>>8177
After i fixed this I had a dream where i was walking by the pier. Suddenly im standing a room with a tall vampire lady in the middle. Right in front of me.she tells me there are a 100 other people in the room and they will attack me. I fight and kill everyone in the room. She holds her hand out and tells me to eat what she has in her hand. She tells me its human flesh. I refuse since i dont feel like eating human flesh. I walk around the room since theres nothing else to do and then cut of some meat of the peoples bodies i killed and eat here and there. She says alright and then shows me a girl standing in the room.its a normal girl like all the people who were ther prior. She tells me to notice how i view her has changed since i ate the flesh. She tells me i can still be friendly or feel friendly but subconsciously i will view her as prey.while she said i can still feel friendly its shown my empathy as being lined off and seperated to the right. She said that i can still be friendly part as if to confort me for suddenly losing the sense of empathy i usually feel by telling me i can still be friendly.when she said i now view the girl as prey i could see part of it as true.I mildly resisted it.when i woke up i felt "safe".its only been a few days but a lot of the issues i used to have after accepting the vampire spell have left me. I also dont feel like im getting weaker anymore.