>>5972

That one is so good. Her energy was amazing. It's like she was more alive than most of us could ever dream of being.

>>5960

Thank you. https://tenor.com/view/bonbi-bonbiwaffen-gif-19545801

I guess that won't embed but I'm lazy.

>>5982

Bro is in Eden before the fall...

>>5992

I'm on dat dere nofap. But even if did still fap, I would try to avoid defiling my mind by thinking about Bon, especially her in her younger days.

I won't lie and pretend that fantasy thoughts I'm ashamed of haven't come into my mind sometimes, nor that I always try very hard to resist them. I am guilty, Bonbibros...

>>6025
Is it happening?? This sounds like she might be seeing the light. Oh, please, please, by all that is holy, let it happen.

>>6099
we can only hope

Did someone say fanart?

>>6098
>I'm on dat dere nofap
how is it going and how long? because I tried and I felt like my sex drive was cranked up to a 100 and it just felt annoying to be this horny, maybe im just a degenerate but I feel less perverted if I do it every other day instead of doing nofap

>fanart edition
best i can do

>>6049
I'm still desperately hoping this will be a wake up call to her. Come on, Bonbi, you little fool! If something makes you want to kill yourself, stop doing it.

>>6070
So horrible to watch. I know she's a fool, but she doesn't deserve this misery. She's like someone who walked into a buzzsaw completely cluelessly.

It makes me cry when she says what did she do... I want to know too... Why did this have to happen to someone who only made beautiful things for people once... Why did she have to be made so weak and stupid? I can't get past thinking reality shouldn't work this way.

>>6070
I don't know all the lore, but... Bonbi and Emiru actually dated, right? And then Emiru left her for Mizkif.

What she's saying about Mizkif sounds completely insane. I'm assuming this is coming out of her Emiru-related antipathy toward Mizkif. It's seriously nuts tho. She's very paranoid.

>>6085
I'm going to be sick. She's genuinely going to end up killing herself.

Maybe anon was lying.

>>6101
There are so many cool fan made things.
Now the person who caused all that to happen is basically in hell.
What a rotten world.

I wonder if her parents know what is going on. I almost wonder if it would be a good idea to try and contact them.
They need to try to insist upon her coming home. She might be dead soon otherwise. It doesn't seem she can take care of herself.

>>6111
Id watch a show where families find out about their daughters OF accounts and what comes from the revelation.

>>6112
I'm not talking about her being on OF, which I'm sure they know about. I'm talking about her being repeatedly suicidal. Also possibly with paranoid delusions, based on thinking Mizkif is targeting her.

>>6089
>>6090
>>6092
nice. hadnt seen a few of these

also bonbis ochaco tok doin a lil sumsum

>>6108
>Bonbi and Emiru actually dated, right?
Probably not, thats just a coomer fantasy to fill in the gap gap in their lives from lacking actual female contact.

Emiru became friends with Bonbi when she was still dating Seth and tried to help her see how bad he was. I would say it worked except the way Bonbi describes it he definitely dumped her, not the other way round.

i just come here to beat my shit and you queers out here having philosophical debates and theory posting about some whore on the internet

>>6114
Id imagine so, but Bonbi doesnt have it in her to kill herself, and her parents know that. Even those who dont have it in them still get taken to the hospital when they say will do it, and those are the ones who stay for a weekend and get released. Bonbi is just a girl who doesn't want to work a real job (I can understand that) but she is also not willing to put the effort to get her streaming career to newer heights, Thus why she turned to porn, as taking 8 images and a video or 2 in 30 minutes and just throwing them up takes less effort and simps will give her money, but the lack of effort in that realm also is starting to affect her income so now she will have to either go deeper into porn and show holes or do more degen stuff, or put effort into her streaming career, which stresses her out because its becoming more of a job than what she intended them to become, because she wants to either do low effort bad porn, or burp and fart streams.

>>6116
Emiru even if she was bi would probably find bonbi gross and reject her anyway. Bonbi is an example that even cute girls can be too gross/unhygienic for their own good, and only attract weirdos and losers who can over look her smell/constant burping/farting

It's almost uncanny how her story mimics the pinocchio story. a puppet that wants to be a real boy (as she wants to be a "real" woman or in as much as she sees them through social media). The strings which represent the social media algos that manipulate her. And how she later runs off to join the circus (of whores) but it later becomes apparent that it's a trap. But she's becoming a jackass and it's almost too late to escape.

In this act we see if she will escape this circus and return home to the safety of her family to live a normal life or be stuck forever in the circus of whores to be a jackass.

I swear to God I'll be the last Bonbibro. When she's 60 years old and a homeless drug addict (since knowing Bonbi something that stupid or even worse is inevitable), I'll try to help her. I owe her more than I could ever give back. To me even one of her Toks I love the most, like this one, is enough to justify me wanting to do that. I don't care how dumb she is and how much she apparently hates herself, I won't stop loving her.

>>6122
please seek mental help.

Bonbi love is the worst/best thing to ever happen to someone. I truly feel like everyone here is part of simultaneously the most cursed and the most fortunate group anywhere in the world.

>You're in the local gym pool resting after doing some laps when you hear someone from behind you ask if she can use your lane so you turn around and see gif related.
what do you do?

>>6104
It's been years at this point, IDK how long precisely. I'm still weak and kinda edge sometimes but otherwise, nothing. It sort of evens out after a while, but I don't think the mental energy associated with it ever goes away. That's the whole idea of sublimation. If you stick with it that feeling of being worked up basically gets redirected toward action, discipline, creativity, being less self-pitying and narcissistic.
I can only recommend it. I think finally succeeding in quitting is one of the best things I've ever done. I don't want to ever go back. If you are at all spiritual or religious I think you will find it purifies your soul... But even on the more concrete level, I'm sure it would help get a GF or wife, and make progress in career or whatever other goals you have.
You are better able to see women as flawed but lovable creatures, instead of all the hatred for them common these days. (That hatred is just sick and stupid and degrades you, after all.) You aren't enslaved to your desire for them, or to sort of the concept in your mind of them. This is all connected to Bonbi, because I didn't really appreciate her fully until I'd quit fapping... The level of beauty I perceive in those Toks she's made is one of the most wonderful things I've ever experienced. I wouldn't trade it for anything. And being able to still love her so much despite all that's happened is I think a beautiful thing.

>>6117
>im master baitin in ur thread geibois
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>>5956
Poems about her? That sounds awesome. Plz plz post a few if you can... And maybe share what this place you are talking about is, though I guess you probably can't do that...
This is something I can never admit anywhere but an anonymous place, but I've written MANY poems about her. I am totally obsessed with her as an inspiration and subject. I do truly believe she's worth all the praise I can give her, and all the despair I can express over what's happened to her. The poems for her (and one other great Internet goddess) are the thing I'm most glad to have done in life.

>>6129
I suspect he is referring to Roman Quote Anon who published a long poem about here with commentary.

Its still available
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Zlz67P-tlIuUpyQAOPq4ydpGC2TQrDQyJZuQ6qs6emM/edit?tab=t.0

The commentary also reveals some things about RQA himself - his Soviet upbringing for instance or the way he likens Bonbi Bros to Humbert Humbert from the book Lolita.

>>6129
It would have been best, from what I discern,
If when you first left, you did not return.
It’d be a desert, without your release,
But it would be peace.

She doesn't deserve this. All she was was this nice girl with brilliant creative instincts who brought beauty to many people's live, who made the world a better place. I KNOW she's responsible, sort of, but so what. She still doesn't deserve it. That girl of '18 and '19 doesn't deserve this shame and misery just because she was kind of dumb and weak, just because she ran into the wrong people. It's so unfair and wrong.
I'm so unhappy.
I don't want to not be unhappy. Not while she's miserable, not in a world where things like this can happen to a girl like Bonbi. It would never be right.
I'm so unhappy.

>>6132
>I KNOW she's responsible,
buddy you need to really take a step back from this. she is living her life the way she wants to live it and she's fucked it up pretty good. but its not like she didn't know that going into it, the years she's been doing this and getting worse. you really can't tell me she didn't see it was going down hill. stop being so naive.

i don't know if you're young or what but this is really immature of you to attach yourself heavily to this girl and her life. these girls are a dime a dozen unfortunately. she was special once upon a time, sure, but it takes work to make things magic. she just didn't put in the effort. i do not feel sorry for her at all anymore and neither should you. she deserves whatever she works towards.

>>6134
smells like cheese and ham

>>6134
>>6136
Better than the stupid nip moaning and fake penetration I guess. Honestly didn’t think we’d see any more after the breakdown the other day.

>>6134
Amazing how comfortable she has gotten being fully nude.

In second vid, you have a couple of full frontal nude frames. Love to see it!

>>6136
>Also she needs to shave the beaver. Hair is disgusting.
just say you're a faggot. her hair is hot.