I have made progress i think. Im pretty sure ive managed to fix this energetic issue ive had since atleast way back when.This happened right before we talked here about underground dwellers.

>>8177
I looked just now, it appears to be broken through, the energy is flowing by the sheer force of it. The external disturbance appears to originate with some external entity, looks like a guy in a light grey/blueish suit (?), he looks taken by surprise over not being able to effect you.

This post well be about the double evolution.

The sigil will connect you with the vampire library of magic. In here, you can find grimoires on double evolution for vampires. If you want to use the lazy approach, you can get this [servitor] which runs off a standard ScaleForm disc, it's an AI librarian who maintains local copies of the library and can find books by request.

Double evolution means that you control both male and female aspects of your being at a minimum of Arhat enlightenment level equivalents, then unite your energy flow into a single achievement. For this to work, both your male and female aspects need to have the same element ready for rising up. Example: for me it's a black fox, so I need to be able to have the black fox form as both male and female at minimum Arhat to unite into double evolution.

Double evolution is always stronger than single evolution, no matter the achievement of the single evolution. Thus, a double evolution 1st enlightenment achievement (Arhat) will always override a single evolution in 2nd (Bodhisattva) or 3rd (Tathagata) even if those are higher by normal standards.

You do not need to have a single evolution achievement in the double standard you are aiming for, but it helps greatly to have at least one (male or female) aspect in place so you have a stepping stone to reach from.

For the practical aspect of double evolution, you need only some way to concentrate your energy. I used the Simhasana (lion) pose exercise with the "roar" (no need to link, you can find this on youtube).

>>8177
After i fixed this I had a dream where i was walking by the pier. Suddenly im standing a room with a tall vampire lady in the middle. Right in front of me.she tells me there are a 100 other people in the room and they will attack me. I fight and kill everyone in the room. She holds her hand out and tells me to eat what she has in her hand. She tells me its human flesh. I refuse since i dont feel like eating human flesh. I walk around the room since theres nothing else to do and then cut of some meat of the peoples bodies i killed and eat here and there. She says alright and then shows me a girl standing in the room.its a normal girl like all the people who were ther prior. She tells me to notice how i view her has changed since i ate the flesh. She tells me i can still be friendly or feel friendly but subconsciously i will view her as prey.while she said i can still feel friendly its shown my empathy as being lined off and seperated to the right. She said that i can still be friendly part as if to confort me for suddenly losing the sense of empathy i usually feel by telling me i can still be friendly.when she said i now view the girl as prey i could see part of it as true.I mildly resisted it.when i woke up i felt "safe".its only been a few days but a lot of the issues i used to have after accepting the vampire spell have left me. I also dont feel like im getting weaker anymore.

>>8181
I wonder if I ever had this kind of empathy in this life or anytime. I never experienced this kind of change, but would as long as I remember view humans as some kind of beast. Already as a kid I would have thought of wanting to kill them because they are abominations. It pained me that I wasn't able to see normal situations with any kind of connection. There was a certain moment when a girl was given a teddy bear and everyone around smiled, and I felt nothing. I wanted to be able to smile, but could not see anything other than these beasts who don't deserve it.

This specific thing was solved with "someone's" guidance through me watching Sleeping Princess in the Demon Castle
https://youtube.com/watch?v=UEktRgkNBBs [Embed]

where she keeps interacting with these demonic teddy bears. There was one specific moment in the show which felt like they had built up for: she's again getting lost in the castle, and eventually made it back to her room. Then she meets a teddy demon and hugs it, and the scene mirrored the scene from my childhood which I felt I wanted to be able to smile about.

At that moment the emotional connection was formed, and I was able to feel happy about it. It had to be framed as a sadistic and stupid princess hugging a demon teddy for me to mentally relate to it, but that actually worked to overcome this detachment.

>>8182
Calling yourself an empath is memed on. Although its weird with me its like i wanted to be like what you describe minus the seeing people as beasts since it seemed people like that could whatever they want.after i had that energetic issue i lost the ability to have emotions because i lacked the energy to sustain them(it was very serious and i could have basically posted about it all day on here since it felt that acute yet chronic.as if you were on the verge of madness yet to little energy to even fully express that feeling inside my inner mind.) That included my empathy but it was overall not pleasant for me. Like taking water out of an already dry well. Even a single thought was exhaustive for me.let alone moving the body.emotions especially.

https://pastebin.com/tPpqmnqJ

I dug up this from Discord, it's a channelling with the Queen/ Illivryn about La Famida.

>>8223
Yeah...

https://www.tiktok.com/@katannaclarke/video/7389791895519612203 [Embed]

https://www.tiktok.com/@katannaclarke/video/7389826225742597418 [Embed]

This is saying so much more than it seems to say aside from what is right there. But it's all about things that are too odd to talk about even on here. A multi-layered game.

>>8243
Ok so.

Look at what isn't the focus of these vids. The background. All the windows are covered by light blocking curtains. There's a massage bench oddly placed across from a bed and next to a tv in the corner. There are no carpets (but this last may be an american thing).

In the past few days I've been working with the galactic federation to hunt down the groups who have been attacking the Earth and creating the evil society. Because I have a general's rank in my faction (I apparently have this since sometime in the past, I'm not sure how or when), I can file requests for resources if formulated right. So I used this to create a unit called "The unit for protection of natural growth and free progression", and posted an ad asking for staff. I quickly got someone responding and gave them the rank of major, then told them to recruit more staff, and also requested a ship to use along with equipment like protective gear.

After forming the unit we set up on a distant planet with a ground office and I used Kit to investigate who has been causing the disturbances on Earth. Then as soon as someone was found out, or they attacked, we instantly would activate the unit and go out to arrest them and send them to the mines.

Some of the groups were seemingly targeting me specifically so I decided to give them a different treatment and deal with them personally by reversing their negative energy back at them, researching the principles of their methods and adapting them to myself.

>>8255
Yesterday when denying the effect of a particularly nasty attack, the negative energy they sent formed into a white nail complete with a head, and it pierced them and paralyzed them so the environment clear up completely. Early morning a new group came at me, so I did the same thing against them, paired with calling in my federation unit to take those who were of a less spiritual nature. Eventually I subdued all of them, and suddenly the different reversed "nails" all merged and transformed into an artifact in my possession.

It's a short white pointed pole, like the "vampire stake" in fiction, unclear material. This seems like the core of the "white spike" energy formation. I was wondering what its actual solid form is, because I was unable to see it clearly and didn't feel I had it completely done.

This may be it. That would mean all seen spike formations are various manifestations of using this core artifact.

Angel channelling (mostly)

Vampirism is on the same scale as angel magic, it is simply at the desire-bound or earth-bound end of the line, while angels are on the ethereal end. Anyone can practice angel or vampire magic, but this does not make them angels or vampires. To be a genuine angel or vampire in the flesh, one must be of the "pleiadan" racial cluster. That means in terms of the Earth races of the past, one must be of the race created by a silver queen (white earth mother). The gold queens who created the black races are evolved orcs, they are completely different and cannot be vampires or angels even if they can practice the magic. This means also that they will not be immortal in the flesh by practicing vampire or angel magic, it's impossible. They will be immortal by either becoming a black queen, or for men they will only become immortal after astral rebirth, because there are no black immortal men, they will have to evolve sideways to demon lord, which is the white version of the orc race when evolved. Demons are the female version of the orc lord. Demons created in the flesh by a white demon also cannot become physical vampires or angels, although they can practice vampire or angel magic.

This created a situation on the Earth as follows: Vampires were created from the silver race, and they became immortal after successful application of the vampire magic. Angels tend to not stay in the flesh so they moved on to the astral instead. Successful blacks also move on to either astral transformation for men, or they leave the planet to become wandering immortals for females. So the immortals on the planet who remain, are vampires. This is just how it is, with some few exceptions of esoteric practitioners in isolation. Some of these rare cases are the templars who hide away in caves for 1000s of years while in trance. They are of the white fungus race, which makes up most of the population in the west (did before the cleanse, they are now NPCs). Fungus races mix easily with anyone, and they absorb DNA from anyone. As a result of this, some would gain demon DNA, some would gain pleiadan DNA, some would receive white or black orc DNA. When a white fungus absorbs DNA from a different race, they change dramatically, as seen when mixed with blacks. When mixed with pleiadans they also change, but the skin colour does not change.

For someone to become an immortal vampire, they need a high % of pleiadan DNA. It's this simple. But how do you determine this? Modern science does not know what the DNA types look like. Examining the silver queens is a impossible as getting near any other queen. Their radiating shields will burn the researcher to charcoal in an instant if they go within a one meter radius of them. So this is research done blindly, using measurements and indirect methods. They try to gain vampire DNA to research it, but vampires are also immortals and very savage and powerful, they can also twist time itself to evade unwanted attention.

DNA can be changed by practices and behaviours. So the elites in their quest for real vampirism - which is their goal, to become immortals in the flesh and engage in their desires - started ritual practices which imitate what they believe to be vampire practices, in an attempt at changing their DNA to become like the vampire end of pleiadans. They also started research on fungus queens, who lack the radiating shields, and are easier to replicate. However, any vampire DNA they would receive is from the "failvamps" who die after 800 years when facing the karmic death threshold, a known and much studied phenomena in witch circles.

They do know that any mixing with blacks renders that genetic line worthless if you are aiming for vampirism though, which is why the white supremacist movement and racism against blacks was created.

The rest is history, as they say. The western elites have since been obsessed with trying to replicate vampire behaviour while also refining pleiadan DNA which is mixed up with white fungus, trying to create a high enough concentration of pleiadan, that a ritual process is enough to bring them over to fullvamp.

That is all there is to it

>>8315
>>8316
Not channelled comment: Because Africans and Russians/slavs are both evolved from orcs via demon lords, demon females or black queens, they have no real place in the quest for vampirism. Their path to immortality is by their own racial practices, so they are naturally not going to be very interested in contributing to this effort of the white westerners, or included in their version of the world system which seeks to use the Earth's resources for this single quest for vampirism. Asians are a strange mix of demon and pleiadan, which is why they are brought in, although hesitantly, by the western elites. They know that if asians "tip over" genetically towards the demon races, they will shift to not having any interest in vampirism or this effort, are are like to opposite it as well. Because it is after all a huge waste to use an entire civilization's resources just to create a handful of failed vampires, when you could just accept that whoever deserves a DNA type will simply be reborn in that line. You can't force it.

>>8317
Wasn't it previously said vampires are slav based and the look like slavs?

>>8318
Let me ask them.

Channelled reply:
That is correct. You won't find any 100% pure bloods on Earth of any kind, everyone is mixed. The group you call "slavic" is not a reference to having a certain type of DNA (see attached image) but rather those speaking a more original language which is closer to the ancient languages. Although you may say that English and Spanish combined with Latin may sound like ancient Atlantean, you should know that Atlantean is not the oldest language of the Earth, but was - like Chinese Mandarin - advocated as a uniting language for all people rather than an organically spread language. "Slavic" when used here is not a perfect representation but it is understood, (although I don't think we used it?) because unlike us, humans do not understand the term "pleiadan" or "silver race" to have any concrete meaning. It is not entirely correct to say that slavs are all evolved from orcs or demons, as they are mixed. It would be more correct to say that "vampires as you know them are of the group who speak slavic languages originally, and they have characteristic appearances which are in themselves not related to any pure blood". Rather, the concentration of pleiadan is higher in the slavic group, a further annoyance for the western fungus elites, who want to incorporate this genetic with their own. It is very difficult to separate which is demon/orc and which is white pleiadan when both of them are white in skin. It would be easier to separate them with a mix of black orc and pleiadan, but again that is an impossible combination as the male half of that line is a dead end. That is why white supremacy intended to separate off Scandinavians to derive pleiadan DNA from them instead. Unfortunately they are very much mixed with demon/white orc and white fungus, leaving a lesser concentration of pleiadan than among the slavs. In short, this "create vampires from test tubes" project was pretty much set for failure from the beginning. But they didn't know that.

>>8315
>silver queen
In the extremely early days of vampire threads I had a dream. I was in a labyrinth. At the end of the labyrinth there were silver female heads on the wall. All of them had "hats" similar how pharaohs were portrayed. They were all alive and not like trophies but that was the way they could "blend" into that dimensional space. As I went closer I gently touched the face of one female. I know she said something but it was without words. With that my entire hand then my body gained a silvery coating and felt like everything beneath the coating also changed. After that I could go further in the labyrinth. As I went toward an extremely poisonous spider was on the corner of the wall and it's poison leaked on me but was ineffective. The poison was not "hostile" but more of a "test". As I passed the spider there was a gate. With a mere intent the gate opened. I noticed that the labyrinth is underwater and as the water washed upon me I awoken.

Guess it might had more meaning than gaining the silver/astral body

>>8320
>I gently touched the face of one female. I know she said something but it was without words. With that my entire hand then my body gained a silvery coating and felt like everything beneath the coating also changed
That's a beautiful representation of activating your pleiadan DNA.

>>8321
(cont.)

So what I did now was to use timeline manipulation to get a message to the "international masons", a group which although they don't understand a lot of the context, have a network and can pull off rituals with coordination.

I made them "conclude" that they need to perform a certain mass session at a certain time, using a specific symbolism and procedure. Their participants are just some rich people who don't necessarily know what they are doing but just like the form of it.

None of this matters, it can be made to work. So the procedures for giving vampirism to everyone in the elite have now been used, and the resources gathered for it are used up.

Following this, I noticed that some spiritual beings were still causing trouble, and further investigation showed that most of the "elites" as we know them were not actually invited to take part from the very beginning, they were all useful idiots, and many of them were even in opposition to this procedure or working against it because of their degeneration and low IQ. So it seems with the original proceeding, almost everyone would be ripped off and almost everyone were against the "NWO", but not because they were better in any way, they were just basing their opposition on Ego and lack of understanding.

>>8323
To clarify, the procedure was just made to function as a single use transformation where anyone on the planet who can make it in, is dragged in.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=8Vy8LTmmDvk [Embed]
hehe

A sad truth was revealed to me, as well as a context.

I said earlier that the "molochians" have transformed their astral bodies into lizards whose heads are literal septic tanks. The image of this somehow appeared to me when I was rather little, seeing the structure of a brain energetically, but it was just a tank filled with shit, like the dung pit kept by farmers, to later spread on the fields as fertilizer.

The image and term of this was just so normal because it was something I'd see, everyone had one, so it's just there. But if you live in a city you may not know what it means or think its smell and mere existence is something disgusting. Maybe being used to this also makes the thing about Indians meaningless. Cow dung doesn't really smell very bad, being used to seeing it, it's just a part of the fields and the environment.

The mental state of creating this is one of letting the "gut brain's" function move to the head, or be retained in the head. Normally it's meant to be automated and then the nerves do this without you thinking about it. The fully regressed molochian has not only kept this function in the head, they have also externalized it to be the function of society around them. It's been outsourced on a mega-scale, where structurally, energetically, and from a body-function perspective, the whole of society is just there for artificially keeping up this function of the gut, which any baby should have automated during their first years of life. It's all been placed as subordinate to this structure, and nothing beyond it can be seen. Because the gut expects to constantly be fed, it does not tolerate any interruption, and will act out with uncontrollable reflexes of "hunger" if there is the slightest hint of disturbance to this outsourced system. That is why humans can do pretty much anything today and in the past. Countries will go to war, a collective psychosis takes over and they cannot be argued with. It's because the "gut" was not fed, and there is no real brain to function as a buffer or restraint, the hunger is acted out through the organs, the limbs of the welfare state, be it made for the nobility in the past or the middle class today.

What appeared to me, was the image of what created this horror. Though the ancient vampires had grown up in periods where things were fairly normal, and they had all the time needed to develop into being physically and psychologically normal on a personal level, the society and their external traditions over time regressed into this "septic tank" state, with their preferences and tastes just being different representation of hunger of the lowest and dirtiest kinds.

Even now, when having moved to the astral, this structure remained, and over time since the dimensional shifts and splits started, they had also started leaving that space. It seems their actual achievement was not much to mention, they re-incarnated as various members of regular races in the galactic federation, their memorized knowledge of atlantean magic not even applicable after leaving their position in the system, as the formulas were only commands to be used inside this egregore. They still work as command formulas for spells, but you'd need your own power for them to take effect. It all relied on this septic tank system when looking at the external mega scale.

This was why the magic system of vampires had lost its power, and needed to be rebooted. Atlantean magic works as a system of expression, but it needs to be connected to an "engine" of some sort, and that engine was a very low system in the past. It was not connected to the astral library of vampires.

The reason for why Gensokyo chose to keep the vampires in the age range of up to 2000 but not beyond, may be that they had not yet regressed into the "septic tank" kind of thinking yet. Being older in this situation is not better, when the system causes psychological degeneration with time.

There's this misconception relating to anon's (lack of) ability to discern posters, and poster patterns.

I early on created the "kemono friends poster" character, and that was what I used on all altchans from the beginning. It was part of a movement at the time, and made it easy to uphold post flow. I never created a new or secondary character until this year, when the distance to that social current had been thinned out, and kemono friends had become irrelevant as a reference. I started working on it during last year, but only started testing it this current year, for later introduction. The purpose of this was to widen the range of the expression so that I can talk about more things and still remain in-character.

I think I need to make clear, that I was still using this character all the while before, any lore relating to these threads was a collective /fringe/ creation. I think it's an indication that the first vampire thread on here was made by someone else, it's self propelled, unlike the sunflower generals and board theme threads like the blog, which I've created and maintained.

There was a need for a movement, I acted on that by creating a few thread OPs on /fringe/, but after that it was a self-playing piano, I just went along with what the egregore demanded.

For some reason there's this fixation among some anons about "who did what" and attributing way too many occurrences to certain personas. Smiley was thought to be behind all kinds of things, if the rumours were to be believed, he'd have been a frequent poster at ~26 different boards (this is what anon said), controlling the drama on every one of them.

In the beginning I was called out for being Smiley, anon told me he "felt" he was arguing with Smiley when he was talking to me. What's the point of having anonymous interactions if you are to always try to find out who you are talking to? No, you don't have to answer, it was a rhetorical question, this is just a blog rant post.

I'm only trying to inspire change within anon, self reflection and inner development. Yet these things keep surfacing, focusing "me" rather than what I said, focusing on "proof" of metaphysical concept to be provided by someone else, rather than striving to find the evidence within yourself and through you own work. It's all very strange to me, why anon would start reading, then posting, on a board labeled as "esoteric" if this is not what he is after. It seems at this point like intentional sabotage. Maybe these are just the opposing forces we all face when trying to improve.

>>8521
>Yet these things keep surfacing, focusing "me" rather than what I said
Maybe the constant vague threats about how all who oppose you will be annihilated and the chest-beating about how you've sent all the glowies to hell once again have something to do with that. Just a thought.

>>8522
>chest-beating
Again with the Ego-thinking. So boring.

These posts are warnings to said glowies, some physical and some spiritual. They're not "threats", they are simple warnings which I have to give, because they are in serious danger when they attack me. Anyone else wouldn't have posted these, but would just have killed them with no warning. So because I'm applying benevolence and giving them a chance, it's interpreted as "boasting". I'm being very modest and tolerant here.

They read what I write here. This has nothing to do with what anons did years before I posted anything about this.

What's even the point anymore? Is there anyone here outside 2-3 anons who even care about their own spiritual improvement and the collective process of planetary ascension?

These little Ego-focused smug-comments are an expression of a very retarded thinking on the spiritual scale. Evil spirits will be upset when someone calls them out for what they are doing, of course. Am I talking to one of them now?

I can only interpret the recent inflow of malicious intent as a sign that the evil of the world is put under pressure.

>>8523
>Evil spirits will be upset when someone calls them out for what they are doing, of course. Am I talking to one of them now?
See, this is the issue. First of all, the function of an imageboard should be to talk to your fellow human beings as equals. If you start using these places as a channeling tool to deliver threats to spirits, things quickly devolve into an /ng/-tier quagmire that most people just aren't willing to wade through. Secondly, I don't know if you're fully aware of this or not, but what you posted just now was essentially a threat of magical violence directed at me. The phrasing was a subtle, but it's there. I know you'll probably say "oh, it was just directed at the spirit acting through you", but we're all just spirits living in bodies here. You keep stabbing at the parts of other people that offend you, and eventually you might hit something vital. I remember you did the same thing on /fringe/, something about how you implied that a group of greys or some other alien was acting through someone in the thread and how you were going to mercilessly exterminate it. What if a neophyte who had a synergy or experience with greys happened upon that thread? He would of course assume you were talking about him. Anyone who doesn't have the capacity for magical self-defense is going to be scared off right quick by the sort of talk. It's destructive to the sort of spirit that an open discussion (as in a 'think tank', the original mission statement of this place, I believe?) requires.

Anyway, if you want to browbeat spirits there's a lot of better channeling methods to deliver your threats than this place. That's all I wanted to say.

No wait hold on
>>8524
DISAGREEING WITH YOU IS NOT MALICIOUS INTENT.
You need to understand this.
If no one on /sunflower/ disagreed with you, this place would have no function. THE PURPOSE OF DISCOURSE IS TO DISAGREE WITH PEOPLE.
That's all.

>>8525
Whether you like to hear it or not, your post rested on an external egregore and it was hostile. Right after I left the computer they attacked me, proving that I was right in taunting which most of these posts are, because I just hate it when they attack me at night because it causes me to wake up and having to start organizing my servitors to wipe out hostiles when I should be resting. So if I see signs of hostility I want to trigger them as fast as possible so I can get rid of them.

^this was written before I read your post, I will now go on to reply to anything you wrote

>what you posted just now was essentially a threat of magical violence directed at me
I don't know who "you" are here, and I did get "someone" who was hostile. People have multiple souls. Some have possession by evil spirit. If I was to perform an exorcism, I'd be addressing the possessing spirit, but if you were still aware in there, you'd feel it being directed at you too. But there is no other way.

I also don't know who I'm talking to here because I don't recognize anyone, and I don't claim to do either. I have other things to do than keeping track of anon1, anon2 etc, unless they already have names associated with them. The only two people I recognize on here is Shiva-anon and the guy who always posts huge tit anime females, because I had him on Discord in the past (he kept changing nickname though so I still don't call him anything).


>eventually you might hit something vital
Not really, I don't use the CIA style attacks where negative intent is aimed at someone. I always strictly apply the Falun Gong method of forcing karmic repayment ahead of time. Every single weapon I create and use if of this type. It's just a quick cleanse, which stops the hostility because the evil intent came from karma, the black substance which is created from a mess of desires and evil intent, contrary to virtue which is the white substance. We went over this before, in Chinese these are Ye and De.

Some situations are complex and that makes it hard to perform blanket cleansings, which locks the dimension and I can't touch it until I learned a more surgical method to remove the karma.

Good to see your energy improved. That means I did remove something that was there.

>>8525
>What if a neophyte
Also this. They aren't supposed to be on this board, but on /fringe/. Sunflower started as a dangerous and seclusive project for high risk magic which shouldn't be performed by beginners or those who are stuck in various prejudices on the nature of reality.

It was also the intent, outspoken, to sync with the NWO egregore and hijack it by assuming their way of speaking and acting, which actually means imitating their huge egos and supremacy thinking, but doing it as an act, not doing it by actually being them. Then when we "are them" seen by spiritual forces, we'd argue that we are the real rulers, and they'd follow us instead.

This was gradually achieved already when this was hidden away on Discord, and the public expression here as a board was only created when the egregore was stable enough to withstand attacks and retardation. The temple will last, there is no doubt about that.

What this stuff is about here isn't even on the temple mountain hillside, it's somewhere in the caves below it. That's what's making the opposing forces upset. With their 1000 year plan, we can still override them because we do it better than them.

In this is included that we can't really care that much about those not involved here, as that would cause a de-syncing to take place. Following benevolence by procedure can still be done, that makes us better than them.

That is why I have to warn them in public. Otherwise the spiritual forces would just look at me/us here and then at the degen elites, and see no difference, so they may support them instead.

>>8665
Becoming a vampire is similarly difficult, and as was already said but may be re-iterated, that is why there is a vampire religion and people roleplaying as vampires. They are slowly preparing themselves and the environment for later incarnation in the spot where they can become the real immortal elite.

"Soulless incarnation" seems to also be a thing, although it's a difficult concept to nail down because it sound contradictive. It means the person incarnates a part of themselves which equates to the autonomous nervous system, or the subconscious. There is no direct awareness in the soul or body, but it acts as the real person would have. This can also be done as a way to wedge into hives of soulless beast-humans, where there is just enough of the proper blood to incarnate this shard for now, but not enough to actually live there with full on frontal awareness. Maybe one can then move in later after the environment settles, or the experiences are just taken out again with the soul being removed, having learned some fringe skills of the subconscious.

>>8666
>having learned some fringe skills of the subconscious.
I hated when I had to incarnate like that.