>>214 this was also one of my posts. As you may see, I just want to be a burikko vampire in freedom. Living in my own astral place, bothering nobody. I guess it's my "wild kid" personality. Weak entities who need to have slaves or who need to be slaves will call me a problem child, but for me it's the only way to live. I do not want to be against anyone or in anyones way, but there will be nothing in the way of my will either. When you replied to me on haven and I read stuff like "after 1000 years they'll start having you washing dishes" and that they'll following orders I already realized I can reject the Cabal rather easily.
Suicide of course is not a desirable option at all, much better is it to ascend or transform out of the physical. I think this is my path. Because I choose it myself, not because of fate or anyone else saying so. If Cain and the Daft Lady could do it, I can do it too and so can you.
This is one of the reasons I asked before if it's possible to live in our astral bodies on new earth, as I wouldn't mind to visit from time to time. After getting out of the physical, I don't see what would stop you to manifest back in. And I also don't see why some sort of Galactic Federation or whoever would have a problem with an immortal living on the astral instead of the physical. They should mind their own business, it's not like I'm starting a fight with them. I don't care about them or being synced to them honestly.
Come to my astral for a visit tough, if you can find it. It's a new place, not the one with the docks and the extreme gravity because of Babymetal anymore.