Grow up or fall down most people at the age of 22 don't know what to do in life . Your neither better or worse then indian people by the way

>>77971
22 is very early anon
1. go outside on nature walks more. start once a week, try more frequently. a lot of your negative mood is from CO2 buildup from being in the same room all the time. the change of scenery and atmosphere will also make you have a more positive outlook on life.
2. cut out all negative distractions. doompilling, politicslop, i've seen so many people go down that black hole. fill it with positive distractions, even if it's still mindless slop.
3. you have no job or diploma, but thats not as important as it used to. nepotism or knowing someone who can get you in the door somewhere is a much better chance for your situatil. try to leverage family, or if you do #1, you might eventually bump into the same person enough to get a lifeline.
4. diet is much more important to your mood than you think. carbs and sugars fuck with your modd bad. maybe you dont have as much control over this, but try to eat more "whole" foods, aka raw foods you can get with no preparation.

ultimately, it's your will to exist that will determine whether or not you're successful. maybe you don't care that bad and will never take this advice, but i believe in you anon.

>>77973
This is good advice. Also, I would highly recommend not taking any predatory loans you cannot pay off. Debt slavery exists today, especially the student loan racket, where you'll go deep into government-enforced student loans, most likely to get a worthless degree, forced to work a shit job for shit pay, and the IRS starts garnishing your wages because you cannot afford rising food, rent, energy bills AND paying back those huge student loans all at once. Huge fucking racket and scam, don't fall into that trap.

Stay out of debt as much as possible and when you do get a job, you can easily make $20 an hour doing menial labor like janitor work and not be slaving over your job 24/7 trying to climb some broken ladder that has been deliberately blocked off for years already. Don't try keeping up with the Jones, live within your means and save what you can to survive without worrying about the rat race in this fucked up corrupted broken society.

>>77971
>Also i have no job no study no diploma no money so rn im thinking to just go outside and live from small robbery and burglary

Trust me, if you ever had to live behind cell bars for a long period of time you would know this is NOT a good option. I agree, you do need to stop trusting the corrupt system and try to avoid going into debts you cannot possibly pay off. There are basic labor jobs where you can be making up to $25 an hour and with no student loan debt that is not bad, that is just enough to get by today to pay for rent, food and energy.

>or kill my entire family because of self hatred and then kill as much cops i can

If I thought this way when I was your age I'd probably be dead or worse, in prison for the rest of my life. In all reality, family is your best bet to get any help or aid in the future, do not burn those bridges!!! You very well may need family to fall back on when times get tougher!

>>77973
Yeah sure go outside do some sports eat good food i kind of already do that my pb is more deep im afraid of being alive : my life is purely virtual and i can't engage in something meaningful because im stuck in my head

Also i live at my parents basement and ive been stuck here forever even not stepping outside for multiples months, my parents are part of the problem too because they give me food and a house without asking me anything, feels like i could stay like that for the rest of my shit life

I want to live, feels faggot to phrase it like that but the fkin blackpill is that normies are far more happier than me,i want to achieve something i can be proud of and have loved ones to cherish

Still crying in my bedroom the fists closed angered against the sun to rise again and again without looking for me

>>77986
don't do sports, don't even bother with lifting, just walk. walk outside, but make it a schedule. once a week, maybe on a low traffic day if you're uncomfortable being around a lot of people.

>my life is purely virtual and i can't engage in something meaningful because im stuck in my head
>the fkin blackpill is that normies are far more happier than me
the deeper blackpill is that there's less and less of these "normies" any more. everyone is inside, doomscrolling, feeling hopeless.
ngl i feel very similar to you, and i have a job and my own apartment. i have no irl friends due to life circumstances. the last time i spoke to someone face to face in a non-work scenario was last year.
honestly the advice I'm giving you is the advice i should be taking too. I'm also completely stuck in my head, with almost all of my life being virtual. all I know is that when I was doing those things, I felt a hell of a lot better.

>>77986
Hate to say this but your parents are setting you up to be a failure in life. They should be encouraging you to go outside, make some friends, get a job, etc. By the time I was 12 years old I started getting kicked out of the house and my parents told me to be back by dinner time. They did not let me just sit inside a room to jerk off all day, nor did most parents. I even knew some kids who had alcoholic parents and those kids WANTED to leave their homes as much as possible.