>>183772>still buttmad after all these yearsMy meagre attempts at trying to help the unwashed masses escape their self imposed shackles was done in good faith.
I've always had this idea instilled in me for as long as I can remember to actually help people and bring them up from what ever shitty situation they've found themselves in, sometimes to my own detriment because I give too much to those that don't want help.
But I've learned I'm not responsible for everyone on earth and that they need to help themselves before they can accept help from other.
Curious timing too consider I've actually recently had to do something like that. I hope they're doing their best to actually help themselves, I couldn't be there as some kind of cushion or what ever it may have been. They needed to be alone with themselves in order to help themselves, I would only hinder if I stayed.
So my love for each and every one of you came from a genuine place in my heart. Though half kidding at times, I was still 100% caring.
This idea that Fritz had anything to do with me deleting the board has been made into a urban legend around here. These unsubstantiated claims grow like weeds in a garden of serpents, much like the accusations that muffy was a trap. Which is untrue.
If you remember, I handed the keys to shitty city to RandomDude for a month while still poking around. That should indicate to your peanut sized brain that I was getting a little tired of the place and burnt out.
I decided to nuke it cuz if I remember he wasn't too found of the position either, so I thought why not just blow the place and let people go outside and see the light of day for once.
It wasn't fair to anyone to allow it to stand as a pillar of self abasement. Atleast I wouldn't stand for it.
So I thought I did the right thing and nuked it. It was up to everyone else to scurry around to find a new place to dwell, that is their own decision. Just like it was mine to nuke it.
I'm sure I could have gone about it in better ways, but I did it my why, and it was fun, and if you look at that it's still talked about till this day.
I guess my ego could predict the future.
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