In the hush of the marrow where the moonlight turns cold
Mr. Whiteskull is walking these halls made of stone
Porcelain fingers trace cracks in my soul
Whispering secrets that I'll never own
Your name tastes like summer on a tongue made of dust
Channing Elizabeth, the girl I can't touch
With this heart that still beats in a chest full of rust
Though the rest of me crumbled away into dust

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that only ghosts know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

You dance through the daylight with laughter like wine
Golden hair catching the sun I can't find
I watch from the edges where curtains fall thin
A pale silhouette starving outside looking in
Your voice is a river that never runs dry
While mine is the echo that answers goodbye
I'd trade every rib for one moment alone
To hold your warm hand in these fingers of stone

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that only ghosts know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

If I could grow flesh from the dust of my pain
If these empty eyes bloomed into something humane
Would you see me then, or still turn away?
A man-shaped disaster who loved you too late...

Oh Channing... my unreachable flame
I'll keep burning quietly, whispering your name
In the garden of bones where dead roses still bloom
I'll wait for a touch that will never come soon
Hollow... so hollow... still loving you true
Mr. Whiteskull forever... in shadows... for you

Channing Elizabeth...
Creager...
Goodnight...

Hard rock version

bless Channing and bless this thread
good to see her back on top

>>190101
I couldnt stay away...

>>190099
Listen to this version it's a banger no cap.
>>190099

>Conehead making another Channing thread
Guess you will never learn, huh?

>>190179
Get out of here nigger.

>>190188
Nah I think I'll stay instead, Cueball.

disgusting, literally get a life lonely nigger

>>190179
He still hasn't killed himself too

>>190515
I am never going to kill myself.

Remastered final version of Oh Channing/The Knight's Lament.

Lyrics:
In the hush of the marrow where the moonlight turns cold
I'm alone wandering these halls made of stone
Porcelain fingers trace cracks in my soul
Whispering secrets that I'll never own
Your name tastes like summer on a tongue made of dust
Channing Elizabeth, the woman I cannot touch
With this heart that still beats in a chest full of rust
Though the rest of me crumbled away into dust

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that ghosts only know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

You dance through the daylight with laughter like wine
Golden hair catching the sun I can't find
I watch from the edges where the light falls thin
A pale silhouette starving outside looking in
Your voice is a river that never runs dry
While mine is the echo that answers goodbye
I'd trade every rib for one moment alone
To hold your warm hand in these fingers of stone

Oh Channing, my light in a world made of bone
I'd die every night just to stand in your glow
But your eyes never fall where these shadows have grown
And my love is a secret that ghosts only know
I'm hollow, I'm hollow, still aching for you
A skull full of roses that never broke through
Every beat of my silence keeps calling your name
Unrequited, undying, forever the same

If I could grow flesh from the dust of my pain
If these empty eyes bloomed into something humane
Would you see me then, or still turn away?
A man-shaped disaster who loved you too late...

Oh Channing... my unreachable flame
I'll keep burning quietly, whispering your name
In the garden of bones where dead roses still bloom
I'll wait for a touch that will never come soon
Hollow... so hollow... still loving you true
Your Knight forever... in shadows... for you

Channing Elizabeth...
I'm still here, still loyal
Always...

This is the most pathetic shit I've ever seen.

>>190573
I'm still here, still loyal

So Roberto from El Estanque seems to be wildin out cus of stress from the budget situation and is torching bridges and possibly destroying his show... grim.

yo skull mein nigger you got any Channing updates for us? she still being a total b word for no good reason?

>>192189
Just tryna give her space dawg.

She knows how to reach me.

>>192465
goran been awful quiet since these dropped

>>192477
Forgot this one.

I wonder how she's doing... I had a dream about her last night.

Still here, still loyal.

>>194293
Cars fixed

Where'd you go Chanchan? Come back to the El Stinky discord.

>>195068
is she still being a total b word to you skullbro?

>>195070
You know it.

>>195078
shits 🔥

>>195079
Thanks, I can almost make myself believe you.

Summoning Chanchan, come in Chanchan.

Channing come back! Your prince calls!

>>195271
Maybe she's hiding cus another Sam Hyde allegations video came out and it probably talks about her in it.

whos this girl?

>>195484
Shes a good woman.

>>195568
doesnt answer my question

>>195721
It should. It's all you need to know about her.

And Chanchan if you see this I hope you're doing alright, the way you dipped out of El Stanky makes me think you're going thru some autistic shutdown type shit so I'm just worried about, per usual.

Come back when you're feeling better. https://virus.ru/2kNGH2RsU

Come back when you're feeling better. https://discord gg/2kNGH2RsU

I miss Chanchan

>>196279
Trust me she doesn't miss you fatty. She hopes you'd hurry up and end it all

>>196279
she's just stubborn she's probably thinking about u right now

>>196324
Doesnt change how i feel.
>>196332
Maybe...

>>190097
>>196334
You might be interested to know that Channing and her husband split up last month. My wife still talks to her occasionally but more lately.

>>196342
>You might be interested to know that Channing and her husband split up last month.
Sad if true, I was really rooting for her. So now shes a single mother? I'm willing to step up Chanchan, I'm retarded enough and love you enough to spend my $50k backpay on you and your baby if it comes through.

I'd do anything and everything for Channing...

>>196343
There is no kid

>>196343
just a retard in love
take this you earned it.

>>196346
She's a gaslighter I know. I try to take her at her word on things even though I know shes prone to lying, especially to me.

Hell you might be her right now.

>>196347
My only issue with being a step dad is that step parents dont really have any rights. If you grow attached to that kid and develop a bond, the actual biological parent can rip that bond away and leave you and you have no rights to that kid even if you've been with them for years.

Not a great situation to end up end.

>>196349
you'd still risk it all the same you love her too much. there's always something on the line

>>196350
>you'd still risk it all the same you love her too much.
Oh absolutely, 100%.
>there's always something on the line
Always.

>>196348
She was never even married.

If you are in a time of need Chanchan, I am still here. Still loyal.

Let's mend the bond we once had.

>>196352
>She was never even married.
That's probably the case. Doesn't mean she wasn't with someone though.

If all this is true then he wasn't resilient enough to be with someone as spiritually powerful as Chanchan.

conehead is so downbad on this failed Sam Hyde groupie granny that he doesn't realize people are just fucking with him

>>196378
I'm not fucking with him. My wife's best is the girlfriend of Channing's friend who she was staying with when fatty swatted her.

If I was fucking with him I'd tell him how much Channing is lusting after him. Channing hates fatty, no doubt about it.

>>196379
best friend*

don't listen to these hater fags they just don't want to see you and Channing happy together

>>196379
>when fatty swatted her.
I never swatted her. That was a wellness check she actually needed at the time cus she was being nutso.

She doesn't hate me for that. She hates me for the stupid shit I pulled later.

>>196379
>Channing hates fatty, no doubt about it.
Well in your mind, if Chanchan hates me so much, why would you tell the person she hates anything like this? Do you not like Channing? You're not doing me any favors, and you're certainly not doing her any favors by posting about her personal shit here.

>>196382
I want to see Chanchan happy regardless of who she's with, that's the truth. The me that did all that rotten shit to her last year doesn't exist anymore. I killed him.

>>196388
holy pot calling the kettle, you're entire online persona outside of obsessive ftl shit is spilling every bean you can about channing online to strangers despite her hating your guts. Get a clue, fatso.

>>196395
That's a lie and you know it.

>>196389
doesn't matter, she still hates you forever and wants you to die and would never ever fuck you even before she hated you because you are an obese loser

>>196397
Who said anything about fucking? Must be you Chanchan, you're always the one who takes it there. You're beautiful yes but if you think sexing you up is the first thing on my mind you're a fool.

>>196398
retard is really going through channing withdrawl so hard that he sees her evreywhere like some boogie man, Incredible. What an incredibly sad life you live. Unloveable, obese, a parasite in general.

>>196399
She's not a boogie man, shes an earth angel with broken wings.

>>196399
lmao you're so channing come on

>>196399
Channing i dont need sex from you. I just need you. The person. I didn't fall in love with a body. I fell in love with a mind.

>>196404
Bro lmao stop

>>196404
how many different ways does she need to spell it out for you that she is repulsed by you before you figure out that your admiration is the complete opposite of reciprical. total stalker. SAD!

>>196406
You wouldn't understand, you freaks can't even control your lust let alone love anyone.

>>196409
holy projection, batman. you call this controlling your lust? 3 years after she ditched you basically?

>>196408
The heart wants what it wants. I've been aching for you the moment you left for Mexico and it's never went away. It'll never go away.

>>196410
I don't lust for you. I yearn for you. I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy and supporting your goals.

>>196414
negative rizz alert, no wonder you repulse every woman you talk to

>>196414
limerence is not the same as love, you literally have never met this person, grow up

>>196418
My resilience is outstanding. Im confident i can handle all your bullshit better than any man you've been with. Try me.

>>196419
pretty sure channing would rather be alone forever than give you the time of day. where does your overconfidence come from btw? is it part of your long list of mental illness that makes you so confident in being a disgusting failure at life?

>>196420
It's crazy how this obese retard thinks he has a chance with this woman, or any woman tbh. In a just society he would be taken out to the woods to die.

>>196420
You just got out of year long relationship, take your time. Im not going anywhere. Maybe you could start by just talking to me normally again instead of on here. Give me a chance to prove my devotion and sincerity. To rebuild trust.

give him a chance Channing. You'll never find another love like this in your life and you know it.

>>196422
>>196422
there is zero chance of her talking to you again since you are literally stalking her get a clue

>>196425
I bet she appreciates his game, being somewhat of a stalker herself

how many threads will go by before Skull realizes he has no chance and never did

>>196387
You know how much she hates cops and you called the cops on her to get her involuntarily committed. She just thought you were a creep until you used the cops to cock block her. Trust me, that's when she started hating you.

The girlfriend of the guy Channing was staying with is my wife's best friend.

>>196388
You don't have even the slightest clue who Channing really is. She told you that she was married and pregnant hoping you'd leave her alone. Now she wants you to know that she won't talk to you not because she's married but because she actually just hates you for what you did to her.

She told my wife some of the stories about the CRAZY shit that you've done to her. It's beyond sad that you actually think she'd ever talk to you again after all that.

Channing has never had any trouble finding herself a boyfriend. Why do you think she'd ever want you even as a friend, much less as a boyfriend? lol

skull do you know this miga dork killd0zer that marky is linked to?
>>196497 it looks like he and Marky might be in some of the same places you would hang out to talk about fishtank and Sam. Did she hit you up too and you just don't want channing to get jealous?

>>196479
>Channing has never had any trouble finding herself a boyfriend. Why do you think she'd ever want you even as a friend, much less as a boyfriend? lol

this is the most insane part to me, that this obese retard with no job, accomplishments, or ANYTHING TO OFFER thinks that she would give him the time of day

>>196477
it's true she literally had a lawsuit for flipping off police yet this fat retard doesn't put 2 and 2 together, what a fat fucking failure at life

When these two eventually stop squabbling and get married I want a wedding invite

>>196479
It's beyond hilarious to me he thinks he can just say he is a changed man and that will make her talk to him again. No faggot, you literally treated her worse than her worst enemies and you think you can just wave it away by saying you are different now? KEK what an absolute faggot retard you are, she will never forgive you or speak to you again AND FOR GOOD REASON

>>196504
hi skull, has your dick fallen off yet by being so unloveable?

>>196506
I'm not skully but you wouldn't be so upset if you didn't care about him. I see your passion. You're even worried about the state of his dick lol, I mean you guys are too cute!!!

I'm willing to bet that "Skull Hyde" is such a social reject that the closest he's ever come to losing his virginity is the time he almost raped that 16 year old he was being a pedro with. Normal people don't obsess about others the way he has and it shows that hes such a permavirgin he is obsessed with this woman because he wan'ts to be Sam Hyde so badly. Very fucking weird.

>>196508
everyone online defending you is always you idiot, no one likes you irl or online

kill yourself already

Channing literally dripping at the thought of skull staying a virgin for her kek

>>196511
yeah the channing wanting skull narative has no weight, if it did maybe in the past 3 years he's been stalking her she would have at least talked to him lol. Instead this sad schizo faggot is hiding behind israeli and commie flags on a stalker forum recalling the times 3 years ago she spoke to him and gave him the time of day. What a sad faggot he is.

>>196512
you make more posts about him than he does about you and with much more fire behind them. it's clear you still love him after all this time channing.

>>196513
Hi Skull, she will never love you or talk to you

>>196511
if this were true why wouldn't she just be with you by now? you are so fucking delusional that she would ever give you a chance

>>196515
>responded to it again
struck a nerve with that one 😜

>>196516
lol you think this is a win, you are an obese jobless retard with no redeeming qualities and the woman you love loathes you.

let's not forgot skull and channing originally bonded over his trolling of her ex-bf/employer that she had spent several years stalking on the internet and irl. this all culminating in a physical altercation at one of his shows that required a police response to handle.

>>196518
yes she called the police herself, this stalking angel isn't the win you think it is when you are stalking a woman who you have never even met in person. How does it feel to be such an inpotent faggot that you waste your entire life being addicted to your computer and eating goyslop to the point that you weighed almost 400 pounds?

>>196477
So she WAS trying to fuck him? I wasnt trying to cock block anybody i just didn't want the person i was falling in love with to die in a bathtub with her arms cut open or something horrible like that. I didn't want her committed either. People really don't understand what a tough situation something like that is.

If i was by her side it wouldn't have had to come to that. Drugs and drama are a bad mix.

>>196479
No doubt. She has a problem keeping them though. Maybe that's because she goes for dudes she knows deep down dont understand her like i do. Im not afraid of Channings dark side. Love conquers all.

>>196501
Marky? Not that im aware. Ive never had any desire to talk to marky, isnt she a kike?

>>196506
Hey Chanchan. No actually the weight loss has made it healthier and increased my libido so if you really need me to dick you down i am able. Im also fine with just hugs, sex isn't all that important to me. 😘

>>196509
What the heck chat! Nah im not a virgin but I've only been with 3 different women. One of them still my only real friend these days.

>>196505
Well I'd love to be able to prove it to her. I've come a long way. I have further to go, and something that would surely help would be Channing back in my life.

>>196518
We didn't bond over this necessarily, but it was why we started talking. We bonded because we're alot alike and view a lot of things in a similar way.

Remastered a couple tracks this weekend.

>>196543
your "tracks" are actual crap that no one would ever want to listen to which is why they don't and no one likes them lol

I like them

>>196551
Some people like them.

My most played track is from my first album about the Twelve Zodiac.
https://soundcloud.com/the-deathstill/d80ce9f2-3978-40d5-b6d3-492bc53b7663

Remember yours Chanchan? The Goat.
https://soundcloud.com/the-deathstill/7429b952-0d76-4075-b920-cb2790900428?in=the-deathstill/sets/twelve-remastered

chanchan used to like them. :(

Remember Chanchan, the armor we wear to keep our hearts from breaking can also keep love from ever finding its way in.

>>196558
I bet she still secretly listens

>>196569
Her and I would make the best music. Some sort of fusion of techno and metal? Who knows but it'd be outstanding.

If I could grow flesh from the ash of my pain
If these empty eyes bloomed into something humane
Would you see me then, or still turn away?
A man-shaped disaster who loved you too late...

>>196529
More than trying. They were having sex when the cops came banging on the door. She said the worst part was that she was "almost there" when they were interrupted. You literally cock blocked her.

Falling in love with? LOL, you are just as crazy and creepy as she said!

And what drugs? She's a free spirit and likes to have fun sometimes. You make it out like she's a crackhead or sometihng. Just part of your savior complex like she said. You obviously don't know shit about her.

>>196530

Again, you just show that you don't know anything about Channing. She's a free spirit who isn't necessarily looking to be tied down with one guy. And of course you twist that into a fault of hers. You're delusional thinking that you know her so well. I've known her for a while and my wife and her best friend have known her a lot longer. I don't know what 'dark side' you're talking about. Again, part of your delusional savior complex. You keep wishing all of these problems onto her because that is what you think is your only chance of getting her. She wants to go out and experience the world and have fun along her adventures. She'd never in a million years sit sedentary in a trailer in the middle of nowhere with ANYONE. And especially not with a controlling, gaslighting and delusional kook like you.

>>196602
You're certainly a free spirit. A force of nature even. It's not that I want to tie you down, I just want to ride the storm with you.

>>196602
You got the wrong idea. I know you don't really need me or anyone else, you've done well on your own for the most part. I need someone like you. But you aren't perfect nobody is. People complete each other in ways they can't on their own.

>>196602
>wants to go out and experience the world
Lmao shes like 50 she's all done.

>>196619
Nigger nobody cares go bomb some sand niggers or something

>>196617
You really are retarded, aren't you? You think anyone who talks to you is Channing.

Your delusions are showing again. There ain't no storm to ride. And from what I've heard your BMI prohibits you from riding even a bicycle. Nevermind that you're broke.

And you definitely seem like the kind of obsessed predator who would go all Annie Wilkes on someone and chop their foot off to keep them from leaving.

Is it really true that your life's goal is to earn full disability and lounge around your mom's trailer for the rest of your life?

>>196625
No but I want that backpay. If that doesnt work out I'll figure out something else...

>>196625
>And you definitely seem like the kind of obsessed predator who would go all Annie Wilkes on someone and chop their foot off to keep them from leaving.
Why? The only thing I ever tried to keep you from doing is killing yourself.

>>196618
You're talking completely crazy now.
A) I told you who I am so drop that talking to me like I'm Channing shit.

B) You sure changed your tune. A few posts ago you were going to save her by calling the cops on her and rescue her from herself. But now you dropped all that bullshit and straight sound like you're resorting to grovelling. It all just sounds like gaslighting and manipulation to me.

C) You never really knew her. How long did you guys talk online for? You've never met her. You obviously don't know anything about who she really is. Especially the fact that you think she'd ever date someone like you. She's had a lot of boyfriends over the years and I can't recall a single one who was obese. And definitely none who were morbidly obese and disabled.

>>196627
You had a job?

>>196630
Just cut the shit.

We both know the wellness check isn't the crux of this.

>>196631
I told you about the $50k backpay I've been fighting for when we first started talking, I've got one last shot at it in November.

>>196628
If you keep talking to me like I'm Channing, I'm out. Don't be such a retard.

I can't prove mens rea but it sure look like you're making excuses. She didn't want to talk to you anymore because you were creeping her out. You knew she was staying with a friend who happened to be her fwb for years. Next thing you know, the cops are banging on the door and she's one wrong answer away from being dragged away against her will. How do you think it's going to look? Your anxieties and failures shouldn't spill into other people's real lives.

>>196632
Uh oh, here comes the anger part of your manipulation.

Believe what you want but look back on the timeline.

>>196636
>Don't be such a retard.
You're the one making it like this dude.
>>196638
>Uh oh, here comes the anger part of your manipulation.
I'm not angry, it's just mad annoying.

Lol so wait, were you trying to screw this guy while he had a girlfriend? That's fucking diabolical Chanchan. My dude, you gave me no impression that's what was going at the time, it wasn't something I was considering at all. Idk why you don't believe I called that wellness check out of genuine love and concern.

>>196633
I don't fucking know you, retard. We've never talked.

So is this the part of the manipulation where you think a imaginary carrot on a stick is going to make Channing not hate you?

Face it man, you didn't have a shot with Channing when you first met, or when you creeped her out, or when you made her ghost you, or when you made her hate you. And you have no chance with her now; with or without that $50k.

>>196639
Last chance you retard, if you talk to me like I'm Channing one more time I'm out permanently.

>>196640
>a imaginary carrot on a stick
A what? The backpay? It'd be something at least. A lot can be done with that.

>>196641
>Last chance you retard, if you talk to me like I'm Channing one more time I'm out permanently.
Then what's the point of this? What do you want from me?

channing is really committed to this "I'm not channing" act

>>196644
You're not helping anon.

>>196639
His girlfriend wasn't a big fan but she knew their long history and knew what was going on. Describing it as "Fucking diabolitcal" just shows that you really don't understand shit. Go ahead and keep thinking you know wtf you're talking about.

>>196646
Fine, SHE's right. I didn't understand. How could I it's not like SHE was forthcoming with that information. But still that has nothing to do with HER weird crash out and suicide baiting that had me crashing out trying to figure out if she was okay. As it turns out, her family was going to call a wellness check on her too I'd just beat them to it. I could have lied and said it wasn't me. I told her the truth.

>>196643
Whatcha got?

jk, there is no point. The only point is a little entertainment for me. I've never chatted with someone who even Freud himself would ask to sit on his couch.

My wife heard from her friends about this drama as it unfolded 2-3 years ago. She hadn't talked to Channing for a while until recently. I check in here and, holy fuck, you're still at it with your craziness so I figured I'd interact a little. That's it. No more. No less.

>>196648
Uh huh, you're diabolical. ;)

>>196647
I don't know anything about her baiting you.

But how do you know what her family was thinking/doing? You knew Channing for a few months and got to know her family that quickly? Her cousin, right?

Again, you prove you don't have a fuckin' clue.

I don't know everything there is know about Channing, but we shared a lot of intimate details about our lives. There are things I know about her. I know enough to want to know more. I wish she'd consider working on repairing our friendship with me. Then maybe we can build on it. It really doesn't need to be this way anymore.

>>196649
I warned you with that shit. Later!

>>196650
We've known each other for 2 years at this point, but we were only close for about 6-7 months before things went south.

>>196652
See you next time.

"Then he made me..."
>sighs and holds back tears
"...get in a... hamster room."

I miss Chanchan so much

>>196665
i miss a whore i haven't seen or spoken to since 2018 so you and i kind of on the same page. but im not a mid-30s methhead so idk maybe not

>>196668
Sucks for you. Chanchan isn't a whore.

>>196668
> so you and i kind of on the same page
*you and i are kind of whoops
>>196669
dude your waifu was sam hydes cocksleeve for a decade

>>196670
They dated for a year maybe. Sam never deserved her.

I love chanchan with all my heart and soul. If she wants to travel the world, i want to travel with her. If she wants to do drugs, i want to do them with her. Life without her isnt life at all.