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Sunflower 11/18/2021 (Thu) 18:48:02 Id: 0e4024 [Preview] No.185 del

Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 04:44:04 Id: 469e67 [Preview] No.186 del
Every point of consciousness is a separate universe.

Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 08:51:53 Id: 2f7cfa [Preview] No.187 del
Yes, something like that.
Do you think you are the only real being in your own universe? That would mean that I'm a npc in your universe and you are a npc in my universe. If it's so then it makes me wonder how immortals or enlightened ones do/can meet at all, or if the nature of existence is just forever alone and that's why some theories have it that god forgets itself or falls asleep on purpose in order to enjoy the illusion of the dream because it gets so boring being the only non npc after a while.
I've been thinking that this shitty physical reality is all that connects us while we are still not fully enlightened and after that it's each one for himself but what if even this "matrix" is completely seperate for each of us?

Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 17:07:28 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.188 del
The culture and lore of the uni-verse is what's shared, I think.

Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 20:29:07 Id: d1a1b6 [Preview] No.189 del
I'm starting to doubt that the physical plane is any more real than any of the astral existences. I think the physical basically represents an average of all the different karmic attributes of the point-of-consciousness. So, it's an effect of karmic causes, which is why it's basically impossible to directly cause immediate physical changes with the will unlike how you can in the astral. Because to the point of awareness the physical represents effect and the astral represents cause. Not purely of course but mostly. So, it is possible to cause physical change by affecting the correct astral correspondence, and people often do, but the notion that the physical plain is the only "real" reality serves as a limiting belief to what can be accomplished, because aetherics of course requires firm conviction.

I cannot see how multiple points of consciousness can exist in the same universe. The consciousness is always the center of the universe, and there cannot be multiple centers. But there can be multiple potential centers, and causality is how the center moves across different potentialities. So, alternate realities are connected by causal threads, which lets unreal potential truths influence actualized truth. Truth referring to the verb of being.

Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 21:48:48 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.190 del
Maybe you are right, universes are pretty small. That's why our universe is the "fancy box". Maybe anyone who doesn't create and enter their own box simply resides within the box of the being currently holding the position of Universe.
Oh and there was a concrete reason for this song, "I love you universe": the girl on the left is our universe, or the past Universe, while the girl on the right with yellow hair is the new Universe, these are correct representations within this artistic style.

Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 12:00:52 Id: 5bacea [Preview] No.191 del
>I'm starting to doubt that the physical plane is any more real than any of the astral existences.
As far as I know, it isn't. In fact there is no such thing as physical, this is a term that is used to describe the density of this world we find ourselves in which has become a dogma prison for every being that finds itself here. By seperating physical from astral or everything else and believing that there is a "physical" world which is somehow more real than anything else the unenlightened make it as such for themselves. But the enlightened one knows better. This world is made of energy just like anything else in the astral. For me, just imagining an apple for 1 second makes it as real as this world, the difference is only the intensity and the dimensional location. At any rate it's good that you start to get this realization.
>The consciousness is always the center of the universe
So I heard too, but it may be that rather than being some sort of center it is the entire universe since space isn't real as some claim, and if space isn't real then there can be nothing else except for one single (center) spot. The illusion of space and of being able to move around is created by switching vibrations and dimensions. I can imagine it to be true because when I lie down and visualize me in my astral place, I can fly around or teleport around freely and it looks like I'm crossing distances and moving from one location to another but actually it only seems like it, I'm still lying down in the same spot in the physical. Therefore it's possible to understand that moving around in the physical is the same form of illusion and you never move anywhere, instead you merely change the energy around you. I'm only trying to understand it at the moment so it's not like I know for real what I'm talking about but to me it makes sense.
>Maybe you are right, universes are pretty small. That's why our universe is the "fancy box"
I don't know much about universe-boxes or anime girls being universes but if what I have written above is true then you might be right in saying that our universes are small, in fact they may be smaller than anyone can fathom since space (and time) isn't real and it's all concentrated in one single tiny spot. But inside they may be, or at least seem, infinitely big.
At any rate there must be something shared, and something external to us, otherwise there wouldn't be so many concepts about the "archon", "demiurge", "foreign installation" and stuff. I'm certainly not doing a lot of things that are happening in our universe and I don't want to do them, but someone or something is doing them regardless.

Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 12:37:34 Id: 5bacea [Preview] No.192 del
In addition to the idea of the physical not being "real" in the sense that's it's really not any different than the astral I want to include my idea about physical immortality. I believed in it when I took the vampire spell but now it doesn't make sense to me in the way that I used to believe in it earlier. Now for me there is only immortality, without the physical or whatever. Blood Anon himself said that the undead state or the immortal state is when your physical body merges with the rest of you and that body is now projected in this world. Well isn't this the default state for all of us anyway? The only difference is our enlightenment to it while humans live in ignorance to it. If everything is energy to begin with, is not the human body always just an astral body projected into this world? Just like you have a touhou body when you project into Gensokyo, or a succubus body when you project into the collective world so you have a human body when you project into the human world. Naturally, you are still immortal but I think this is where calling it "physical" immortality doesn't really makes sense anymore and maybe it never made sense to begin with.
In Kreiters latest book he describes the state of real individuality as a particle state and the state of the final death/oblivion/losing all of your individuality as the wave state. So we must become our own particles forever and avoid dissolving completely into the wave state which would mean complete death to us. Blood Anon also mentioned the zero particle in connection to immortality. Not zero wave...particle. Makes me wonder if there is any relation at all, or maybe it's in fact the same.

Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 19:13:05 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.193 del
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This may sound nonsensical in relation to the discussion on the size or nature of a universe, but to me this is connected and necessary to relate to understand the full picture.

A galaxy is, in my opinion, the largest being in existence. The Empusa is one such being, if they once were galaxies or if they just have this size and form I have no idea. But they are on par with galaxies and they have a black hole in their middle. They are playful and may appear as a woman to a spiritualist as a form of game. They may also accept contracts and play along with a summoner for the same reason, creating the impression that they can be controlled, and that they are rather small. This is not the case, and they can break any contract at will. Because they are galaxies they can instantly kill a man by simply sucking out their life force (through kissing them), there is no way an average person can resist a force of this size. But they won't break their toys for no reason so this rarely happens unless they are met with hostility.

What exists between galaxies? I'd say it's just black matter, chaotic particles of high potential with little form or predictability. It doesn't have to be very complex to talk about or understand, once you realize galaxies are larger than universes. This point is the most common misconception hindering development of a functional worldview.

Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 23:05:32 Id: 5bacea [Preview] No.194 del
I'm sorry but this actually doesn't make sense to me. What I understand under universe is the thing or space that holds all the galaxies and the space in between them. A universe for me basically is the entirety of creation as far as we can know it and it contains every created thing ever. Well it's kinda the same understanding mundanes have when they think of a universe. For me, even all the astral planes might be part of our universe. It's impossible for a galaxy to be bigger than the universe since the universe holds countless galaxies inside itself.
Maybe you mean something else than what I mean but then we should use a term other than "universe".

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 02:34:33 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.195 del
No I think it's correct to use the terminology like this, it's the way it's used in general talk. We already have a word for the stuff "out there" between planets - space. That's what it is.
The universe on the other hand is inside of us and it manifests images of everything outside like a mirror.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 08:31:46 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.196 del
So you are calling the microcosm universe and the macrocosm galaxy?
Are Empusas inside the macrocosm or outside of anything altogether?

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 11:42:38 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.197 del
What I'm illustrating here is that galaxies are exo structures containing stars, solar systems, and microcosmic universes which provide templates for the lifeforms living on the planets and in their corresponding astral planes. Empusas are beings on the plane of galaxies, while Tritons (the immortal jellyfish) are beings on the plane of universes.

Think of space as an ocean where galaxies are maelstroms containing everything else, including jellyfish (Triton) and clams (universes). Some beings (Empusa) simply became maelstroms themselves and live on that plane outside of everything else. There's also a kind of deity whose task is to organize groups of galaxies, and they reside on a meta plane outside of all this. This is also where kanji(chinese characters) come in, it is the "programming language" use by these deities to control the movements of galaxies.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 13:45:48 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.198 del
Tell us if an Empusa could kill a Vampire, a Touhou or a Lyran by sucking their energy. At what point does immortality come into play and at what point are you immune to Empusas, or even to the galatic federation as you have mentioned before that they also suck energy from anything that may prove hostile to them or their plans.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 14:15:43 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.199 del
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I'll use the terminology from the ET community and refer to vampires as Luciferan here. There are two different ways commonly used for spiritual development, we call them Left Hand Path and Right Hand Path (LHP/RHP). This categorization is good enough so I'll go along with it.

LHP = individual focuses on their own personal path, becoming a revolutionary or extremist, transforming their body into their own fortress to finish their path within the current incarnation form. Memories and the mind are intact, body may transform or age but does not degenerate.
RPH = individual will work to strengthen their race as a whole and reincarnate into more beneficial positions every time until elevating and becoming a protective deity of their race, no longer incarnating after this. Mind and body will be reset every time, leaving only memories to be recovered in the new lifetime.

Luciferans are the most known for using the LHP, making it synonymous with the term "luciferan method". On other physical planes there are elves who mostly use the RHP, but a smaller group called Drow or Dark Elves who use the LHP. Their influence has lately been manifested in the spreading of online memes.
>Tell us if an Empusa could kill a Vampire, a Touhou or a Lyran by sucking their energy. At what point does immortality come into play and at what point are you immune to Empusas, or even to the galatic federation
An initiated vampire or drow can not be killed by an Empusa or the Galfed. That's impossible. A touhou is not immortal as such (they reincarnate in Gensokyo), but a tohou vampire cannot be killed if properly initiated. Lyrans are not immortal but because of the function of their AI, if a member is attacked before their designed lifetime is to end, and the local crew cannot beat the attacker, the hostile force will still be absorbed by the net. Armed support will be called and reinforcements will be sent until the threat is removed. For this reason it's very unwise to attack a single lyran, it will trigger an AI response and the entire race will come to retaliate and they will not stop. In this sense they operate more like a machine because they are deeply cybernetic.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 16:09:28 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.200 del
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>An initiated vampire or drow can not be killed by an Empusa or the Galfed.
Ah, that's reassuring to read. Good to not have to avoid every woman you see out of fear it might be an Empusa in disguise.
But after seeing that drow sluts comic I feel compelled to avoid them anyway, maybe even more.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 16:40:51 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.201 del
By the way I still don't really agree with your view on what the universe is, or maybe I don't understand it yet but I've just recently read that when a human (non-immortal) dies their mind and energy/soul travels all the way to the center of the milky way where it suffers from the final death. The black hole in the center of the galaxy pulls at the individual and slowly dissolves it until the mind arrives directly at the black hole and is destroyed for good since the remaining energy of the individual being is ripped to shreds and stretched into oblivion. Only the subconcscious can pass through the black hole to the "source" since it's finer than the normal energy and the mind and therefore can pass through the black hole. The black hole in essence being our "source".
I initially tought why would it go to a black hole in the center of our galaxy instead into the center of the whole universe? It should be the universe at least, right? But then I realized there may be something to what you say and maybe I should examine my own beliefs and understanding more. There may be a connection. Maybe it will show itself later.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 17:42:39 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.202 del
My view is that galaxies and Empusas are both the largest kind of known beings, and they have a black hole in their midst. Not center because they still have 7 chakras and the black hole is at chakra 2, corresponding to the womb or dantian, which is a representation of the source of creation ("isha" in yoga).
>The black hole in the center of the galaxy pulls at the individual and slowly dissolves it until the mind arrives directly at the black hole and is destroyed for good since the remaining energy of the individual being is ripped to shreds and stretched into oblivion. Only the subconcscious can pass through the black hole to the "source" since it's finer than the normal energy and the mind and therefore can pass through the black hole. The black hole in essence being our "source".
This is probably what happens to those cast out from the reincarnation cycle of a universe, either for breaking the code of conduct of that universe, or at the universe's end. While the universe is up and running and they're adhering to its standards, they'll be incarnating by the black hole of the universe, which is at the top of the formation (because universes only have two dimensions, chakra 1 and 2, unless you count 0.) All "higher" dimensions seen in a universe are reversed karmic dimensions or "qliphothic", so it's correct to say whatever you see is an illusion. The higher truth does not exist inside the universe, it's on the galactic plane.

I should probably point out that this last part was not something I had though to elaborate myself, but as I was typing this out one of my contacts with the Galfed filled in for me with their view.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 17:47:29 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.203 del
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Galfed are bottom left here.
Tritons bottom right, the chinese hat is a representation of them.
Top right is the nomor/skinwalker extremist.
Not sure what top left is.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 19:03:49 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.204 del
>This is probably what happens to those cast out from the reincarnation cycle of a universe, either for breaking the code of conduct of that universe, or at the universe's end.
In my understanding it happens because reincarnation, or incarnation is simultaneous and not sequential. Since time and space are not real but are just one single now-moment-point. All of our lifes/incarnations are seeded at the same time and run parallel, and eventually end at the same time. But of course for humans who live in and are still prisoner of the time delusion it appears as if reincarnation is sequentional. You might find you had a previous life in the year 200, then 1700, and maybe you think you will be reincarnated later again. But that's from the false human view. Some of your incarnations might be living much longer than others (from human view) but it's only because they have more intentisity. From outside all those lifes happen at the same time. And once you fail to achieve immortality there will probably be a permanent end to you as you are killed and eaten again by what has given birth to you in the first place.
Even if reincarnation was sequential which doesn't even make sense to me, how does a reincarnation not imply the final death of the individual and the birth of a complete new individual? Memories from a different life don't even matter since it's not your life anymore.
As for parallel lifes, one theory has it that they are all seeded by whatever created you, and another theory has it that you create more parallel lifes as you become more spiritually advanced. Which one might be true is anyones guess but maybe they are both true. Rumors have it that upon reaching enlightenment and immortality you can reconnect and reabsorb all of your (re)incarnations to become whole and strong. As you become free from the illusion of time and realize all your incarnations are happening now at the same time, you can access all of them and become them, maybe even liberating all of those lifes and making them all immortal in one single you.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 19:31:25 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.205 del
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I should add to this that it is believed that when you die you don't stay in the linear time delusion and go on to the next life reincarnating. Once physically dead sooner or later, depending on your afterlife you will enlighten and you will find yourself outside of time, where you will realize that all your incarnations are paralell and time isn't real etc. Then, upon failing to attain immortality, you will eventually be dissolved and die the second and final death. Even if you never enlighten to anything after your physical death, you will not be able to escape reality and eventually you'll die anyway even if your mind never escapes the illusion of time. All your lifes still end at the same time.
While virgin timecels still believe in linear time and try to measure it until the error kills them, enlightened chad wizards know that each moment is right now, but each and every single moment of existence has a different dimension and thus can be accessed at will all the time. They don't measure in time but in vibrations, dimensions and intensity of energy.

Or something like that.

Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 19:54:20 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.206 del
Linear or chronological time as we know it is mostly upheld by Kronos the titan (hence the term "chronoligical"). By moving outside of his reach you can ignore this principle. But using linear time within lifetimes or isolated events can be practical, it's just not something that has to be accepted.
You may be right about the situation for the common person, I don't really know anything about that, other than that their past life memories are compressed and stored in chronological order in a certain dimension where they can be accessed later.
Because my core being is a self manifested fairy/fae deity there is no way for me to have a self-experienced subjective understanding of any of what you said. Each of my previous incarnations only happened by force where the outcome was already determined, only the quality and specifics were unknown. Each person is an independent entity on the astral existing in itself, but sharing knowledge and skill with everyone else to some degree. I am merely finishing up the last missing role in this life.

Sunflower 11/22/2021 (Mon) 19:34:56 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.207 del
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Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 10:29:44 Id: c1687c [Preview] No.208 del
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Does this song have any spiritual meaning or are you just having a party by yourself at the end of the world?

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 11:58:18 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.209 del
No meaning aside from catgirls being a representation of lyrans and yokai.

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 12:01:03 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.210 del
And the balloons are a technology used by the clownpunk entities who built the UN (it's an endtimes energy harvester).

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 12:03:26 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.211 del
The cone here shown as an icecream waffle also has a meaning. So maybe it's just that our culture is a very concentrated compound of esoteric meanings?

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 13:40:47 Id: cb3734 [Preview] No.212 del
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Our culture is indeed full of esoteric symbols and even guidance, if you are open for it or capable to perceive it.
Alright keep partying then. I also party by myself all the time on the astral, but I don't want to invite anyone yet because I don't know how lucid and stable my place is for others or if they can even join at all. I'm currently trying to taste, smell and hear as real and clear as possible in my astral body, on my astral place. Doing all those things on your astral place is good because you are working on your skills and your energy body and at the same time making your place more solid. Surprisingly, seeing clearly and stable is one of the biggest problems. All the other senses seem to come much easier.
It's fun because you can do everything and eat everything as long as your focus and energy doesn't run out. I only wish I could finally find the strenght to transition to the astral for real and stay there permanently. I need to let go of my last attachments and comfort zones in the "physical" and shift all of it to the astral. Being pulled back here every time and having to be here is just so frustrating. I know I am lacking in the actual training department a lot but in the immortal words of Reimu Hakurai from Touhou 2: "I hate training so much". If one only could stay comfy and take it easy and still achieve everything as soon as possible, it would be great.

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 15:29:57 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.213 del
>but I don't want to invite anyone yet because I don't know how lucid and stable my place is for others or if they can even join at all
Here's something you can use to practice. My lyran ship up there has an astral section which is open for visitors. You can astral travel there and you'll be let in if you're allowed to (the A.I. will determine). Just focus on the spiral of this image for about 20 seconds, then proceed as normal with your astral travel session.
The lobby has different tables out of which some are open and others are reserved for VIPs like the techno vampires from Black Hell group. You are free to approach other visitors and join them at their table if they give permission. There's also a bar where you can order food and drink (energy for its replication will be taken from your natural qi flow which is connected to the ship during your stay so everything is "free").

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 16:17:18 Id: cb3734 [Preview] No.214 del
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Thanks for the invitation! I'll be sure to visit later today. Or at least try. (But this image reminds of of something similar that I saw on /sunflower/ before.)
Altought I have trouble to tell of whether what I'm seeing astrally is "real" or created by my own visualization. Recently I went to the sunflower temple and I saw nobody here except for Yuuka, who was dancing a slow yet elegant dance on top of the round table in the middle of the gazebo. I watched it a little bit but as I didn't know if this was actually happening there anyway or the entire scene was fabricated by my mind I decided to remove myself and visit another time.
This is another plus for your own astral place, you already know everything is fabricated by your mind so there are no doubts.
>like the techno vampires from Black Hell group.
I'm too shy and anti-social to approach anyone, especially with my current ability level. Those vampires sounds just scary and dark, meanwhile I'm a pure idol-like cutesy vampire. A easy to understand vampire. But I will try my best! Take care and take it easy!

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 17:06:12 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.215 del
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>Yuuka, who was dancing a slow yet elegant dance on top of the round table
Someone on /x/ made this drawing of a place they found on the astral ;)

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 17:22:00 Id: c68c49 [Preview] No.217 del
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The precipitating cause is: nails, in the hands and feet.
calm it with the schizoposting there, friend

Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 17:49:09 Id: cb3734 [Preview] No.218 del
Wow that's pretty cool, seems like that anon can really see stuff on the astral with all those colors and energy. Meanwhile I just visualized a green field with lots of sunflowers and a gabezo under blue sky, and when you enter it it becomes much bigger and kinda different inside than it looks from outside. Even my Yuuka looks standart Yuuka from all the pictures on the net while his looks much more unqiue. But hey, maybe we both saw the same scene.

I don't know what you mean or which part of my post you are referring to, sorry. I didn't even know what "precipitating" means so I looked it up and I still don't know what you mean.

Sunflower 11/24/2021 (Wed) 20:34:41 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.220 del
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>culling 90% of the population
Plebs. Yuuka said 99,7% will be removed, the number of souls to be left from our period may land at the christian prediction 144000 in the end. It won't be 500 million, we didn't even have that after the black death, it was 100 mil worldwide. Leave it at 500 mil and we'd be back in the same mess in 300 years.

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I just want to live in peace and be left alone. Matching to this season, work through my life's past events and resolve all the filters I have in my mind. Reaching a state of silence and focus.
With governments and the workplace getting more and more intrusive about medical data and authoritarian moves, it seems like finding silence won't be easy this winter.
I am not at a stage where I can completely "ignore" everything. What is the best way to deal with this?

Sunflower 11/25/2021 (Thu) 13:28:20 Id: c87773 [Preview] No.224 del
>Leave it at 500 mil and we'd be back in the same mess in 300 years.
We could eat more humans then. 100000 is one month worth of food for yokai. Also with 100000 it will be next to impossible to find a good human waifu for oneself since there is virtually nobody to choose from.

Sunflower 11/25/2021 (Thu) 14:06:54 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.225 del
How many waifus do you need? I've been doing inventory of the possible ones in my area and have only found maybe a few 100 all in all. Assuming 100k includes all age groups there should be enough. Let's say for example that

100k/2=50k are female
if for simplicity we say people live to 100, that means there's
for every age if evenly distributed (but in reality there should be more of the younger).
If you then assume the range of possible mates (since they age and you can wait if too young) when you start looking to be in the range 10 - 20, you have 10x500=5000 to choose from. If you also include age range up to 30 you have 10k to choose from.

Sunflower 11/25/2021 (Thu) 14:20:21 Id: c87773 [Preview] No.226 del
Altought I have no idea if that poster is just a schizoposting npc or a "real" poster since he didn't seem to come back here, I think I understand a little bit more of what he meant when he replied to my previous post. The hanged man represents exactly my situation, just as this pic I'm attaching here, but I still don't know what he meant with nails in hand and feet. The hanged man is the person who is enlightened enough to see it's own prison and the nature of reality or how things are, and yet is still bound at the world tree. the upside down hanging of the hanged man represents the enlightened worldview or the different worldview as opposed to normal humans. He sees the tree inverted. Yet he is bound and cannot escape but mostly because of his own comfort zones and his own will. He may be scared or too weak inside to let go of the world tree and let himself fall into true freedom and the reality out there. Because being attached to the world tree is too comfy and too safe, even if that means your own death as you are still attached to the cycle of life and death which the world tree represents. It leads to final death. In the same manner I have expressed my favour of being in the comf and taking it easy altought it cannot be a good thing. I can see, but I cannot untie myself from the tree. Is this the meaning of the nails? Am I crucified to the trees and need to remove the nails, or does the crucification represents the death and rebirth that I need to go through just like Christ did? Maybe I am giving too much meaning to the posts of a schizo npc, but I admit if I think about it that post is surprisingly fitting.
I don't need more than one waifu. Altought I don't know if I can choose from all of them, since the human males are the ones who will need human females in the first place, and then there might be other non humans who might be interested in some human females too, and whatever is left for me to pick, those might not even be interesting to me. Why am I even seriously thinking about this now lol, my post above wasn't actually meant to be serious. Well at any rate, I think it would be interesting to find a young female and be with her her entire life.

Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 12:29:20 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.257 del
So, I had a dream this morning just a while ago, I was in high-school but I don't see that part as relevant, but when I looked out the window I saw that there was some anime girls that I thought of as Touhous, they were looking at me and then some would go away and others would take their place. I think the only one that I recognized was Clownpiece or just someone that looked like her.

A little after that I started seeing subtitles in my vision but I could barely read them, it seemed to be offering a deal.

I'd like to know if it was really Touhous or someone else messing with me? (I do have trouble with a certain being related to contracts).

Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 12:46:17 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.258 del
>I'd like to know if it was really Touhous or someone else messing with me?
I forgot to say please here. wew

Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 14:39:22 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.259 del
They're showing you they watch over you, and that there is an offer to join them, I think.

Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 14:56:50 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.260 del
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I see, thanks.
I'm very thankful to them for watching over me. They have helped me before more than once. I'm not sure about becoming a Touhou though, I often think about ways to make an astral body that would be immortal(out of Samsara) in a similar way that Touhous/Succubus are, but I don't want to make one with a mind/personality that cannot be changed with time, nor do I know how to make it immortal.

Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 16:18:02 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.261 del
You can have many different bodily forms with their own minds, like the hindu avatars. So don't worry about that.

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