Sunflower 02/25/2023 (Sat) 20:31 Id: 4f0f3b No.3051 del
>>3049
This makes sense. The lack of significance or importance in the purely experimental thoughtforms could be reflected as a lack of metaphysical gravity. This probably necessitates using a spirit with an actual purpose to its existence, but as said here >>3050 that necessitates it 'taking over', even if it's just a custom servitor instead of an already existing spirit. I suppose this is necessary, but I have a tendency to keep wanting to go back to the laboratory mentality where you do test runs that have no meaningful effect until you have 'perfected' the technique. I'm starting to realize that that's antithetical to growth.

I have worked with this 'nebula' energy before, but not in way that causes overt visual distortions like this. Maybe this is just how it acts when channeled into physical reality instead of into astral or mental forms. Honestly I haven't done much intensive work with it since I first discovered it, aside from using it as currency for spirits/demons (they seem to see it as extremely valuable) and using it to more easily give thoughtforms permanence. It probably has a lot of more powerful effects than what I've been using it for.