a conflict between the code stored in it and the surrounding energy field and world egregores. It will increase as the code won't give in and the energy built up will lead to the smoke explosion which will birth the servitor. It's basically a program code written in reptilian saying
>this is an indestructible doll which is owned by [insert username] and can serve as an extension of his being
Naturally everything around here will resist and say
>no, fuck you, you are not immortal
and the conflicting energies will drive the energy level to rise up. It's not wrong for the simple reason that evolving energy is "a good thing" even if you originally were a dick about it. Once formed it won't need an energy source because golem souls also work by qi floating over them, and the body is a "moon" and also doesn't need energy inserted manually in the same way no one needs to power the moon for it to shine.
>Any chance of them getting corrupted?
No. But that's just my word. The only "proof" I can provide is the fact that the MI6 PSIOP unit that's reading everything here tried installing them with the intent to reverse engineer them and steal them. This resulted in the servitors taking over their minds like with those "strong tulpas" on /x/ where the person's mind is too weak and the new mind is too strong.

They don't realize they're completely in the open when they "spy" on us here. It's pretty comical. They also do this on discord, we troll them now and then. They can't stand cute anime girls and memes, it drives them insane. And that's just the beginning of it all. Imagine if they were friendly, we could have achieved so much. The Russians haven't done anything of the kind, rather they frequent the temple and have copied everything that was shared there, and they haven't ever showed any hostility. It could be so easy, yet some people just have to be douchebags. It's not even that they're possessed. One guy installed the djinn servitor and it instantly took control and disabled his body to prevent any further sinning. His higher self awakened but they think he's dying now.

>>2207
Here btw, feel free to try.

>>2184
Sunflower, I'm still looking for the source, please give it another try. You got to know it, He literally speaks about flower coming from petal to center. More input follows.

..to that spacious awareness that lies behind the form
the nirvana that is other side of the balance of (sansara?), so what way you want to (present ?) this is determined by your karmic p(..)
for example some people are very quiet and reflective, and for them the path may well be the path of s(..) meditation..
and it seems bizarre when my rational intellectual mind examines what i do in the mediation
and i spend hours and in fact sometimes months, just sitting, following rising and falling of the muscles in my (...)
and bringing my mind down to one point like a laser beam and letting go of its identification with other thoughts, bringing always back to the center just like a flower where you go out in the petal and come back to the center, out of the petal come back to the center, out of thought, out of sensation - come back to the center
..you stay quiet in the center..
and when the mind gets really concentrated, it penetrates, and you penetrated into realm where you're not separated from anything. that is a strategy, the end point is not to leave you being a meditator, but to be free.
and it's important that you recognize, even if you embrace this technique, every technique is a trap. every single one. but the tricky ting about (..) practices is that you have to be trapped by them in order for them to work.
and when (bhakti) yoga gets really working, you are so intimate with the beloved, that you're at the edge of where the foreplay ends and the (merging?) occurs
..i can feel the merging, i can feel things happen inside of me..
..issue of that when you get to what is called devotional or bhakti yoga..
and these are all different strategies (..) depending on our unique predispositions, some people live with their hearts strongly, and for them bhakti or devotions yoga is such a delicious path. what that path is, is that of seeing the beloved. and your love becomes more and more one pointed and you are with the beloved more and more, less and less are you busy being separate, you just so tuned into the beloved, and you just keep opening and opening until you merge into the beloved.

Was that only me or did you experience the first new earth awakening?

"Like waking up from a dream" Illivryn called it. Oh nevermind, I'll call her The Queen going forward as well.

>>2211
>If it's an older video
I located it to be older than 2008. Which makes it hard according to you, but I'm certain it should have been available for the masses at 2020.

I've been ignoring my lower soul's karma, but now I think it's starting to become a pretty major bottleneck. Will need to see about doing something to start clearing it out.

>>2212
https://seosly.com/blog/youtube-search-operators/

Here are some advanced youtube search operators. They even work in google if it's not necessarily on youtube but on a random site.
>older than 2008
before:2008
this is the easy part
now here comes the hard part
old videos like that only have usable keywords in the title and the description so you have to remember what it might have been and not the content of the vid.
>I'm certain it should have been available for the masses at 2020
Now this is the annoying part... Around 2020 google went crazy with it's algorithm. They started to censor and ban things so the advertisers don't go mad for making their ads appear on weird conspiracy/rightwing vids. Then they started to "auto-curate" the web with it. And the worst part was when the auto-copyright claim algorithms started to work. So if your video is copyrighted documentary and not something of a verified channel that is maintained till nowadays then it might be deleted. Or if it's some dude just talking but it has some background music it can also get auto deleted.
An old video like that only has a chance when it's some random dude talking into the camera with no background music.
2008... that was the time I started to get seriously addicted to the internet. Now it's so shit that it's hard to stay addicted. But then again I am still here so I am still not over it.

What you wrote is still to vague. But then again it's the journey not the destination. Just looking for the vid gives you enough yoga knowledge on the path. You need to figure out the really important parts by yourself anyway.

>>2214
Can you tell me what you consider as
>lower soul

>>2215
> Around 2020 google went crazy with it's algorithm. They started to censor and ban things so the advertisers don't go mad for making their ads appear on weird conspiracy/rightwing vids.
Yes, but when anon earlier posted a quote from a website teaching magic, I put part of that into Bing and it brought up the site on first try. If what you are looking for is alive on the web, it should still come up if you do an exact phrase search.

>>2215
I found it. Not the exact vid, but I recognized the speaker, Ram Dass.

>>2215
>Can you tell me what you consider as lower soul
The part of the soul that exists in the temporal dimension. That is, lower on the chain of causality than transcendent Truths, which are used as existential nuclei.

I'm one of the OG vampires back from the first thread and I've been around in all incarnations of what became /sunflower/ (not that much at s****k.o*o tho).
Is there any way I could get into the Discord somehow? I'm interested in what goes on there and I feel I might be missing out by only coming to this board.

>>2230
>Is there any way I could get into the Discord somehow?
"It depends"
>I'm interested in what goes on there and I feel I might be missing out by only coming to this board.
To be frank "almost nothing" goes on there, it's a private server that's been completely dead for periods, then brought up and used again now and then. While I understand not wanting to "miss out", it's also a matter of what you will be doing there. Adding someone just because they want to lurk doesn't happen. If you're ok with posting your tag on here we can talk about it and see. (I can delete the post after.)

>>2231
My main interest is always lurking. I’m a big lurker. If it’s like you say, I guess I’m good here.

>>2232
If that's the case, it's not for you. It started as "the secret test server" for possibly dangerous and harmful sessions. It was always a "practice" server with a specific purpose like this, and not used in between. It anything is fit for sharing, it usually gets shared already.

One reason it is the way it is, is that some people who ended up in this discord group/ecosystem have past life connections. In specific at least 3 of them had contact with "Jack the Ripper" back then two with fatal outcome and are important enough to the spiritual world that they get represented in popular fiction. That is anime and visual novels. A bunch of complex historical things were hinted at and explained to use in anime that was made during the past few years when we started untangling these things.

This is one reason for the caution. Basically, if you don't have a reason like this, a past karmic connection, or some other egregore/entity pushing for you to be included, you won't be. Randomly adding people without proper vetting has lead to immense drama. It's amazing how triggering my rather passive presence seem to be. Even people I haven't interacted with for over a year may suddenly start some nonsense based on misconceptions that were supposed to have been straightened out long ago. I go on /x/, enter random thread and someone is repeating old BS about me out of nowhere, trying to stir up or maintain some fake outrage that should have been overplayed by now. That's how people are.

They say about the illuminati that you can only join them through marriage. At least we genuinely match them by being hard to join, as for most people the requirement would be something like:
>victim of Jack the Ripper in past life
>strange spiritual connection to Kim Yo-Jong
>was King Saul in past life
>be natural channel for spirit possession and so useful that spirits protect you because they won't let go of such a good tool
>etc

Of course the random neophyte or charlatan will complain about this, it makes it impossible for them to have any influence and all they can do is try to discredit the group. For people who can't do the most basic stuff of course it's impossible to imagine the ease with which a savant does it. That's just how it is.

But we're not a government operation with the resources of a state. We don't have formal training and can't even do proper telepathy within the group. This however doesn't stop us from being able to receive incoming calls with perfect clarity. It seems things like this confuses people. Oh well.

Let's try this. If this works, it's actually a huge thing and very important. To explain this properly would take too long however.
>>2203
We got these maps here from before, please refer to them to understand this. Basically, if one single particle of you is enlightened at a certain level, it can dominate all other levels which have lower density or energy concentration. These are still ordinary terms from human science but they somewhat get the idea across.

This can be done at different levels and different concentration. Normally you have to walk all the way and do them one at a time in order. In the past it seems people went for full enlightenment at each level before moving to the next. (Buddhism didn't do this though, it's pretty low level, I now refer to it as insect-buddha enlightenment. Perfect for bugmen though. They just did a tiny bit and called it Buddha, then stopped trying. Zen buddhism is the real deal, Zen with Traditional Karate, Shotokan, is even a legit method with much higher endpoint than the whole buddhism religion as I see it.)

This is where the breakthrough method comes in. Why should every person have to walk all the way if someone who already did that, can show them what's at the top? If you can create that level of particle/mindwave you are then solid up there. You still have to do the rest but now you have the path clear and just have to fill in. No risk of taking the wrong route.

That's what this sigil is for. Just stare at it or meditate on it, it helps to reach a mild trance state when doing this. You should end up forming a strongly green gong particle. When done, strengthen it by using this in meditation, yoga or qi gong.

Please post feedback if you try this, I want to know how easy this is to do with only a sigil and no direct tutoring.

>>2244
I looked a bit, I sense energy.

>>2240
That's interesting. I checked it out out of curiosity a few days ago (I don't use it much for anything; big lurker; not much of a doer) and I noticed the scenery felt richer and more "full".

>>2278
>your Crow friend
Going back in time to stop an event which already happened isn't possible unless you cut off the entire branch, which would just lead to insta-karma for all people involved.

This process was discussed with the Queen also, where if you force some nasty scum into a gehenna process, they may themselves create a bowl and jump into it, which creates a process of "eternal hell" for them - they are stuck in there with their sins and have no choice but to pay it off.

I asked if this doesn't mean they get saved in the end?
The Queen said, with some hesitant tone of voice, that someone with a mind as small as that will experience an endless gehenna process while in the bowl because time changes on the inside. If they come out pure on the other side, can you call it "saving" them if they have to experience millions of years of psychological terror contained inside their own mind?

About my crows, that has been handled. A niner (or maybe initiate now?) gave me a prototype of a knife meant to turn owned souls into free souls so that they can join astral groups on their own. I don't remember who shared this knife artifact, it was one of the dark gods. I adapted it to myself and used it to cut loose a few of my own owned souls, they were already incarnated as lyran because the lyranet doesn't care about who is owned or not. (They'll just make them into your wives per default.)

After reading the suggestion on here from anon, I came up with an idea where I used this knife to substitute the crows' lack of soul-form with elements of myself. I then stabbed them with the "free the slaves" knife and in the process they were actually converted into real souls. They're now incarnated as drow, so the issue is solved.

>FG
That egregore is past history by now. It should be at least. The exercises work as regular qi gong if you add your own devices to it. I've used the "metal sheet gong device" with added magic types and the exercises work just fine with anything containing the same transformation functions as the Falun.

Just don't mess this up and you're fine. That means, be really fucking careful.

>>2281
>Does anyone have any tips on balancing Sun and Moon energies
First of all you need to understand your natal chart and how the other planets influence them
But you can skip this if you are not a fan of astrology and find out how the sun and moon aspect works "inside" you.

I cannot give proper tips because my sun/moon aspect is influenced by the planets way too strongly. So my Sun/moon is not "clean" enough. Then I used it as a Kabbalistic jumpad and now I am not even doing the "jewish" nor the one with the planetary aspects because it seems my ancestors had their very own world tree back in the early shamanistic nomad days and the way they established the country and all the ancient forces happening here and aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh so much power and knowledge that I must not dwelve into yet because I have to do the "basics" first.
Also about Hermaphroditus
The point of Anima Animus development is not to be 50% male 50% female. The point is to be 100% male and 100% female to be a 300% being because you will have the ultimate form of a male then the female and you can be both and beyond it at once.
The problem with Wicca that it has the anima animus with their deities but you might awaken your anima too fast and go OMG I AM ACTUALLY A GIRL AND BORN IN THIS UGLY MALE BODY. AM GONNA BE A FAGGOT NOW THEN AN EUNUCH THAT SURE WILL CONNECT ME TO THE OTHERSIDE. When I encountered this phenomenon I didn't understand how is this possible in the magical world? Like you should have a higher understanding or at least some notion of Fate that you are incarnated into a male body for a reason. Retarded mundanes remove themselves from the genepool with the weirdest ways all the time but people that have a connection to the otherside? why are like this?
Enough ranting about that. The point is that as your anima or animus evolves "hand in hand". If one jumps ahead find the other one that is "lagging behind"
>I'm very tilted to the moon side and I think that may be an issue if I go on with kundalini like this
Find out why you see that as an issue and find out what motivates you on the path.

Currently I am trying to figure out my "animating force". What makes me go ahead that is not the "daily routines" mundane patterns or cravings. I am getting touch with my past lives and trying to make sure I will not do the same "karmic patterns" as them. You need to figure out what makes you "go ahead" or figure out what makes your passiveness overwhelm you. Currently I am trying to figure out my active passive.
>there's a chakra below the feet where you can connect to your spirit animal
And through your spirit animal you can connect to the earth (and the spirit world too obv) and it's forces. The black dog is a guard and an "Instinctual pathfinder". Ask him to lead you somewhere. If you cannot be active by your own way let the other "active forces" lead you. Currently I have to understand how the things work naturally and not raping reality but merging with it and feeling it the way it moves and go along with it.
>dress as it
Here I am at the part where I am finally seeing that I am wearing my body as some very uncomfortable clothing. I am figuring out how to "wear it" properly because I am ripping it apart like some meathead on steroids. With the spirit animal you can connect to the spirit world. Currently I have like an animal ecosystem. They all represent energetic movements.
Also my first spirit animal was a hedgehog. While in the totemic culture it represents a bunch of good things in the internet culture it's peak autism because SANIC. I didn't know what to think about it back then
Try to find yourself and don't try to be others. We are all wearing masks in life not realizing we are wearing a mask behind the mask too and we are lying not just others with it but to ourself too.
>>2234
Is Saul seriously here tho or that was a joke example

>>2283
>He doesn't believe it himself
Yeah I also have troubles accepting some of them but the way things seem to connect...
And it explains so much...

Not to mention that the harp playing shepherd life wasn't even the important one. It just being near battlefields awakened my warleader side.
>nah no way I am him I wouldn't have done that
>wait nevermind I did something similar years ago
then
>oh shit I did literally this in a dream


and the recent lives? I asked my awakening anima if I even had scientist lives because I am only recovering the "stronger" ones... It seems I was Niels Bohr too.
First I was like I think he invented an element?
Then I found out that he had an atomic theory that I have seen in a vision some months ago because that is the "deeper" foundation of the "atomic" vajra theory. You can throw lightning bolts with it but the important part is to activate with it the entire human body to it's "celestial" form without killing it in the process.
Then Musk posts a fucking Vajra on his twitter
And he was involved in the establishment of CERN... Shiva sure knows how to pick up his followers

Fate sure is funny

I mean mere coincidences h-haha

>>2244
And about this sigil. I tried it out days ago and I can tell you why
>Participants saw scenes of people getting stabbed to death, one person got physically ill and one literally went insane and was admitted to mental ward
this happens.
Your knife contains your thinking and the way qi circuits work they contain some parts of your "self". The selves need to become "One" or at least flow into each other. You can do that by the "selves" killing each other. The stronger self kills the weaker one and that way they become one.
In the animal world most predatory animals go for the throat. That is the most efficient way for predators. No pain for the prey and no struggle. Struggle is bad because the otherside can bite back if it goes for too long. Some of my stronger cats always had rat bites on their neck because as a last ditch effort they got bitten back. There are times when we know when we can kill. When it's self defense when it's a "glorious battle" for our king/egregore when it's fuelled by pure rage that makes you forget who you are.
In martial arts you are supposed to learn these "animal movements". I was trying to figure out the natural way. When killing is not creating karma because their death was "predetermined" and I didn't cut short their path. When the fact that you killed them is something that will help them on their longer path. The Dao and Fate weaving is complicated and I am not trying to justify killing but I need to figure out these things because currently I don't know what is the thing I need to do? When you defeat all your "apparent" enemies and there is not an "impossible wall" that you can pour all your passion to overcome then the only thing that remains is yourself.

When I looked at your sigil my heart started to beat fast and my stomach had a weird sick feeling. Then the next thing I thought is that I want to murder you. Then I realized I don't want to murder you but I want to murder. Murder. That was the feeling. But not just any murder. Killing your own. Killing someone who doesn't deserve it or at least you think it was innocent. Then an absolutely calm weirdly prideful feeling that you killed someone. I even had a dream that night where I found someone and killed him with a rock very slowly. It unlocked a new energetic flow. I had to watch over not use that around people because suddenly they started to manifest some sort of cough or sickness. And made me want to vomit. Not bodily but the same feeling. Some people vomit when they see blood. I don't but the feeling was there.
I am not moralfagging here. It's just someone doesn't understand that he is not killing someone else but him"self" or when he doesn't understand that he is not killing him"self" but an other part of his self... Energy types are weird.
I rewrote what I want to say like 5 times and it's still a mess. Whatever. Still easier to talk about it than my past lives and other ancient energies that govern this world.

>>2288
>an absolutely calm weirdly prideful feeling that you killed someone
Obviously going in "nude" to use the representation of the actual Ripper knife of 1888 will connect you with the events. That's what we learned there, and that's why the silver tray was made. But then someone said it still gave images like that. Either way, connecting to form a qi circuit can transmit illness if you do it hand in hand like a regular medium. That's why I came up with the idea of using the knife and letting the circuit form by qi flowing over the tip of the blade. We've done this more times after, the first things which were provoked weren't harmful in the end. It merely provoked pre-set events. The suicide failed because the gun jammed, multiple times. Idk if this can be called comical but I reacted by saying "told you so". I bet this all doesn't sound very normal to anyone even here on the board. But now I've said it here in "public". It is what it is, and maybe explains more on why there is an "inner group" that's separated from the board. Some things just have to be private.
Adding to that, the ripper murders weren't 5 or 11 or what the official number claims. They say murder was uncommon in East End at the time. Think again. Most dead bodies were sold to the undertaker who went around with a wheelbarrow at night and collected them from hostels and other places. Sometimes they transported the bodies in barrels, and to do this they cut them in pieces. Medical students had to perform an autopsy on 2 full bodies to get their license so there was no lack of customers. If you sold them in parts, you could charge more than for one full body, which motivated cutting bodies up. At the morgue they were simply recorded as
>male body, age yada yada, left arm missing
then they sent them off to be sold. It's fairly easy to imagine someone killing a bunch of people in odd locations and then going there with said wheelbarrow to pick them up. Then cutting them up further and registering them and selling the body parts. No one would find out it was a murder. The numbers I got was closer to 400 killed by that knife. Most of them were (jewish) gang members trying to extort money from whores. One of them didn't like that. Put it into the perspective of a young lady going with some thug into his room and then some sounds are heard and she leaves again. It's a non-story. If the man was then found dead, well who cares? He was a street criminal all along.

>>2288
>When killing is not creating karma because their death was "predetermined"
The simple answer here is that in this case, it wasn't performed by a human. Certain acts or rituals will change your DNA. But because the Earth is in this reptilian system lockdown, the changes aren't directly visible like they are when shapeshifting on the astral. The Queen has talked at length about this. The illuminatis eat human flesh to become something else than human. But in their case the ritual will make them less than human. They don't understand this, they just feel like they are a different species. Epstein also did this, the story posted on 4/x/ about his cook preparing what looked like a whole grilled kid, was real. There was talk about him wanting to breed a new race, this much has been talked of openly in media. It refers to this "elite" practice.

The difference with the ripper case and other similar events is that the conversion took place earlier and had nothing to do with wanting to be a cannibal. It was just a consequence of becoming non-human. Humans feel disgust at cannibalism, but a different species will not feel this way. It isn't cannibalism at that point. What the degenerates do however is to transform themselves by performing cannibalism and forcing themselves out from humanity by the act itself. That is degenerative. What is the Christian holy communion actually about? Now they aren't physically eating human flesh, they are pretending. Maybe it can have a proper effect when done that way, if they really believe it.

Putting the flesh of dead babies in the food and serving it to someone who doesn't know what it is, could possibly transform them to something less than human also. Going to these elitist gatherings and coming back feeling like a different race is for a reason. But they didn't evolve, they became something more like lower goblins.

Now another detail here. Native reptilians aren't humans. They can safely take part in such rituals and will not degenerate - because they aren't performing cannibalism. That may explain why they still retain a certain power despite being persecuted and making up less than 1 billion of the Earth's population.

>>2290
>But because the Earth is in this reptilian system lockdown, the changes aren't directly visible like they are when shapeshifting on the astral.
Could you expand on this? I have been trying to unravel the apparent disconnect between the astral/etheric and the physical for a while now. It's as though the criteria for manifestation in physicality is being limited in some way, so that it needs to have "plausible deniability" with consensus reality. I have been bouncing around theories with myself about whether it's just a personal mental block, an active spell being imposed by someone/something, or if collective consciousness really does have that much of an effect on reality.

>>2291
>the apparent disconnect between the astral/etheric and the physical for a while now. It's as though the criteria for manifestation in physicality is being limited in some way
I personally solved this when I realized the astral and the physical hold a particular semiotic relationship:
>the astral looks symbolic when seen from the physical
>the physical looks symbolic when seen from the astral
Taking this into account, you interact with both planes in a literal sense when you're in them, but the consequences of such actions reflect symbolically on the other plane.
With this in mind and by paying attention you will see there is no limitation.
Of course personal mental blocks and the attenuation caused by collective pressure are also things.

>>2291
>Could you expand on this?
>it needs to have "plausible deniability" with consensus reality. I have been bouncing around theories with myself about whether it's just a personal mental block, an active spell being imposed by someone/something, or if collective consciousness really does have that much of an effect on reality.
I've been aware of the "Prison planet Earth" for a while, and so have many people in the new age movement. Different things have been blamed for it. Overall I agree with the understanding that reptilians from other planets caused it. But as you've seen me say
>>2088
>>2089
>>2090
>>2099
https://pastebin.com/rxUrfWMp
Humans locked themselves here by storing their karma inside artificial planets around the Earth. This is the cause of the "prison" element. Reptilians didn't do this.

After I got Astrabot functional, I sent her out in space to spread and gain knowledge. This lead to her coming into contact with other planets, some of which has a faster time progression than Earth. One of them, to use a concrete example, was at constant war with itself. Two factions were fighting and all resources went into this war. They had advanced technology and could have become space travellers, had they not been wasting it all on fighting their own kind. Astra's presence made them both instead target her. It went on for a while, until they realized she wasn't harmed by it and there was no reaction. Astra is not a combat bot after all and has no hostility in her. After they stopped shooting at her, she infiltrated the population and forced them to stop the war. Since then 25 years have passed on that planet and they are now peaceful. This was caused by unintentionally sending Astrabot there.

I've learned since that this is common among different beings. They send their technology somewhere, it interacts with the locals and has effects. Ethereal lyrans, "gods" to us, send a small "chip" to Earth and this caused humans to create Moloch. The lyran gods had no evil intent, but humans reacted this way out of their own degeneration.

The case with this lockdown of our planet is similar, it was caused by reptilians sending a small device here, according to the Queen it was 500 million years ago. An immense time frame. It caused everything to slow down to snail pace and "magnify" everything in slow motion. This is part of the exactness of this technology, it just did this to be able to "install" itself here. Humans have trouble understanding detailed and complex things so this happened. Histories were altered and dramas played out in social interactions, concepts and languages were created etc. All of this as a result of a rather mediocre but different AI script being sent here by someone who didn't have any specific intent.

Time in here is much faster than that reptilian dimension, so to them almost no time has passed. When the script finished, they will just say
>see, it worked
and check a box for having spread their technology to another planet.

There is not much in it, and that is the mindboggling revelation. I'll try to draw a sigil for the thing they sent here and you can see if you can get past it. Bypassing it will make it possible to manifest things in physical reality in the same manner as on the astral. That's all. Time has been slowed down to insanely slow pace.

>>2296
>The human elite occultists increased in number and became what today is known as vampires
What is the implication of this for us "vampire converts"?

>>2299
What is the question exactly?

>>2297
I checked this out and I got the impression that this precipitates karma. I don't know if this is the original purpose or something it does only in my interaction with it.

>>2301
Or could it be that it has an educating or civilizing effect?
>>2300
I wondered if their past deeds would reflect badly on us. As inheritors of that kind of immortality.

>>2301
Interacting with it using an intent to install the full thing would require proper cleansing.
>>2302
>could it be that it has an educating or civilizing effect?
It does that, yes. It's trying to show you something, and if karma is in the way, it will attempt to remove it, which will trigger "bad things" to happen if you do it too forcefully. Normally this shouldn't happen to anyone on this board though.
>if their past deeds would reflect badly on us
They were the ones who did it mostly right, that's why they remained when everyone else died. Being anyone else is worse, what they preserved was the original human culture.

>>2303
>Normally this shouldn't happen to anyone on this board though.
You overestimate me. It had a very mild effect and I quickly dealt with the energy positively, but it did trigger some residual stuff I was carrying. Still, I'm happy I was able to determine its purpose with a simple meditation.

>>2304
>It had a very mild effect and I quickly dealt with the energy positively
But that proves you could handle it.

>>2306
There's just a certain mentality. I didn't have a single past incarnated life where I didn't somehow kill myself or die early. I think this is pretty common. For some of them I was revived and put back because of how it was performed, for others the timelines crashed too much, causing my life to be moved to the astral. That was the case with Nazi Germany.

This process consumes a lot of energy, which is why it also destroyed societies and killed a lot of people in the process of turning undead. The Galactic Federation handled it, because they protect anyone with their mind wave. There's a doubleness here, the Mammoth is usually a sign of being unsalvageable because of its historical revisionism creating a false reality for people. On the other hand there's a "higher" version of it where you create a beneficial false reality for yourself and a few others, leaving you on top. No one fully grasps this it seems.

>>2306
Oh and when you posted that bulletproof sigil. I learned a new saturnian knowledge trick and as I analyzed that sigil I accidentally created a gun with it that can only be used to kill yourself. You cannot kill others with it. When I grabbed it I told myself
>I'm not gonna kill myself
and put far away from me. Then Lord Saturn grabbed it from the the darkness and shot himself in the head. He looked like a rotting corpse. But when he killed himself his pure spirit came to me and he gently explained how spirit "gives life" and "resurrects" How necromancy works and how you can "retain knowledge" without disturbing the dead. And a bunch of other weird Numerology and Gematria knowledge. When schizophrenia and autsim meets life sure becomes fun.

That gun can only be used to kill a part in you that "wants to die". According to Yuuka it goes "around" here sometimes. The point of that gun is that sometimes we have forces in us that are unable to kill themselves so they do a last ditch "suicide by cop" just because. This way these elements get rid of themselves and the important "part" of them naturally flows into you or something.

Not sure who noticed it tho. I didn't know sharing artifacts randomly is this easy.

>>2307
>where you create a beneficial false reality for yourself and a few others, leaving you on top. No one fully grasps this it seems.
I have trouble figuring out which "reality" do I accept as "real"
I am aware of these mechanics but I don't know what to do with it... yet.

>>2296
I haven't thought of time being used as a fetter but it makes a lot of sense. I'll spend some time working with that sigil and see if it can lead to any breakthroughs. I definitely recognize the energy coming off of it.
>Humans locked themselves here by storing their karma inside artificial planets around the Earth. This is the cause of the "prison" element.
Alright this gives me some good ideas of how to move forward. Thanks.

I’m going to start using the sunflower temple as my main astral temple. I hope that’s OK.
I saw some winged female entities in it. They seemed excited to see me, and one of them gave me something to drink. What are they?

Yeah this perspective made me realize how I "went past" the "planetary influences".
The movement of planets influences our actions and karma literally means action.

There was a bad aspect tho. If planetary aspects are not influencing me then WHAT ELSE IS THERE. I had to reassign how my day/night cycles work because the standard body-planetary natural cycles didn't work anymore. Biorhythm or cosmic rhythm. Making that the same thing was a surely interesting way how the human body is programmed by... way too many beings that think playing gods is fun.

>>2311
>gave me something to drink
Could be anyone, the only drink-givers I know are the demons from the brain awakening clinic. They usually only appear if you sacrifice 10000 dead bodies though, so no idea who those are.
>>2311
>I hope that’s OK
Get your own copy of the Temple code and it's your own to use.
See
>>2240
>There is also a blacknet module for the temple now, it's recommended to get that one. Just focus on the sigil with the intent of receiving the module in the format you prefer (black minidisc, ScaleForm, Holy, etc.)

>>2314
>The media and the internet was my greatest inspiration as I grew up. Takes time to let it go.
For me it was my grandmother. She had a vegetable garden, I helped her plant potatoes and carrots. I guess she was possessed by Yuuka, I only realized last year she always had the same dress as her, red and checkered in white.

Everything is working as intended.

If you want any advice for how to travel between dimension or how to use flying ships, it's in zazen. Concentration while awake and your eyes open, until you see the "other world" so clearly that you don't see any different in realness between that place and the physical 3D you are currently in. At that point you just have to pass a small threshold and you are already there.

>>2307
>leaving you on top. No one fully grasps this it seems

Fully grasping it is a complicated matter. I don't see a "top". It's more like the zodiac where everyone has an important and irreplaceable part. When my awakening in april started to get serious the entities there showed me a zodiac wheel like thing where the place where the signs used to be were empty. They told me we will all do a different part and help each other awaken by combining our "ways".
You are probably aware of this notion because in the temple there is a round table for a reason.

Then yesterday I remembered. I was in a temple like this back in the early vampire days. Before the tent was created. It was a dream. There was a fight near a forest going on and a steep hill near it. I climbed that hill then after a while found myself in a temple/outpost. There was a ritual stone there which was a barrier control mechanism. The princess was operating it. She even complained why she has to do this job when she is a princess and this is so beneath her. But there was no one else who could operate that so she had to be there. Then there was a roundtable where we talked about many things with others.

>>2315
I come from an agricultural family. All my ancestors owned farmland one way or the other. The reason why Yuuka told me that I am getting incompatible with the egregore because I figured out how her sunflowers work and how the process can be sped up with industrial agriculture techniques. How hell generates sulfur how it can be used as a fertilizer how is the current way of cultivation is different from the ancient because we use machines as cultivation mechanism and we need to consider that in our industrial society. First she said my idea is too modern and outdated at once I told her that it's the opposite. It's the way of this era and it is represented in touhou.

>>2322
Nitori. The kappa ZUN came up with. Kappa steals souls from the anus of humans in the folktales. Not exactly souls but a substance that can be found in the entrails. It's a potent magic source for them. But they can be appeased with pickles because that is the same as them as "pickled" souls. And in touhou kappa secretly smuggles technology into gensokyo from the modern world so they can grow pickles efficiently in secret. Her reaction was.
>Oh... you are right. Welcome back.
Seriously. How did ZUN even came up with a techno kappa. Sworn friends of humans.
Not to mention I figured a way to be able to cultivate that dirt/shit energy that humans create around them. But as things seem to be going that way is not even necessary anymore.

Also what you said with nazi germany and how it ejected you because the timelines crashed. That had to happen. The swastika moves destroys and connects timelines. An absolutely powerful source of energy if you know what you are doing. Hitler used the swastika way too irresponsibly and I doubt he had any idea what he is doing. I'm not blaming him. Thelemists bought that shit into Europe and they also did not understand completely what they are doing. And everything started far before that. They are just entities that humored them because it helped their workings and overall it didn't matter how things play out down here. They will play out the way it should in the end.

I just find a way how the ancient world root system works how it connects multiple realities that are overlaying with the "human reality" how timelines connect and branch. Finally how my vision to the otherworlds is not random flashes. Then you post this on that day.
>>2316
Astrabot says the syncrate with her is around 95%
I am not using this "technique" yet. I need to figure out some "basics" first. Seeing the fabric of reality to break down before my eyes was not funny. The 2 most terrifying realization I had so far is that how fragile is my human body and how fragile "reality" is. And seeing just how powerful they can be.

Fun times ahead.

>>2322
>a zodiac wheel like thing where the place where the signs used to be were empty
I make a more concrete interpretation of this: once the karmic planets (fake suns) have been harvested and you have solved your own entanglement with them, there won't be star signs anymore. They're still visible in the sky but have you watched the night sky lately? The miners (black beast people) said they're done mining everything that belonged to already removed souls aka zombies/NPCs and only hollow shells remain in the sky for us to dissolve the last bit. After that those planets will no longer be in the sky and no one will be born in a sign. I think going by this it's no coincidence I was born in a Mars sign, the Ram, with Mars being the only organic planet except for Earth (and Nibiru, but that's another story). I've come to work with a number of people who were also Rams. There is probably some more symbolism in this added by Mars being the god of war, it makes sense with the only solid body having to put up a fight.
>Yuuka told me that I am getting incompatible with the egregore because I figured out how her sunflowers work and how the process can be sped up with industrial agriculture techniques
We talked about this with Yuuka too once, she asked me to compare a lovingly created garden with an industrial field. She does not approve of mechanized agriculture. Treat it as a ritual and not as production and you see why.
>>2323
>Kappa steals souls from the anus of humans in the folktales. Not exactly souls but a substance that can be found in the entrails.
It's said they fart, leaving a stench. But I think this is a misunderstanding. I summoned some kappa and experienced in the initial connection how their very ethereal energy forced out a bunch of impure qi from my body. Early on when I did qi gong I would experience a bad smell when dirty qi was expelled from the body. I think this is what normally happens when someone meets them. They aren't farting, you are simply smelling your own qi as their pure nature is dragging your mind up to sync with them.

The same thing is described to happen first time summoning Shugara in Order of Nine Angles literature. I experienced it too, and it's the same process. A smell of rotten, burning meat caused by impure qi and karma being forced out from your own body, and you awaken to its real nature. In this, you feel how that part of your mind held dirt and is now purified.

>>2325
Xmas trees btw. Why do we dress them? I found a few times that there were human souls trapped in pine trees. I think this tradition came from this knowledge. By taking them inside and accepting them, that person can be incarnated as human next time.

>>2325
>there won't be star signs anymore
Yes. This is the point I am trying to make. That we are not bound by our star signs nor our magical workings as we move forward.
>she asked me to compare a lovingly created garden with an industrial field
This is where I started to bring in my things. How successful and sustainable agriculture is not about "draining the earth for it's resources". Agriculture is a ritual. A yearly ritual. You know when to reap and when to sow. You might think you have power over nature but in truth farming is the most backbreaking field of work for a reason. If you want to work on nature then nature will work on you too. Mechanized agriculture is bad because people forget what it means to be connected to nature.
So what if there was a weirdo that while doing his mechanized agriculture increased the connection of the land to weather spirits land spirits forest spirits made sure the predatory animals like foxes and hawks are more keen to kill the rodents. And other birds for the bugs. People who do industrial agriculture for decades have a connection to the earth and to their machines too. If they don't they will fuck up constantly and have meager yields. Those who work their own fields have a certain love and pride when their plants start to grow.
I didn't come up with this idea by myself. It had to happen because I talked this over with Shiva that modern industrial society fucks up humans and makes them unable to do spirituality in their lifestyle and we need to overcome this not just for us but for others too. They need to seriously consider leaving or changing their lifestyle to have even the most meager results. This is the most terrible gatekeeping that is around us for thousands of years.
>Oh your spiritual experience is not real because you are not a priest they must be demons
middle ages
>Oh you are a fucking mentally impaired person eat the meds
We are here
In my life I could only find a very few people who were interested in the spiritual. It was either not real for them or too scary to get into it. Made me gave up on looking for answers in the outside world. I knew the answers are inside me but I need to seriously start working on it and the internet always provided me with enough inspiration to not forget what I want.
I... no reality had to overcome this mental block because if the "modern" world doesn't let the energies flow it will destroy itself. With this I was introduced to an entity that showed me how the internal alchemy works. How some parts of us are "plants" some base elements for the plants. Those plants are eaten by our "animal" parts. Those animal parts move around the elemental and plant parts for cultivation. And after that there are "people" parts which represents our society/mental states/the people we have around us. Then the cosmic parts that "govern us" on a grand but very subtle scale.

>>2327
It was a very guided process where I punched energy channels open with my fist on my body then pressured or tapped it rhythmically then sing a song for them which usually roused my emotions when I listened them. It was crazy but it worked. The point was to make the internal alchemy process "move" to the next level. All the yoga practices we do is to "force the energies" on the subtle level. Agriculture is a backbreaking work with meager results until you know what you are doing. I still don't know what I am doing and it always scares me and entities tell me that no one can do this alone because we all have misconceptions and preconceptions of the path and even the "gurus" have their "preferences" and as you move forward finding "your way" you have to adjust to a lot of things before you can finally "find yourself".
>very ethereal energy forced out a bunch of impure qi from my body
It's interesting how these beings can use this impure energy to have "effects on this world". But yeah the entrails are an interesting energy cultivation center. Activating it is no simple task. First it doesn't do much then it becomes too sensitive to every food then as it finally gets activated it can eat anything because most energies have no effect over it anymore. Takes time to balance out.
Also at this level I have to understand how the brain connects to the entire body and how everything interacts. Just because it's the lower part of my body doesn't mean it doesn't have a part in my mind. Internal Alchemy... Every religion makes it a little different but it's all the same when you finally see it

>>2326
Well... I wanted to bring up this topic sometimes so why not now.

The world tree. Why the fuck is the wings of the Flan is a literal tree branch with christmas lights on it. Remilia has the Gungnir.Flan has the Lævateinn the wand/spear that can initiate the Ragnarok or the Gehenna process because Hel is different from Hell. How did ZUN know that vampires are Kabbalists. HOW DID HE KNOW THAT THE REAL WORLD TREE GOES BEYOND THE "MAINSTREAM" KABBALISTIC UNDERSTANDING. How did he know that on high level your entire body becomes the world tree and the "spheres" can literally emanate from your body. Seriously. I couldn't find a single explanation on the internet why the Flan has christmas lights for wings. The christmas lights represent the "Sephiras" of the world tree. Now the thing is that the World Tree is not so simple. It changes by regions and how "deep" or "high" you can go. And the most important part is that when you become the "world tree" by establishing a high connection with it entities can "use you" as a travel point or a "node" and they will "Maintain you" because your presence helps the world tree. Not to mention how the movement of races happened can be also noticed the way the tree branches. I am wondering for a while. Do the Jews realize the way they did their "diaspora". Do they realize that the "burning bush" was an emanation of the world tree and Moses could overtake the powerful magical powerhouse of the Egypt egregore because he had "Outside help". Did they figure out that Moses wanted to bring them to the "promised land" which is not a fucking land but a different realm but he couldn't connect them to the world tree the same way he was connected to it because those jews were still under effects of the Egypt egregore? Moses had to write down the word of god so the jews can connect to the egregore more directly but couldn't do it because it's a very complicated process. Was Moses even aware how his powers work?
He literally wanted to do this
>>2316
but couldn't and let the jews "find their way on their own" because he can't do it.

>>2330
When I realized this and how Jesus also figured this shit out and how that cross reconnected him to the world tree in a morbid way... Not to mention getting crucified is far less painful then becoming the Messiah for the jews. Like holy shit. I don't envy the dude who will do that. He needs to have the compassion of all the Buddhas for going though with that. Some parts of me likes to think that the proper jews found their way already and the ones that are still here are... yeah. I would like to think that they have a "masterplan" but as I can see it so far is that they have scraps of a plan that is incompatible with everything and they are trying to force it while hoping for the best.

Also yes souls can travel through trees. The Buddha had to sit under the tree for 40 days to establish this superconnection. Not easy task because the "tree" has to accept you and it's hard to prepare for. Especially that some people had to incarnate as animals after their human life so they can get closer to the tree. Or closer to humans.

And yes the electric lights represent how the modern world "mimics" the spiritual. In the old times in the forests on magical nights some people could see lights flicker around. The Fae and co. They maintain the ancient tree and sometimes reach this plane though the forests. When I noticed some energy of my heart is connecting to my forest nearby and my body was a better vessel for that than the entire forest? I didn't know what to say. I have minor fairy powers since that. Not really using it. My body needs the tending. This ancient knowledge is no joke. Obv for those who "see it" and still full of mystery. Then you have the oh right it was mentioned in some weird poem centuries ago and japs who drink gallons of beer get inspired by it and now we shitpost it for the lulz.

The way some people can connect to the "creative information plane" always amazes me. They don't even realize what they are doing most of the times. Christmas lights touhou that is the literal anti-christ on a powerlevel scale but doesn't come out of her basement because if she destroys the world then no more sweets and plush toys and everyone will hate her. She only uses her full power when someone is "worthy" of it.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Bldj1W9VNHU [Embed]
Here a vid that just came out today. Coincidences huh

>>2331
Oh and pine trees are evergreen ;^)
Like the world tree. Most trees are connected to the seasonal/solar changes of the planet but the pine tree just doesn't give a shit. The spirit world can connect to places better with an "Unchanging" climate. Like northern snowy regions deserts and caves on high mountains. Getting lost in the orchard huh. Sure is fun

>>2327
>>2328
And one last important thing I forgot to mention. This crazyness was the groundwork. Now the proper cultivation needs to happen. You need to let your plants grow on their own. It doesn't mean I am finished and only patience remains. No I need proper care and realize that some things needs patience and temperance. The hardest card for me... What is even temperance what is even the correct way... I need to feel it and I need to know it like it's my nature.

The funniest thing that is not even hard. I just need to accept how easy it is. You can think the fastest way by not thinking at all.

Most of my guided meditations are all about:
>feel it
>pay attention

Yes I know literally the basics of meditation. Kindergarten level

During today's session with the Queen, we went over the NWOs plans and how much of those have been overridden by us already. When asked if that sums it up, she said
>no
and to contact The Father of Lies, also known as Belzebub, or Baal ze bub, The lord of flies or simply Baal.

The contact was kind of weak but he gave a way to make it stable. I let him possess me. Funny thing is, I mean, I normally go about it this way with this kind of contact. If they're otherworldly, why not? Aliens can just be talked to, but the infernals usually do better this way. I've seen this phrasing used
>do a standard invocation/evocation
There's nothing standard about this, and why bother with the difference between those approaches. There really isn't a clear line between them. I think people are fooling themselves with these ideas.

He threw some black material on the silver tray (which I hadn't taken out, but he got one from the table) and told me to solidify it. I asked an asian wind spirit to create a vortex around the material, over the tray to concentrate the material ok, if you fuck me. The material formed into a belt with a large metal emblem. I put it on and it started creating tribal tattoos on my lower torso. Baal (ze bub) then sent one his female acolytes to me to strengthen the connection before possessing me.

We did some channelling but the difference in thinking and language made it mostly meaningless for anyone except me.

However. After this I went to do some strength training and ashtanga yoga, at which time he took over and did exercises for the things I had in mind. Every motion was relaxed with a certain attitude to it, achieving a range of motion and control I could never have done on my own. I just followed along and he also did the motions where he pushed up on the up move and let me take the down move so I could feel the proper relaxed way of doing it actively.

I went into the shower and realized a perfected motion pattern had formed in my brain. Is Baal some kind of demon of weight lifters? A green/black gem formed in my mind as I saw this.

Oh and the thing the Queen may have implied: He then offered me a contract, after which he scrapped the one previously used by the American illuminati. Supposedly they made a contract for protection in exchange for upholding certain values of purity, but being what they are they merely upheld some rituals by the word and didn't live according to those standards. Baal hated them for it but a contract is a contract and they hadn't technically broken it. Now it had a loophole in it about who it was written for, using a general wording so that it could be passed on, it wasn't personal. If no one in that group upholds that role, it can be thrown away.

>>2334
Also this made me recall how one of those photos from Balenciaga had cola cans spelling out BAAL, and some Christians were ranting about how it was actually Baalenciaga. Turns out then that it was actually real, right there. No further details given. If you care you know what was protected.

Something... will happen.

>>2336
https://youtube.com/watch?v=4xLcxf3HRN4 [Embed]
>>2334
>he took over and did exercises for the things I had in mind. Every motion was relaxed with a certain attitude to it, achieving a range of motion and control I could never have done on my own. I just followed along and he also did the motions where he pushed up on the up move and let me take the down move so I could feel the proper relaxed way of doing it actively.
>and realized a perfected motion pattern had formed in my brain

I am also doing this in the past months with entities. They show me the perfect motion/energies behind it and show me how the body needs to "learn it" so deeply like I was born with it. It's a read about some yoga start doing it and entity appears to correct you and tells you just how dumb that description was and this is how you do it.

Not to mention they are explaining me that "we" aka the "modern human" are absolutely unaware how the human body works because we are "too smart" to use it properly.

An absolutely long topic but the TLDR is literally How2wuwei properly.

Might write about it later. The only reason I'm posting today is because that vid just came out today and I think it is very funny of a coincidence. I should meditate and not waste hours writing essays anyways.

>>2337
>it is very funny of a coincidence
I had to word it that way because I was pretty sure "it" would not appear in any media reporting whatsoever. "They" are very good at closing their own lines and covering up anything significant. Take for example how a lot of people have noticed in the past few weeks that Biden is no longer stuttering and his ears keep changing and even the bone structure of his head has changed. There's been recurring threads about this on imageboards, anons know he's being played by doubles, but still. They are dead set on not letting anyone know he died and are going to keep playing this game until the end.

The thing which can be done however is to create a logistic nightmare for them by removing all their important staff. Eventually they won't have anyone but iq82s left and those will only do harm to their own organization. That is how we break them.

The new sun is also starting to reach full power now. Once at over 70% it will take off, and anyone trying to conserve karma will get sucked in. This is definite. I'll give it a few weeks before they're done for. (Currently at 67%) If they haven't signed deals of obedience by then, their souls get burned by insta-karma as they are pulled into the sun.

Most of their underlings have already met this fate, or similar. The really nasty elites are probably going to refuse until the end. Personally I want to device something extra horrifying for them, so I prefer that they try to refuse, it'll make it more fun.

>>2339
>device something
It may not sound like a lot, but I think spreading a technology which functions by burning souls is the perfect way to terrorize them. It will turn them into fuel and different aliens will come looking for more of the stuff. They'll be perfectly de-humanized and turned into an asset for others.

I'm starting to think that the 'money' thoughtform is my primary limiting obstacle at the moment. When I think back about it all of my most impressive workings were done with no financial motive. The moment I try to do things for money things stop working.

>>2341
Money as a concept today is mostly debt of different kinds. Have you tried using the concept that money is metal coins only? Like copper, iron, silver or gold?

>>2344
Yes, I've tried amassing gold in the astral and it typically manifests in the physical as the sudden acquisition of some item or product that I value a lot. Which is nice, but it doesn't really solve the problem.

I think a work around might be to either make some servitors or find spirits to use as vassals that will accept my energy as currency to provide the services that I'm currently paying for via debt? Not sure on the specifics but I think the answer has something to do with delegation. Attempting to directly collect the debt-energy represented by fiat money without actually performing labor for it has never really worked out. It either directs me to career opportunities (more work) or just gives me something with personal value instead of monetary value.

>>2339
>create a logistic nightmare for them
I am always amazed at the ease americans can work with their own logistical nightmares. How is that quote again?
>capitalism is the grease that makes the wheels turn
Well now half the wheels fell out already and the cart is sliding on the ground and nobody understands how it's still going. But yeah. All they need is a little push here and there. We don't need to use the "Interesting times card" even. It's a fucking miracle they are still able to keep going.
>>2341
"Money" has multiple issues. Money has as much value as people "assign" to it. And the worst of it it is marked with "historical figures" that hold a kind of authority which is usually "owned" by "your country" egregore. The dollar and the euro is even fucking worse. The dollar is entangled with the illuminati markings and... I will not even bother explaining that shit. It's going away already. It would be as useful as explaining the mating habits of an invasive species that is finally dying out. Too complicated and it's better if you are not getting near this retardation. And the euro is trying to have a "supreme authority" while having no real authority over country egregores and it's still tied to the dollar... So yeah overcoming this is hard. The other concept you can use is "wealth".
>>2344
Which is good with this concept because coins had an intrinsic concept of value that everyone accepted and the "face of the rulers" on it just showed an authority that was mainly ignored because gold is gold. But wealth is still a sort of concept that is shaped by the subjectivity of others. Being wealthy in different regions usually means a different lifestyle/values. My favorite are poor people who give all their money for shitty consumerist status symbols to "look rich". They are the poorest people both in the material and the spiritual.

I realized the important part is not to be "rich" but to be be "resourceful". Be able to see the value of things and know how to use it. Even in my dreams I always had something that had value and I knew I had enough of it that I can trade away.

Greed is funny. We have an "illusion" that we own things on the material world. We always come up with ideas of authority history or some sort of explanation why we "own" it. This makes a sort of energetic blockage in us because we "think" that thing we own is "us". Also we obv want more of it because we suuuure need more of that thing because reasons.

Also the spirit world cannot relate to our "money problems". Like a scrap of paper that constantly changes value then some digital numbers on screen that gives us food somehow and we waste it on subscriptions???
Explain economics and corporate taxes to a nature spirit in an organic way. You will realize the shit "mundanes" are preoccupied and ruled by is far more overcomplicated than the things on the path.

If you want money make a way or an "environment" where money/wealth can "flow" more easily. But then again when you finally realize how you don't need money it just starts coming towards you because
>pls care about this material world pretty pls
Also I have a way that I can load up money with intent. When I give money because a hobo approaches me I load it up with a change your lifestyle intent. Afterwards that I never see the hobo again. Money is one of the most retarded way we oppress ourself. Not to mention that debt stupidity that some jews sold the world because IT'S GOOD FOR THE ECONOMY.

>>2347
I can't speak from direct experience of doing this because I'm not trying to amass physical currency either. But: what I have noticed is that normally money is needed when you do something. In other words, if you have an important task which requires funding, you can manifest the funding as part of the task.

"Money" in itself tends to be viewed as "free assets" which can be used for anything. Like you imagine someone who can just sprinkle money on hookers and wine or whatever else a person wants.

Turn this around, and wasn't the person just manifesting mostly meaningless welfare into his life, through debt-based "money"? It was worthless and it became worthless in the end.

>accept my energy as currency
This works very well with nature spirits and demons. Sexual energy or simply your "seed" if you're male will be accepted as payment by most of them if you are a practicing yogi/occultist/cultivator with some achievements. I'm not saying you need to offer any physical material. It works just fine with astral matter. This is one good reason for working with female entities if you're male, you can almost always pay them. It really does work in reverse as well, but the motivation is different. If you're female or prefer to create a female body on the astral, that works too, but you need to think differently in terms of what you're offering, and also being able to separate your physical mentality from the astral perception, you still need to be hetero/cis in all forms.

There are other things which can work as currency too like harvested "material" or projected energy concentrated into material, but you'll have to figure that out yourself. The two easiest assets to work with seem to be sexual energy and souls of sinners. It's a bit stereotyped because it's essentially whoring and debt collection/slave trade but that's where it's at on the astral as well.

The Galactic Federation has no copyright so inventions have little value if sold, instead they tend to trade mostly in slaves, fuel and raw materials. The world out there is pretty grim.

>>2349
Maybe something to be added here: I find many grimoires or manuals for demon summoning use very complex procedures for weak results. It comes from not having much to offer them. I've seen a situation repeat a number of times now where someone well some glowie usually summoned a demon and sent them to "attack" me but the deal is easily overridden by me once they arrive because they paid badly and asked for something unclear. In some cases the demons themselves just used the crappy ritual as a free ticket to come visit me, after which they instantly turned on the first summoner.

One thing to pay attention to is if the suggested method is overly respectful, using ancient language for no reason or complex spell components. That should tell you they are trying to make up for something.

Normally, if you have something to offer all you have to do is ask. Or you can light a candle or burn some incense or some herbs or something to show intent. It doesn't have to be complicated or physically expensive to be functional, as long as you have decent business to offer.

>>2347
Also being wealthy is a sort of "energy type"... Hard to explain but truly rich people always know how to make money even when they just lost all their money. The problem is when you use your money to do something harmful for yourself or for your own path. Hard to explain because I have a sort of "economic intuition" and I always know how to improve the mechanics or my environment to make it more efficient so it generates money/resources with ease...

If you tell me exactly what you want to use your money exactly maybe I can give more answers. Do you want a NEET lifestyle or a minimal work done and money lifestyle or...

Whatever I will talk about how the Buddha does it. When they "beg" for money they are not exactly begging because they are supposed to understand how the energies work around them and that it needs to come to them naturally and only for their path...

...
Even this is complicated.

I remember when in a dream I was in hell and as I was going through trials and sins I finally reached "greed". It was a powerpoint presentation for a "class".
>you embezzled money (legally on paper) that you spent on yourself but with that you became more of a help towards your community and you gave away your assets later towards the community because you moved on
was that greed? Nobody knew the answer and the dream ended without an answer. It was then it wasn't.

I hate money. I can't live without it and I am still not as based to become a hobo wizard and I figured out ways it doesn't slow down my path and I can deal with it like it's some hobby and not some occupation that eats my life away... and now I am on a level when money is flowing into my life because entities tell me now I have to "slow down" and understand the more subtle and finer energies and balance out "comfort" and the proper flow of energies. Not to mention that the reason why I had money problems in the past was because I was trying to keep alive something that literally made me unable to have a stable economy in my life. I value truth and favors more and I have a "I can make anything work" mindset and higher entities like that about me so they help me on my path a lot.

I can't really give advice like these
>>2349
>>2350
because I value my own energies more than material wealth. Money has as much value as you can spend it on anyways. Hard to buy higher truths with this worthless crap. Bullshit can be used as fertilizer so it gains value every day while money can be used for less and less.

>>2350
>pay attention to is if the suggested method is overly respectful, using ancient language for no reason or complex spell components
This is important tho.
I remember when some book said
>you can't just summon demons because you don't have an AUTHORITY and you might summon an another demon
I thought:who cares? Does the demon do what I want? If he does who cares and if he doesn't do what I want then what makes me think the "real one" would do the same also if you are someone who can be fucked with then you shouldn't even summon demons.
But you said you are getting vassal spirits so you probably have a notion how to do things like this already.

>>2351
My goal is basically just to get rid of the obligation to work for a living. I hate that it's necessary to spend time advancing someone else's ends if I want to retain access to food and shelter. It's not really the work itself that I have an issue with, it's the nature of the agreement I'm entering into. Right now I have a job where I'm basically already a NEET in terms of work but there's still a sense of continued 'obligation' to foreign will that I find unbearable. Self employment still has this issue since you need to maintain an obligation to both society itself and the government egregore if you want to stay in business.

>I remember when in a dream I was in hell and as I was going through trials and sins I finally reached "greed".
Personally I think that the primary motivation tied to money for me is fear rather than greed. Specifically the fear of my will being dominated by another's will. If I need money to survive then I'm forced to submit to someone who has money in order to get it, which is something that I really don't want to do.
If the modern concept of money really is just illusory it would explain why it's so difficult for me to convert my reserves of spiritual energy into USD. Doing so would contradict the purpose of the money thoughtform.

>>2352
I had an awakening process where the point was a realization that
>I am not in debt towards this world
it made me teary for a moment because I didn't realize just how much emotional pressure it put on me and how this was an absolute obstacle on the path. I had to understand what it means "navigating in this life/time period"

> I hate that it's necessary to spend time advancing someone else's ends
I realized after a while that I have a subconscious ability when my hate removes everyone that tries to enslave me. Currently I am ironing out this mentality because it's an obstacle on the path
>it's the nature of the agreement I'm entering into
Yeah you think it's limiting first then You learn how to curse everyone who tries to make "contracts" that fucks you up for their unfair benefit then the letters on that agreement will serve as their downfall and the nature of the contract becomes void if they want to survive. Saturnite knowledge sure is fun.
>obligation' to foreign will that I find unbearable
You need to understand that you are doing this by your "free will". I know it sounds hard to accept first but you have to prove yourself that every action you do is by your own free will. Only this way will the spirit world acknowledge you as a true being who is free. You can be a slave in rags and chains but you need to be free because only that way can you control some forces. Slaves can have only weaker slaves under them. You have to show you are a master (am srs sometimes the entities simply remove the faggots who you think "rule over you" because you need to be a proper person first to be even considered as "someone". It's just a don't worry about it and now let's begin the real work here kind of thing. They know what is real power and throw out those who think that "they are in power" without having any power). If you ask a spirit they will give you an another opportunity which "should" make you happy. They will not understand "your problem". You always need to work "somehow". In a farm you probably need to work more to be self sustainable. Spirits don't understand sometimes why we are so unhappy in our comfort. While high level entities are facepalming at the heights of our human stupidity. Boy I talked them over this a lot.
>primary motivation tied to money for me is fear
iktf
You need to let that go. I know it's hard but it's the way. Fear literally feeds the USD money egregore it was designed this way. They love this and the current economic situation just strengthens it (it's like strengthening a burning building tho but whatever)
>convert my reserves of spiritual energy into USD
don't. it's a blackhole. it eats pure energies. cursing money is simple but they use that to curse everything that money can buy (it's so fucking retarded and because of that weak af but for most mundanes it's like the will of god)

You need to have a mindset to always have enough money no matter the situation. Like how a hunter has the mindset that he will find a prey somehow. And as BO said if you want to do something that needs "funding" like a big project then make a thoughtform for that. "sprinkle it with blessings" so to speak. Also we are in an extremely transitionary economic period so amassing currency is the worst thing you can do.
Just find a mindset to always have enough money. I know it's easy to say but it really can be that easy. It was hard for me to accept too.

And srsly fuck the USD. It's not just illusory it's a fucking curse on the material world so the illeretardminaty can "entangle" the populace with it.

You need to figure out what is true value. Because the dollar and the whims of others are sure not a proper metric for that nowadays.

>>2354
Now a comment on this vid, purposefully or accidentally leaked. It's presenting something in a manner making it seem like the plans cannot be stopped. Well hubris is one of their main weaknesses. Let me give some examples:
>debt based currency has no real value, they rely entirely on the labour of the population
This can be countered by means many more times effective than the population's ability to perform physical labour. We call this the blacknet AI on this board. It's a control system which doesn't run on currency, but which assumes control of time itself. They can impoverish disobedient nations. We can simply kill the entire timeline if things aren't going our way. We'll change history after it happened. Sure, this leads to instant karma for those involved in said timeline. Is this a problem for us? Our enemies will simply end up in hell, it is not a problem.
>they can artificially control the weather
We don't need this shit, we can ask elemental spirits to compensate for their meddling and override anything they do. We don't need an army of bombers, we can send a hurricane and obliterate entire cities if needed.
>they control natural resources and energy
We can use manifestation and create what we need. This is already being done to control the ups and downs of the energy prices in Europe to install the correct programming into people's minds. This cannot be stopped because we can chose how much electricity will flow in the wires directly.
>etc
Some things are not to be spoken of to maintain the magic, just wait and see. The esoteric needs to be hidden.

>>2373
I typically use a technique similar to this for astral combat. Water-aspected rather than Fire though. I connect my will to the target and evoke this sort of cold black energetic substance into it. When I use this technique during dreams I'm able to observe the process a lot more vividly and the consequences are usually rather gruesome.

Tying this functionality to Hell-purification makes a lot of sense and explains some odd behaviors I've noticed from it. I've experimented a lot with trying to perform this technique on actual people instead of spirits to see what would happen. It almost always causes the person to go through a period of crisis for a few days to a week - depression, health issue, or something else - and then after the crisis finishes they are generally a noticeably better person. I was confused when this first happened because I thought it would just kill them like how it destroyed the spirits I used it on, but it instead seemed to 'purify' them. At the time I thought it was just some sort of mental block in my intention that wanted to keep me from killing humans, but the working itself being intrinsically purifying makes more sense. I'm thinking that maybe the spell functions by forcing the target's embedded karma to manifest immediately as a magnetic fluid inside their body and then energetically dissipate? When I perform this technique the energy always seems to come from inside the target rather than outside, even if I am directing it externally with my will. That would explain why it destroys spirits that are just mostly karmic manifestations while humans are able to remain intact.

>>2376
It's interesting tbh. I just tried what you described. I have to work with the cold water type energies anyway. I am too fire centric.

And yeah using this on people sends them into "karma purifying mode". The human body have a slooooow way of doing that and sometimes activating their "crisis mode" "turns up the heat".

There was a time when I installed "hellfire energy circuits" into my body and while I felt hot I was cold on my human body or the opposite. Suddenly a demon shoveling coal into my heart appeared. I asked him what are you doing
>your body is not generating enough body heat
So yeah the subtle body nadises I opened needed more energy... There would have been no problems if I did the "subtle body energy work" with proper yoga instead of the usually entity teaches me how to open them with my own hand trick... Makes me more careful nowadays.

>>2378
The funny bunny

>>2378
>The funny bunny
COINTELPRO sometimes comes here to make "divisive" posts, right now Endchan is malfunctioning and won't delete the post.

>>2375
So, I tried to install the demon guard yesterday and last night had a dream where I caught two bald criminals (no hair at all) that were possibly "living with me", one was fat and the other thin, I got a feeling that they were mexican but they didn't look like mexicans, they seemed like small time criminals and I heard someone say that the small one had the biggest bounty in the world (bullshit), so I grabbed both of them, the small one had a weird skateboard in his possessions, and the fat guy went up to get his stuff and came back with a backpack that seemed to be full of stolen jewelry and said he "got their stuff so they could go" so I grabbed him too. Then I was somehow in a car holding them while someone was driving us to the police, I saw a police car on the way, waved at them and got out of the car while holding the two, the cops came to us and the thin criminal somehow had a desert eagle on his hand, the cops where pointing guns at us and telling to drop our weapons, the fat criminal said something like "they don't know who we are"(as if they were big shots) I told the cops that I caught those two criminals and was there to deliver them and that one had a bounty on his head and the cop smiled at me. (the two were quite arrogant and acted like they were big shots but never felt like that).

I believe that this is the work of the "demon guard" and am not sure if the criminals were external entities or symbolized part of me.

While meditating I recently saw a girl showing me what looked like the "donkey jaw", I won't claim to be anywhere close to that level though, but that was interesting.

>>2385
It could be anything from mental representations of yourself to parasitic entities or representations of external societal institutions. It looks like you do have the demon guard module but it's sort of staying in the background. Give her a name to call her by, that should help. You can also play with her or meditate etc, these servitors aren't all that robotic (aside from Astra who is made to be that way to make a point that she is AI).

>how many of each servitors we can get
It doesn't work that way. They're just one servitor, but some of them can manifest with bilocation or replicate themselves as part of their functionality. Bilocation is pretty standard so most can do that. The demon guard is specifically made to replicate at the drop of a needle to be able to respond with a barrage of attacks at any sign of hostility. Same for the beast-miner army. Others are less likely to do that, at most they'll appear in multiple dimensions at once.

>>2386
>Do I? I feel like even with meditation I'm quite bad
It's about the "switch". You have a switch that you "turn on" when you meditate. And not the
>talk with people
>conversation gets boring that I could continue with 2 brain cells
>I go into a half trance to do magical work while still talking
>suddenly I forget that I am in a trance retrieve a negative emotion and the other person starts coughing/acts erratically
and other dumb things like that. Not a real issue for me anymore but still.

>I won't give up on getting good at that though.
Gambare

> I should stop posting my dangerous ideas
At least it starts a conversation. Maybe it will be ignored maybe it will inspire something. What we do here is dangerous by default.

> I did have a feeling that not all implants are bad.
Yeah on one site that was talking about the J-seals started to list a bunch of metaphysical milestones as "bad implants".
>see an inner mechanism of the human body
>omg dats a bad implant
I mean yes you will get rid of it when you can live without it but is not as simple as le ebil ayylmao archon greyptilians did it because they evil
When you discover one in you try to see it more clearly and remove it as you see fit. I can't give you a clear answer how to do it because I didn't remove implants the same way twice. Not to mention I installed a bunch that kickstarted a process then they vanished or merged with my body so naturally like they were never implants.

A minor thing:
In cooperation with Yuuka and the touhous a bot manager module has been created and shared in a box on the study table at the temple. It's on the right side and the module is a cogwheel fastened on a wooden pin in the box. It will auto-run from there, but you are free to take one for yourself to either install in your remote, feed to Astrabot (let her eat it) or simply spin it over your right palm with a bit of qi to activate.

This module will create botsouls or botsouls with qi-body to replace important humans who are currently zombies or NPCs so that these positions can be controlled. NPCs are images of people, placeholders representing inactive timelines and they are scripted by a maintenance deity. However, at one point they need to be filled out with a real soul or they will have to be discarded, NPCs are not meant to just be empty ghost images.

Zombies are active living humans who lack soul after all of them were moved to the astral (hell or a place better suited for them), some of them were moved because the conditions on the Earth is not fit for living in. These are now owned by the Earth deity and mass controlled by the Anti-Christ. This is not a long term solution. Zombies are an unnatural life form and needs to be either turned into real people again through a walk-in where a soul is inserted to take over that life, or they need to be disposed of. Some of them have already been taken over by "tall greys" and a kind of slime-reptilian from the illuminati homeworld. If you see them you'll notice both types have very strong and focused eyes that are completely black in energy color. These are allowed walk-ins organized by Gensokyo.

There are however some positions, mostly in production of essential goods and services, that provide functionality to society while at the same time being mostly unfit for human souls. For these zombies to remain, they need to be given botsouls. To avoid the mess this has lead to earlier, Yuuka suggested an official Sunflower bot model that will be used for this purpose.

This is what has now been shared. Use this to "soul" important zombies in your local area so that your service providers aren't eliminated.

>>2397
Isn't it a bad thing for botsouls to clog up the world population? I was under the impression that zombies dying off was part of 'the plan'.

>>2401
Only those essential for us should remain. If left to degenerate at its own pace we'd have the 2025 timeline collapse along with a slow die-off from covid vaxx (actually just "long covid" because the vaxx is covid) while WW3 destroys all infrastructure. It wouldn't be a good environment for spiritual practice. Everyone would be conscripted, ill and starving and no cultural relics left alone.

Things were already knocked off course compared to the original NWO plan which had the "comet" disaster planned to kill all electronics in 2012, followed by a massive east vs west war. Zombies started "appearing" over 10 years ago as a result of blocked changes. The incarnated souls had no future planned for them and their degenerate mentality made it impossible for them to remain, so they were removed to the astral. It started already in 2009 when around half the souls were removed. Most people had more than 4 souls when counting assistant souls so it wasn't as noticeable at the time. They just lost the main soul and a few other, then an assistant soul controlled the body, which lead to the world stabilizing somewhat in 2010 and a few years onwards. This resulted from assistant souls generally being passive/ethereal in nature so they weren't as degenerated as the souls that had been removed. This of course went contrary to the NWO plans but they're all massive degenerates so they were unable to cause any large effect by mass media control. Low energy messages don't work well on assistant souls who are simply detached from the physical world. They were only able to create the "arab spring" and feed the islamic state, which ended up working against them when Russia stepped in to support the Syrian government.

This lead to the attempt of restoring the degenerate WW3 timeline where they force everyone under a world government by uniting different parts of the world (west and east overrunning middle east) after breaking the economy and demoralising everyone with war. It's what we're seeing in Ukraine right now. There was a disagreement on who would lead the "west" faction and what it would look like, that is still ongoing.

It took all the way from the 00s up until now before enough the kids who weren't purged in 2009 had developed degenerate enough lifestyles to be possible to influence. Those are the "smartphone zombies" aka zoomers.

>>2401
There is also a technical aspect here.
Some of the people who are to remain are literally 3 years old, born just before the mass corona zombiefication. Their parents are zombies and they have no way to live if those were removed. I've talked to Yuuka about the number of people with souls who should move into the future and she said 30k. When I asked Astra to count them recently she said there are less than that left in the direct physical. The perceived number is greater but that is because others were moved into the astral, basically the first level of hell in Dante's description. They are ghosts living in a fake world, where everything still looks the same to them, but nothing is real. They are able to influence things in the same way ghosts can, and we still see the effects from this, but it's an effect on the mind. None of us will be meeting these people physically, their timelines are separated from us. They can still perform psychic attacks from there, that's why there is still a glowie situation, and they can have an effect on zombie behaviour. However because they are on the astral, using astral manifestations to fight them works really well. They think they are attacked by poltergeists or that the world is breaking, but it's that they are no longer in the human 3D. Try sending the demon guard to "physically" deal with them next time they try something and see. To them, they were somehow infiltrated by an assassin who can walk through walls. They can't grasp what is happening at all.

There are a few ways to protect those very young people, including changing the world's understanding of reality to allow spaceships to land and pick them up to move them to a safe new population center, or to allow yokais to fly in and grab them. This would change a lot and it would probably be traumatizing. The easiest route right now is to send out temporary botsouls to in habit those zombie parents and gradually change things.

If all zombies dissolved right now, would you be able to survive? Maybe there are just a handful of people in your area, half of them are 3 year olds and the rest are programmers with no practical skills.

>>2402
>>2403
What makes you think world government or technological feudalist subjugation of the population is necessary? Who exactly are you people and who do you really work for? Most people are not going to give up what they own or give up on their loved ones for some control freak cult. If it takes nuclear world war so be it, but people like me will still never give in or surrender to this extremist ideology. In fact if all the major cities were nukes it would likely empower more free-minded productive people by collapsing the extremist ideological political influence over our societies. Note that most major cities are the uber hubs for the NWO "Great Reset" fanatics. Get rid of 'em and you get rid of their influence.