wsp endchan; havent been here in a while; haven't needed to for the most part but i started using 4chan and my "boyfriend" found out and said its not healthy for me so i might just move here instead :p
reccently we fought because i overthink things a lot and he wants me to be open about it but i feel like whenever i am he gets upset with me over it :/ i tried to distract myself from wanting to self harm by looking at gore/other peoples self harm and he thought it was weird/bad and i didnt know what to do other than cry, ive got very bad copying mechanisms and i feel like he doesnt understand that still