>>2445
>(besides me)
I meant (except me)

>>2446
I am still trying to figure out what is the "Moloch" you are referring and that made me attract that energy... I have to work on my "seer" skills. First you can barely notice anything then you get the full package... Currently I am trying to use my abilities as little as possible because of this. Building a new/proper energetic foundation takes time. I might write about that in the tantra thread sometimes. The human body and the way it "evolved" as time went by...

But yeah we are under too much stress constantly. I could only connect to past life memories that had the same amount of stress so far. Like my Spartan life. It was one of the strongest but the only good thing I remember about that is when I was slowly dying on an empty battlefield while looking at the stars and being glad it's finally over... Not the kind of past life nostalgia I wanted but whatever. Gave me an interesting stress relief technique idea

While some of my lives were around the "natural conflict zones" of humans so far it seems I didn't participate in the world wars. Somehow I felt there is no "glory" in it. It triggered my "certain doom" detection instinct.
The past 300 years are weird but now I am still at the "ancient ways" part.

I want to write more about it but it gets harder and harder to express it.